*Spike's P.O.V*

I looked in fear at the creature before me, was….was I truly dead? I had no clue but seeing Death himself in front of me, near my soul terrified me to no end.

"Where am I? How long have I been here?" I growled showing no hesitation to show my anger in front of this creature, I was going to fight if I had to, even if it was not a smart move on my part, but I was a damn dragon for Celestia's sake, we were the most feared race on the planet and I'll be damned if I'm going to wet myself at the sight of Death himself.

The dragon skeleton merely growled in annoyance before he spoke, his voice was so cold, as if they were nothing but pure ice itself.

"You are in my realm, my domain, Spike the dragon, and I would watch your mouth of how you address me, reptile." He spoke in a harsh tone when strangely had no emotion in it, making me gulp, anxious to be done with the neutral creature already.

"You're…your domain? What the buck am I doing-?"

"Silence, mortal dragon and come forth, for your punishment awaits and I have little time to entertain a weak hearted soul such as yourself." Death spoke in an icy tone that caused me to shut up instantly but I still had a few questions for the immortal and I was not going anywhere until they were answered.

"First answer me a few questions. Are you really a dragon, or-"

"The form you see before you is merely a spiritual representation of what your mind can understand, for many creatures my form often changes to fit their mindsets, for a pony I am the form of the same skeleton but a pony, I am told the same for griffons, zebras, even Gods when they fade." He answered calmly but I could tell I was making the Angel of Death annoyed by my questions and still, I had to ask more.

"Gods can fade? Celestia, Luna, Discord, Ca-"

"When mortal creatures do not wish to put their faith in a God or Goddess then yes, they can fade away and are reaped by me before they cease existence, fading away until time had all but forgotten them, but that is very rare." He spoke, making me pissed about how calm he was about this but I was not done yet.

"When did I die? I mean-"

"Your body ceased life two weeks ago from blood loss as you ripped your own throat out with your right claw, the only reason you have not entered my domain much earlier is because I had many, many more souls to reap from a war with the Timberwolves and Diamond Dogs and I could not spare a moment for a spineless reptile who committed suicide being so busy.

You had to wait, just as many souls had to until your time. During that time your soul merely faded into darkness without sound, sight or any sort of sense until your appointed time of judgment." He said so casually that I had trouble wrapping my mind around it.

I faded into darkness and did not even notice it? The buck? I needed a cigarette right now.

"But….but I did not think-"

"That you would end up in Tartarus for your sins, those who take their own life share no rewards of the Heavens, and it is of the greatest crime to take your own life, decreed by the Gods themselves." He interrupted without allowing me to even finish my question, it was starting to piss me off….but he was Death, so he did know all questions answered by the souls he reaped, I guess.

"But I prayed to Princess Luna, she was to answer my pleads and-"

"And grant you access into the Heavens? No, judgment of your soul rest on me, not the Gods and it has been this way since time for this world has begun, since all creation to be more accurate." Death snapped, in no mood for such pointless questions I knew and I was wasting more time and merely keeping him from his eternal job, but I could not pass onto my punishment without talking to any creature, even if it was a God, I needed answers, and bones and emotionless here was not going to answer them.

"Please, let me go see one of the Gods, surely-"

"And of what would that accomplish, mortal dragon? The Gods are busy; they have no time for stray souls to bother them-"

"Then grant me an audience with one who will you bucking dictator! I need to ask them some questions, it won't take long, I swear and in the mean time you can judge other souls…please." To be honest I knew that how I snapped at the creature that held my soul in his claw was not a good way to grant me my wish, but I was going to Hell anyway, so I might as well go out with a blast.

Death merely grunted, if he had eyes, I'm betting they would have glowed in rage but he merely shrugged in irritation, probably thinking that I was more trouble than I was worth as he spoke in his cruel, emotionless tone with his answer.

"Very well, Spike Sparkle, The Goddess of Night has time on her hooves, I will grant you an audience with her, and you have ten minutes, be quick with your words for you will never get a second chance. I must be near the Element of Laughter's soul at this time, so do not waste your time with the Goddess." His words made my ear fins spread out in shock and horror.

"PINKIE PIE!" I screamed not understanding why he had to be near her body, was she ok? But Death merely snapped his fingers and my body was teleported away from his domain in a flash of white.

*With Twilight Sparkle*

The lavender unicorn was drunk, drinking from the entire bottle of the red wine after she broke her first glass and did not settle for a second.

She was pissed, were Spike's words acutely true? Did she really kiss up to Princess Celestia that much? Was she truly only a worthless, mortal unicorn who did nothing but study? Did Spike really do drugs, drink and smoke without her paying much attention?

What other sins has he done to stain his scales? What more darkness could the dragon do to cause their love to evaporate? What more had she not really known about the teenage dragon that she was learning about now from his suicide and only three bucking pieces of paper? Did she really need to even know?

With a deep breath and narrowing her eyes to look at the paper before her, the second letter titled Letter two: Deception and lies; a cursed soul trapped in scales.

She took a larger swallow of the bottle wrapped in her magic, it being almost empty as she took a mental note to get another, maybe grape before she begin to read the heart crushing paper written by her mate.

My dearest Twilight Sparkle,

I know you're worried, seeing what I had done to myself would have wounded any romantic partner's heart and for that you have my sincere apology my love, but….it had to be done, it needed to be Twi.

I honestly could not live with myself anymore, knowing how I was ripping our love to shreds, being the monster that I was, being the beast that you accused me of in your eyes, the fights we had, and the words were spoken in the fit of rage and spite towards the other.

I…I'm so sorry, Twi, honestly I am. I never meant to do as I done, I swear but….it was in a fit of suffering, of denial towards our love…..of wanting to injure your heart, I wish now, no. I swear now that I would have done anything to take it back, Twi….but the deed….the sin, was committed.

And you deserve to know the truth, I betrayed you Twilight Sparkle…..I broke your heart by the physical action I had performed on the night that I stormed out of the house in a fit of depression and fury, intent at doing something to take my mind off the fight that we had spat at each other with malice.

I got drunk that night, four months ago and met Scootaloo at the old Cutie Mark Crusader club house without meaning to, her being sixteen years of age as she is now if I'm right….and I slept with her.

Not a day, night or even second goes by that I don't regret it, I give you my Dragon Code oath, I even told her that what we had done that night was nothing more than a one night stand, and she understood because she had betrayed her own mate, Rumble when we had bucked together in haste and drunken lust, it was not emotional, it was not passionate and I promise you…it meant nothing.

But I had done the act with a friend that meant nothing more than that, a friend…and in that action, in that sin that I would forever regret, I shattered the trust and love that our relationship held…..with my own claws.

My words were cloaked in rage, lust and alcohol after I had left our house and spoken to her, I'm sorry Twilight…so sorry.

Even before I had cheated on you, I had done an action to you physically that would haunt me for the rest of my life….I physically laid my claws on you rage and for that….it was one of the reasons why I left this land….why I could not handle living with myself.

I'm an awful, awful creature, I will not deny it…I don't deserve your love, your warmth, your heart. I don't even deserve your mercy and will never ask for your forgiveness…I can never forgive myself.

I could not go on, so I allowed my sins, my regrets, my depression to lead to what you see before you…I'm sorry Twi, I never meant to hurt you.

With love, honesty and regret,

Spike Sparkle.

Twilight could seriously not believe what she was reading. Was this some kind of cruel, sick joke, were the Gods really against her and her love for the dragon that she had to read this dark, tragic story before her eyes?

Did Spike cruelty cheat on her with Scootaloo who was now in Manehatten with Vinyl Scratch helping her out with a large party that was preformed there each year for reasons Twilight forgot and honestly did not care about, at least not at the moment.

"Why Scootaloo, what did have against me that he had to use her for sexual relief?" Twilight wondered to herself as she drunk the rest of the bottle of red wine in her magic than without a second thought got out another, grape wine this time with her magic from the kitchen cabinet and with uncorking the top, she drunk a full quarter of it, her mind flashing back to the point in time that Spike had mentioned, when he stormed out the house in a fit of anger.

*Spike's letter P.O.V, four months ago*

I could not believe this shit, I was sent home early today when I was helping out the Apple family around the farm for extra bits when Apple Bloom complained that I was doing a poor, sloppy job.

I was not slacking off, I was exhausted. Despise working at Ponyville Spa as a massager I needed the extra bits to take Twilight out to a nice dinner that was VERY expensive and have a great time with her, instead I get sent off the farm by Applejack agreeing with her sister which pissed me off.

I love Apple Bloom, she's like a sister to me but sometimes she can be such a bitch. On top of the horse shit I was going through today, I had to work another shift when I thought I had the day off. I respect my bosses, they were very reasonable and their accents were to die for but right now I was having second thoughts about my job.

So after I got off work and smoked a cigarette because I really needed the nicotine, I went home saying hi to Fluttershy, Dinky Doo, and Sweetie Belle along the way before opening the door, which in my eyes was the first mistake.

"SPIKE!" I heard my marefriend, Twilight Sparkle shout as I cringe; I was seriously not in the mood to go fetching her books around like a slave today, maybe tomorrow.

But still, she was my love so like the loyal dragonfriend I was, I walked up the stairs leading to our bedroom and answered back lazily.

"Yes, Hun?" I spoke calmly for Twilight sounded angry, for reasons I could not fathom.

"Where is; A guide to lyrical rhymes at? Vinyl Scratch wanted to borrow it for her trip to Manehatten tomorrow and I need to find it, can you help me out?" she spoke in a fanatic tone that used to make me laugh when I was young but now it was started to get annoying.

"Actually Twilight, I'm really tired from work all day, how about I help you look for it later, you know-"

"No Spike, I really need your help, not only that but I need to send a letter to Princess Celestia, then after that you promised to take me to the park to help out with-"

"I asked you if we could do this later, Twi. I'm EXHAUSED and I really, really don't want to do anything special right now. Talk to me in a few hours, and then I'll help." I snapped.

Annoyed at how she thought we could do whatever SHE wanted at any given second, I had responsibilities now and I was trying to do something really nice for her, but I'm not any bucking dog ready to come when called.

I'm her dragonfriend, and with the amount of stress I been in all week I wanted nothing more than to rest for a few hours…or a hundred years, whichever came first.

But Twilight was having none of it, if I would have looked at her earlier I would have noticed the bags under her eyes, the way her hooves shuffled in impatience that her day was not going so well with all the promises she made and to make it worse she was in heat which while it's very great to get into at night, it's a nightmare during the day time to get through and Twilight might have had enough of my attitude that I been giving her for the last few days.

"YOU'LL LISTEN TO ME WHEN I TALK TO YOU, SPIKE SPARKLE!" She screamed which made me pause midway up the stairs to our room and turn around, reaching the point of screaming myself, instead I turned around and with my eyes narrowed in outrage growled.

"What was that?!" the tone in my voice made her step back in fright knowing that it was not good to anger an almost full grown dragon….well, at least by pony standers.

"I…I'm sick of your attitude Spike, you been nothing but an ass all week long and-"

"Oh, I'm SORRY for wanting to have a job and extra bits to show my marefriend a great time, I'm SORRY that I don't cater to your every whim like when I was ten, Mistress Sparkle, and I'm SORRY for having so many DAMN shifts at my job that I can't come when you beckon like a good, BUCKING DOG!" I screamed, taking a step down the stairs with every word before I was a foot away from her, Twilight taking three steps back not seeing me in such an angered and emotional state before, unless having my heart broken by Rarity for the last time when I was twelve counted.

Twilight was near tears at the point as she looked at me with my eyes narrowed in anger and black smoke blowing out my nostrils, if I had paid any attention to the words she spoke now, the action that happened next would have never happened at all, and it was one that I would forever regret.

"I never beckon you like a canine, Spike; I have never treated you like some type of slave. I love you, and I understand you're stressed, but I'm really having a difficult time right now as well, you can rest later, just please….please write me a letter to Princess Celestia and then we can call it a night, I promise." She begged, and I would have felt pity for her but I was still a bit ticked by the way she shouted at me that I barely registered her honest, caring and gentle voice as I turned away, walking and grabbing a pack of Diseased Stallion cigarettes from the table to the left of me.

"I'm going for a smoke." I replied quietly as Twilight reached out a hoof to put on my right shoulder and upon the contact I lost it in a fit of rage, thinking that she was going to turn me around to scream at me more due to her hormones as I spun around without thinking.

And I back clawed her in the face with my right claw, I would never forget feeling my body move faster than my brain could catch up and my claw smacking her right cheek hard, hard enough for a bruise to make things much worse.

Twilight's body dropped to the floor board like stone as she held a hoof to her injured cheek, sobbing from the blow as my eyes widen in shock from the harm I had done to her.

I had struck Twilight Sparkle, my love, my heart…..my marefriend and I could never take it back, it was an accident, nothing I could ever do could make the action I had done to her be taken back, I could never take what I had done with my own two claws back.

But I tired.

"Twi I swear, I never meant-"

"Get out." She whispered, tears streaking the fur down on her face like a waterfall as her eyes with closed and her hoof still on her bruised check, her body rocking from the physical trauma I had caused her.

"What?" I asked, not hearing her voice crack as she shouted the words.

"GET THE BUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE!" she screamed, and taking a step back, my eyes looked at her weeping, shocked and pained form before I turned away like a coward instead of comforting her like I should, even though it would have ended in getting many painful hits, it was worth it if she would have forgiven me for my rash choice.

Instead I turned towards the downstairs, throwing my cigarettes away from me as I ran and curled my claws in anguish of what I had done.

I was out the door of Golden Oaks Library and slamming it hard as I walked out, ignoring the stares that a few ponies were giving me, I ran towards the forest, thinking that running away from my problems, from my guilt would redeem me of my sin that I had done to the pony I loved more than anything.

I did not even notice it was night by the time I somehow walked towards the old Cutie Mark Crusaders clubhouse, my feet on autopilot and my mind racing with dark thoughts, from going to Canterlot to get thrown in prison for the remainder of Twilight's life span to going into a Timberwolves clan and allowing them to feast on my flesh.

I screamed at the night sky with all the air in my lungs would allow, a jet of long, emerald colored flames following after my rage from my mouth, and almost burning the trees around me but missed by inches as I sat down hard on the ramp that lead into the club house, not hearing a voice behind me before I felt a hoof touch my back and I flinched, not knowing any creature was near me as I turned around looking into the grayish purple colored eyes of the Pegasus mare named Scootaloo.

With her orange fur, moderate cerise colored mane and tail and regular spanned in width wings, her tail flicking in a hint of fear but mainly worry as she looked at me with concern making me wonder just what she was doing here.

"Hey, Spike….what's up?" Scootaloo asked raising an eyebrow as she looked at me, not understanding a bit of what I was going through as of this day and my emotions were running so high that I broke and told her the entire tale, sobbing so hard that I was hiccupping.

Scootaloo listened with interest before sitting down beside me as I told her every detail of the shit I had done this day, wanting to tell any pony of what I was going through.

Scootaloo was a lot like Rainbow Dash in the regard that she was laid back and used to doing things her own way but she was really loyal and could get serious when she needed to.

As such, she looked into my eyes with a serious expression on her face as my tale ended and lit a cigarette in her mouth with a match she held in her tail, inhaling the nicotine before blowing out the gray smoke out of her nose, then flicking the match away, she took the cigarette out with her tail and spoke in a calm voice she rarely ever used.

"Spike be honest…did you mean to hit, Twilight?" she asked calmly as I shouted no making her jump from the anger in my voice making me apologize.

I sighed, rubbing my forehead with a claw looking at the Pegasus and took another deep breath before looking at the cigarette she had put back into her mouth.

"Can I have one?" I asked calmly making her smirk before hoofing me one and watching as I lit it with my flames, frowning with her eyes a bit narrowed remarking.

"Lucky." As I merely chuckled, not sure how to respond to such a comment but glad that the nicotine helped calmed me down….at least for a while.

"So…what are you doing out here?" I asked curious as could what could cause the young mare to be a bit away from town and alone.

"Well, I'm going to Manehatten with Vinyl Scratch to host a large block party and even though she offered me a place at her house, I'm used to sleeping in the club house when I want time to myself, even to get away from my sister, Cheerile. So…here I am. In the morning I'll be helping Vinyl pack, then go to the city, music is my special talent after all." She replied with a smirk, showing me her Cutie Mark of a microphone wrapped in purple flames, most likely meaning that she was good at rapping, hip-hop music, something I enjoyed when in the mood.

I stared at the Cutie Mark a bit more before my eyes looked over her firm, sexy fla-

"What the buck am I thinking?!" I growled to myself, I mean don't get me wrong, Scootaloo has a nice body if one liked a loud, smart assed tomfilly but I was with Twilight, not Scootaloo though I would be lying if I was to say I did not have a bit of a crush on her when I was fourteen but that was a long time ago and besides she was with Rumble just as I was with Twilight.

Shaking my head to get images of Scootaloo out of my mind, I stood up, intent on going somewhere else where temptation was not at its strongest before Scootaloo called out to me.

"Where you going?" she questioned as I merely growled

"Back to town."

The Pegasus stood up as well, flicking her used cigarette away onto the ground as I inhaled my own, a bigger drag before exhaling it out of my mouth, watching the mare look at me with disappointment, something that was rare in Scootaloo.

"You seriously have to go now? Come on, Spike…chill a while, I won't bite. Besides, do you really want to go back to town to face Twilight and no doubt her friends after what you did to her?" she spoke, her tone a bit cruel but not accusing as she knew it was an accident.

I paused, weighting my options on this. Scootaloo was a friend, a former crush yes, but a friend nonetheless and she was offering to not be as harsh as many ponies would be if I walked back into town.

It's been years since I ever set foot into the Cutie Mark Crusaders club house, as I was a member despise never having nor obtaining a Cutie Mark, along with Sweetie Belle, Apple Bloom, Rumble, Pipsqueak, Dinky Doo, Babs Seed, and Scootaloo even Ruby Pinch before she swiftly gotten her Cutie Mark in cooking.

So I was a bit excited to see the old tree house even though I was almost an adult as I sighed, took one last drag of my cigarette and tossed it aside looking at Scootaloo's sad, honest eyes with a smile as I nodded making her cheer softly, as if she was a foal as I laughed.

Once the two of us entered the tree house, I looked over the old wooden structure and sat down on a tan colored couch where Scootaloo may have been sleeping as memories came rushing back to me from our old crusader days.

Such as when we tried to be animal herders with all of Fluttershy's animals, making a force of bears, otters, ducks, birds, chickens and being led by Angel Bunny chased us back into town, or the time we tried to sneak unto a train going into Appleloosa to help them with another despite with the Buffalos but were caught.

I laughed out loud as I remembered the time Dinky Doo tried to get us to help out at the post office, almost getting her mother Derpy Hooves, fired and getting us kicked out, no doubt banned for life from entering into the establishment and being giving a very stern talking to by Mayor Mare.

I chuckled as I remembered the days, when life was so carefree and crazy before my guilt of what led I right here shattered my view of memory lane with what I had done to Twilight, my marefriend.

I sighed loudly, already depressed before I felt a sudden weight on the other side of me and looked to see Scootaloo with her wrings wrapped around two ice cold bottles of hard cidar.

Giving one of them to me which I opened with my talons before I did the same with her own, right before she got out a bottle opener and scowled at me as I laughed before smiling at her with a wink as she rolled her eyes with a small smile.

The two of us drunk, reminiscing on old, almost forgotten memories and drinking the night away, two hours later we were completely shit-faced, eight bottles of the alcohol were completely empty and on the ground below us as we were laughing from a joke Sweetie Belle recently told Scootaloo, finding the joke ten times funnier because of the liquor in our systems.

Scootaloo was dying, laughing so hard she had tears rolling down her furred face as I had to pat her hard on the back when she started coughing.

I grinned as she panted before looking at me with large, purple eyes making me wonder how I never realized that despise the tough attitude she put in front of everypony else how beautiful her eyes were as I burped loudly causing her to snicker.

"Ah, Spike we have got to hang out more, I haven't seen a creature drink like that since Pipsqueak was still with us." She chuckled as I hiccupped, a bit confused on what she meant by 'since'.

My mind and body were slow by I still caught her words as I asked quietly.

"What do you mean since, Scoots? Did something happen to him?" I asked swaying and blinking my eyes as her cheerful banter dropped slightly and she answered softly.

"Pip died on a train ride back to Manehatten, a years ago, Ruby Pinch was so depressed, you know they been going out since we were twelve?" she said so quietly that I almost did not catch her words before she continued.

"Ruby, in a state of depression threw herself off Ponyville cliff….we really, really tried to talk her out of it, and she loved him. They were engaged and about to get married in two weeks before poor Pip died. Her mother, Berry Punch, had drunk herself to death, poor mare." Scootaloo sighed loudly before getting another bottle of hard cidar and passing it over to me with her wing as I opened it as was our routine and gave it back.

After all the laughs, smiles and cheer we shared tonight it was hard to get into such a depressed state but I could not help but remember the amazing colt or rather young stallion that Pipsqueak was.

He was an awesome guy, even more daring then Scootaloo if that was possible, he did not deserve to die in such a tragic way, but it's so hard to think of Ruby Pinch taking her own life, she was nothing short of love and happiness….did such darkness really dwell in all ponies?

Did we do something that angers the Gods to such fates?

I shook my head, really wanting to get out of this depressed mindset before I felt a weight on my shoulder as I looked to see Scootaloo trying to fall asleep with her head on my right shoulder as I chuckled and shook her firmly.

"Wake up, Feather Brain!" I laughed causing her to smile and open her eyes with a playful glare.

"Go to hell." She countered back making me pick her body up with my claws and strength causing her to laugh as we stumbled back into the couch, her body on top if mine, we would have blushed or spoken apologizes but we were far to intoxicated to even think of embarrassment.

"You have stunning eyes." Scootaloo's voice spoke into my left ear fin as I blinked and nervously chuckled, not knowing how to respond.

"Um…thanks, Scoots…I guess." I answered back as I knew she was drunk beyond reason and even though I was the same way, I should have stopped what happened next. I really, really should have….but instead I encouraged it and now I could never rid myself of the sin that stained my scales.

She leaned in and with a look of lust in her eyes, she kissed me on the lips, in my drunken mind I did what was only natural and kissed back, letting my claws go from holding her hips to trailing down to her ass and squeezed as she gasped in pleasure, breaking contact with my lips to kiss my nose, her front hooves trailing all over my chest as she burped loudly but the two of us ignore the smell and her gross habit, to engrossed with lust to give a damn.

My left claw was gently squeezing her ass, pulling lightly on her tail before it trailed down to her tail hole and I let a claw brush it before touching her wet, moist lower lips of her vagina making her squeal causing me to laugh before she punched me in the gut.

Ignoring the pain, my right claw slid from her soaked marehood to one of her teats as my tail intertwined with her own.

I opened my mouth to feel Scootaloo's own tongue fight for dominance of my mine and after a few minutes she won, exploring every inch of my orifice as I moaned and wanting revenge for the tongue war, swiftly slid one of my claws into her ass hole as she screamed in pain.

"Careful, you stupid lizard." She growled breaking contact with my lips as I inserted two of my claws from my right claw into her vagina, her wet, dripping hole was hot and caused both of us to pant as I thrust my three claws into her, making her body rock back and forth wanting them to go in deeper.

I kissed her nose then we got into another tongue war in which Scootaloo won again, she was vicious when it came to sex and it was hard for me to keep up with her.

After five minutes of pumping my fingers into her holes, her vaginal walls clenched hard as she rode out her orgasm screaming loud into the air forcing me to put my left claw over her mouth which she bit after she was coming off her high.

"You are kinky." She chuckled making me only wink back to her as I pulled my fingers from her ass and vagina, my fingers glistering with her juices which I quickly licked off as she joined me, slowly allowing her tongue to trail up and down my claw as she looked at me with wide, innocent eyes making my penis slide from in between my lower scales.

Scootaloo looked down seeing something poke her stomach as she grinned looking at my full length member.

"Is that your cock?" she whispered into my left ear fin as I only nodded causing her to laugh and kiss my lips, she untwisted her tail from mine and went lower to look at my cock, it not being such a big deal, only purple like the rest of my scales with green ridges on the sides and a small pink tip, being six inches in length.

But Scootaloo was starting at it as if she was expecting it to sing.

Rolling my eyes I leaned my head back on the couch, closed my eyes and whispered "Lick it." As she merely stared at it with wide eyes as if she's never seen a dragon's dick, which, myself being the only dragon in town I guess she has not.

With a bit of hesitation, she slowly licked the tip, causing me to groan before she licked again then began to put the whole thing in her mouth and started to deep throat it, almost making my eyes roll to the back of my head from overwhelming pleasure, she was so SKILLED with her tongue it was amazing.

She licked and sucked on it until it was covered in saliva then after she sucked on it for a few more minutes, licking it while coming up she brought her mouth away from it and asked "Where are your balls?"

I was in so much pleasure from her action that I did not even knew she spoken before I opened my eyes and through the haze of lust asked what it was she said.

"Your balls, Scales…don't you have them?" she asked with confusion as I thought to what it was Twilight had said to me when I asked her the same question before.

"Oh…they are internal, you know…inside my body?" I answered as she merely nodded before going back to what she was doing before, after about ten more minutes and how good she was at doing this, I came.

My white sperm shot from my penis like a rocket, shooting load, after load of the stuff, guess I must have had more sexual tension in my body then I thought.

It landed all over Scootaloo's face, mane and a few drops got on her tail as she chuckled then licked her lips, cleaning the remaining on my dick with her mouth as I sighed.

I opened my eyes just in time to see Scootaloo lift her body up and line her genitals up with my own before she lowered her body down, allowing my member to be consumed by the soaked, heated warmth of her vagina as we both moaned, she grinned, kissed my lips and told me to relax before pushing her lower body up and slamming it back down making us moan as I put my claws behind my head and allowed her to do all the work, as she asked.

After thirty minutes of bucking me senseless, as I smacked her ass to keep her moving and groan in tune with her own, lust filled moans, she gripped my neck hard with her hooves and screamed into the air as she orgasm and laid her head on my chest, her body wet and scented with sweat as I chuckled and kissed her lips, even though I had not finished myself and I was fine with that.

But Scootaloo, even in her weak, horny state was having none of it.

"You allowed me to finish, so I'll allow you….put it in my ass." She growled and slapped me as I told her it was fine, it was a weak hit but it still made me a bit turned on.

With a roll of my eyes, I heaved myself from the couch and allowed my feet to touch the cold, wooden floor board as she turned her flank around to face me, lifting her tail up which I gripped in a claw and slapped her ass making her moan, I wasted no time as I lined my penis to her tail hole and slowly pushed in, making the two of us moan loudly.

Her ass muscles clenched hard against my dick as I pushed farther in, snorting out a small cloud of black smoke as I rocked my hips a little making her moan.

She was so tight, it was almost painful as I bottomed out then shoved it back in making her grunt in pain as I ignored it and smacked her ass again, already breathing hard and near close to cumming before I breathed out.

"Thought you told me to let you do all the work." I growled making her turn her head and wink with her left eye, answering back.

"I lied." She giggled before I smirked and pulling back I slammed harder into her making her shout in pain before I released with a roar, small jet green flames spewing from my mouth and exhausted from the sexual activity, I fell back onto the couch and in my drunken, dimming lust driven desire held her in my arms and fell asleep.

I woke up the next morning having a major headache and wondering why I my body smelled so bad, noticing that Scootaloo was gone and the bottles still on the floor, my memory, though a bit fuzzy remembered one very important detail, making me hold my head in shame and fear of what I had done.

"I cheated on Twilight."

*Spike's P.O.V, present day*

I looked around the area I was in, noticing the familiar star dotted room of Princess Luna, why I was in her bedroom, I had no clue.

The Goddess of the Night, moon, dreams, and stars themselves was on her balcony, waiting for the moment in which her sister would lower the sun so she could raise the moon, as was her duty.

"Um…Luna?" I called out with a bit of nervousness making her jump before she spun around, horn lighting a corbel blue to no doubt blast me to bits before she notice who had spoken to her, as I cowered under my claws.

"Ah, it is you Spike the dragon. I did not notice you have arrived in Canterlot, and so late. Why do you hail here, young dragon?" she asked calmly, cutting off her flow of magic before walking towards me and frowning, speaking before I could even reply.

"Wait….you, you are not in a physical state, and this is no dream….Spike, are you…dead?" she asked slowly as I could do nothing more than nod, noticing the shock and shame in her eyes as she sighed loudly.

"I have heard as much, but I did not honestly believe it, I would have been at the funeral but I was on royal business from a war that broke out among the Timberwolves and Diamond Dogs…it was brutal, both sides lost so many lives….and none was the victor, so they settled on a truce. How long it will last, I am not sure. At any case, I am sorry Spike; it's so tragic to see one so young die. But why have you come to me?" She questioned making me repeat what I had said to Death as I saw her eyes narrow in anger and her teeth grit before she spoke.

"You should not have done that, Spike Sparkle, there is a reason why the Gods do not meddle with the Angel of Death himself, I am sorry, but I cannot aid you. You have chosen your fate, and not even a Goddess can interfere with the judgment of a soul." Luna spoke, her voice cold and cruel but her words honest as I felt my head drop in shame, so not even the Gods could help me now.

"I…I'm sorry Princess Luna, I'm so sorry." I said softly, spiritual tears falling from my face and disappearing like mist when they touched the floor, Luna walked towards me and though she knew she was not able to, she tried to hug me, her physical form going right through my spiritual as she whispered calmly.

"I know my child…I know." She spoke and with a sad, tragic smile turned around, going to raise the moon as was required I sighed loudly, and looked at her for the last time before my soul was teleported from the physical form back into Death's domain as I looked upon the grim reaper with hatred about to swear my mouth off to him for my fate before I noticed another soul with him, my heart dropping in surprise and pain seeing the mare before my eyes, her mane and tail straight and her eyes filled with pain.

"Pinkie Pie?!"


Author's Note: Damn, this has to be the longest chapter for or even that I have ever written before *YAY!* And also my first time writing clop, I thought I did ok, nothing to bad I hope but that's what the fans are for LOL. This has to be one of the darkest stories I ever written before ...I think.

And now to celebrate my awesome new chapter, I'm going for a smoke, hope you all enjoy, and await the next chapter of this very dark and tragic tale.

Also, orgianlly, I was going to put Spike striking Twilight in Lost soul of Equstria but since I'm thinking of delating that story I don't think I will and the tone of this story fits it so much better then that story anyway.