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Chapter Warning(s): angst, mentions of abuse, there's some dark!Blaine (really really minor)

Character(s): Kurt, Blaine, minor Dante(OC), minor Nick and Jeff

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~Chapter Two~


"Kurt!" Blaine called out, "Kurt stop!"

But Kurt didn't stop.

He didn't until Blaine caught up with him. The now taller boy grabbed Kurt by his elbow and turned him around. Kurt had tears rolling down his cheeks endlessly and Blaine's heart broke.

"Don't-don't touch me" Kurt wheezed. Blaine released his hold on him.

"Kurt, I'm so- I'm sorry" Blaine pulled Kurt into his chest and kissed his flawless hair murmuring non-sense words into it. "I just-"

Blaine sighed, "I love you, I love you so much it hurts and I can't have you calling me names like you did yesterday" he kissed Kurt's hair again, "Can't you see that? Can't you see how badly it hurts Kurt?"

Kurt looked up at Blaine and touched his cheek where the bruise lay, "It's not suppose to hurt this much" he whispered. Blaine kissed his wrist gently,

"I'm sorry Kurt" he said then grabbed Kurt's wrist holding them to his chest. "You can't leave me though, okay? I-i just can't loose you Kurt"

Kurt blinked and more tears rolled down his pale tear-streaked cheek, "I don't know what you want me to say Blaine"

"Say you love me, say you won't leave me"

"I do love you, but I'm not one of those girls on those Life Time movies, who stayed with their abusive boyfriends" Blaine flinched at the word "and try to commit suicide at the end or whatever, I just..need some time"

Blaine's grip on Kurt's wrist got tighter, "Kurt.. no" he said in a harsh but strained voice. Kurt's blue eyes got wide and he stepped back, "no" he said softer this, hazel eyes burning into blue ones, "I'm getting help, I really am, and when it's all over we can go back to normal"

Kurt continued to shake his head, "It's never going to be the same"

"Kurt-"

"Let him go Blaine" Kurt peered over Blaine's shoulder at the same time that Blaine turned around and dropped his wrists. Nick was standing infront of Jeff like some sort of hero. The curly head boy could've laughed.

"Relax Nick, we were just talking" Blaine says smoothly.

"Then why is Kurt crying?" Jeff shot at him, Jeff stepped out from behind Nick and stood on the side of him.

"None of your business, just leave" he shot right back.

"I'm right here guys" Kurt said and followed Jeff stepping from behind Blaine, "And Jeff I'm fine like Blaine said, we were just talking" The small brunette wiped his eyes and Blaine shot the other couple a smug look.

"I'm not going to hurt him" Blaine said.

"It's too late for that isn't it?" Nick retorts. Anger shook in Blaine core, he clenched his fist tightly he was still angry from before. The brunette wasn't making it any easier for him to calm down.

"Nick" Kurt warned and turned to Blaine. "Blaine.. I-"

"Kurt you can't leave me like this.. I'm going to get better and we'll be together again" The curly head boy smiled at him. "Everything is going to be fine"

"I can't do that Blaine" Kurt said so softly that Nick and Jeff can't hear. Blaine's insides twisted together and his heart pounded in his chest hard and heavy.

"I'm serious Kurt, you can't leave me"

"Give me time, okay?"

Blaine reached for Kurt's hands again. He kissed the younger boys knuckles softly like he's done before and sighed. "Okay" he agreed and kissed his forehead before shooting a look at Nick and Jeff and walking away.

When Blaine got to his dorm he slammed the door behind him and went to his desk. Blaine got a pen out of his bag and he pulled out his journal for counseling. He flipped over to the next clean page and began writing.

January 6 2012

kurt can't leave me

he's the happiest thing in my life

i can't let him slip through my fingers

god, i make so many fucking mistakes

such a failer

i can't lose him

oh god i cant lose him.

-Blaine

Blaine closed the book and kicked his shoes off. He put the journal on his desk and went to go lay down, thinking of ways to get Kurt back into his arms.

...

The next day Kurt sat in AP French doodling on the edge of his hand out suddenly the bell rang and a feeling of relief washed over the countertenor. He loved Dalton, he really did, but it was just so boring. So stiff.

Kurt packed his things in his bag and and pulled his over his shoulder. He rememberd when he first got here and Blaine had smiled at him and told him he was a breath of fresh air to this place.

Blaine..

Kurt missed him so much, sometimes it took him so much willpower to not go over to Blaine and kiss him. Tell him that everythings okay, and that he knows Blaine won't do it again because Blaine loves him, and Blaine was just super angry.

But Kurt knows, he knows that he can't do that. Because forgiving Blaine that easily would be a huge mistake and Blaine would hit him again and again until he actually got hurt. And hiding all of those bruises when he goes on on the weekends.

He needed time, but Kurt doesn't know what to think about. He doesn't have anyone he can talk to that will lead him in the right direction, his Dad would kill Blaine, Finn would kill him too, and Mr. Shue.. Kurt shook his head as he walked out of the classroom.

Blaine was leaning against the wall, waiting for him. When the older boy saw him he pushed off of the wall and walked over to Kurt. "Hi" he said.

"Blaine, I thought you understood what I meant when I said I needed space" the younger boy said as Blaine fell into step with him. Blaine shrugged.

"I understood what you meant, I just thought you wanted your face stuff back. It's all in my room and I know teachers are giving you weird looks about your..erm..bruise"

Kurt looked at Blaine with a suprise look in his face, his heart swelled in his chest for a moment at Blaine's actions. "Oh..um yeah, I'd like that" he said slowly.

"So you're not staying with Nick and Jeff anymore, right?"

"No, I have my own dorm, even if I did why do you want to know?" Kurt raised a perfect manicured eyebrow at him. Blaine shrugged again and stuffed his hands in his pants pockets.

"I just don't want them clouding your judgement of me Kurt, I want us to work again. We need to work again"

Kurt doesn't say anything he clucthed the book he holds against his chest harder. "We'll see" he says finally.

"Why are you doing this to me?"

"Because I don't know what I'm doing Blaine!" Kurt snaps, "I have no idea what to think, or what to do next because this has never happened to me before and I'm torn, I don't know whether to forgive you or leave you"

Blaine closed his eyes for a moment before opening them again, "Don't leave me, I know I sound like a broken record but Kurt, I don't want to be like my father okay? I do- I can't be like him"

"I know" Kurt said softly, "I know, time, Blaine okay?"

Blaine nodded as he squeezed his eyes shut. Kurt walked away and tear rolled down the older boys cheek, he wiped it away and walked in the other direction his boyfriend had walked.

...

"So whats going on between you and Blaine?" Dante asked.

Dante was nice, he was in the Warblers with Kurt and he was one in many to reach out and make Kurt feel comfortable last year when he transferred. He also stuck around with Kurt when Blaine wasn't there.

At the beginning of the year when Blaine was busy with everything and Kurt felt so lonely Dante came along to make him feel better. The other boy knew Kurt wouldn't cheat on Blaine, hell everyone knew that, but he was one of the few heads that happened to stick their head out of their dorm two days ago.

All he saw was Kurt on the floor bleeding and Blaine pinned to the wall by Wes and David. The next day at Warbler practice he saw the bruise but didn't say anything about it. He saw the fearfull look in Kurts eyes when Blaine starts dancing with him.

"Nothing Dante, we just need time apart" Kurt said picking at his salad during lunch, "Things were getting too.." Kurt chewed on his bottom lip trying to think of a word, "intense"

Dante rolls his eyes, "Bullshit Kurt"

The brunette flushed pink and looked down, "I hear what happened the other night, I saw you on the floor and him being pinned up by Wes and David"

"Apparently a lot of people saw that" Kurt said.

"Well you were shouting in the middle of the night so people are bound to wake up" Dante said matter-of-factly. "Are you okay Kurt?"

"I'm fine"

"When are you going to admit to yourself that you're not Kurt, I've listened to your stories, I know you like to bottle your emotions up and push everyone out until it blows up in your face"

Kurt glared at him and Dante put both of his hands up in surrender "Just saying the truth"

"Okay Dante, I'm not fine. I have no idea what to do about Blaine, and hate that I'm afraid of him"

"Have you thought of telling someone"

Kurt didn't say anything. "Kurt" Dante pushed.

"Well..-ah no"

"Dammit Kurt"

"I want to handle this myself" Kurt insisted, "Plus I can't tell my dad he would murder Blaine and take me out of Dalton, then I'd never see you guys again"

"You also said you wanted to handle that Karofsky slash bully guy by yourself and looked what happened, he threatend you"

"Blaine's not going to do that to me" Kurt hissed quietly.

Dante sighed and sat back in his chair, "Yeah sure, and you definatly didn't know he was going to hit you either did you?" Kurt got a furious look on his face.

"What do you want me to do, Dante? Please give me an idea because I don't know have a damn clue" Kurt snapped.

"I think you should leave him Kurt"

"He needs me Dante, his life isn't perfect, and I love him" Kurt said, "I just need to think"

Dante nodded at him and sipped his soda.

...

"Let's talk about your family Blaine" His guidance councler said, her name was Mrs. Murphy. She was a beautiful woman. Her brown hair was almost always in a high pony tail and she was lean and tall.

Most seniors tried to flirt with her but she was kind of rutheless when it came to that. She has a perfect teeth, blue eyes like Kurt but less striking, and glasses. Blaine shook his head.

"I don't want to" he said.

"Okay fine, but avoiding it won't make it better just so you know"

"My mother-" Blaine coughed, "-my mother is depressed"

"As in.." She pushed.

"As in doesn't come out her room, takes pills for it"

"Hmm, do you know why she's depressed Blaine?" Mrs. Murphy asked.

Blaine nodded.

"Would you like to tell me?"

"My dad" he said softly and rubbed his hands together.

She regusted her glasses, "What does he do?"

"He erm..you won't tell anyone right?"

"I'm not allowed to Blaine, I have a privacy code in my office" She smiled at him and he smiled back weakly.

"He used to hit her a lot"

"He doesn't anymore?"

"No..not since she got really bad, he doesn't really pay much attention to her and it makes her more sad. I try to help but I look so much like him.." Blaine trailed off.

Mrs. Murphy dug in her desk then fished out a bottle of water, she offered him the bottle. "Want something drink Blaine?" The boy nodded and took the bottle from her unscrewing the cap and taking a gulp.

"Okay, so your parents don't fight anymore" he nodded again, "but your dad is still violent isn't he Blaine?" she asked.

"Yeah"

"And who does he hit?"

"Me"

Mrs. Murphy blinked back tears and nodded. "Tell me Blaine, how long did your father abuse your mother?" she asked in a gentle tone.

"Ever since I was six, I've seen him do it, and I've heard him do it" Blaine suddenly snorted and shook his head. Mrs. Murphy frowned at him.

"Whats so funny Blaine?"

"It was normal to me, to see my mom get hurt. God, thats such a fucked up way to live" she didn't even scold him for language, "Then my mom started getting depressed, when I was about 11 or 12 and I learned that boys shouldn't hit girls, and husbands shouldn't hit wives"

"Do you think thats where your reaction to Kurt yelling at you was to pyshically harm him?"

Blaine didn't say anything but he nodded slowly.

"Okay that's enough for today, get some rest honey" She patted his left shoulder, "And don't forget to write in your journal"

Blaine thanked her and left making his way to his dorm again.

January 6

I don't know what the hell possessed me to tell Mrs. Murphy about that.

I never even told Kurt about that. Maybe I should?

He wouldn't leave me if I did. He'd understand, right?

Maybe he'd even forgive me.

-Blaine


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