Thanks to everyone who favorited/followed/reviewed the last chapter. I know there were spelling errors in the last chapter, my tired brain missed, I promise ill look harder this time. so here it is chapter 2. Disclaimer: NCIS IS mine. Just joking, if it were mine Kensi and Deeks would live in a magical castle together. Sorry in advance, don't know what car Deeks drives.
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Deeks ran through the parking lot dodging all the people and cars headed his way. As he reached his silver BMW M3, he noticed Kensi's car, which was normally pared next to his, was missing – no surprises there. He jumped into his car, shoving the keys into the ignition, and putting into gear before zooming straight out of the parking lot, into the busy mid day L.A traffic. He listed the places in his mind as to where she could have gone. To her moms, definitely not. To a café, unlikely, but she probably went home, Deeks reminded himself of how tired and beat she looked back at the bullpen. So he took the first left at the junction, heading east toward her apartment downtown. It took him a good 20 minutes to get there, mostly because of a pile up that happened minutes earlier. He jumped out of his car, quickly looking around the mid town parking lot in search of Kensi's car. He spotted it parked in her normal space, close to the entrance of the apartment block. Deeks sprinted through to the main entrance, then straight up to apartment. He finally stopped at apartment 210, and stood outside Kensi's cream coloured door. He started pounding on it with his fists.
"KENS!" He shouted through the door, not caring if he was disturbing anyone.
"KENSI, OPEN UP!" He tried again, to no avail. He sighed. He knew she wasn't letting him in any time soon, especially since he was the one she was angry with. Deeks made a snap decision and reached for the plant pot to the left of the door, lifting up. Underneath was located Kensi's emergency key, taped to the bottom of the stone vase. He tore the silver key off and shoved it in the door, turning it until he heard the tale tell click, and pushed it open.
Deeks had been to her apartment a couple of times, for movie nights and dinner once or twice every couple of weeks; it was nicely decorated, very Kensi though. The walls were made out of cream bricks; sometimes they had a odd picture on, and a TV. In the middle there was a brown comfy looking couch with a glass table in front of it, littered with drinks.
As Deeks made his way through the apartment, he noticed that every single light was turned off, not a good sign. He made it to the bedroom door, unsure whether he should open it or not, but in the end he decided on the latter. The heavy cream door creaked open to reveal a large king size bed, cushions spread everywhere and a lump in the middle. He carefully walked over and sat on the side of the bed, watching Kensi's peaceful face, which was just peaking out the top the duvet. He let a breath out, relived to see his partner ok, at least by the looks of things. Kensi started to mumble and thrash in her sleep, letting out slight whimpers at times. Deeks didn't know what to do so he reached out and laced his hand within hers. As soon as he did that the thrashing and whimpering stopped and she stilled once more. He didn't know how long he sat there, but eventually Kensi's eyes started o flicker, finally she opened them fully, still tired and confused, until she remember she was still pissed at Deeks.
"WHAT, are you doing in my apartment?" Kensi almost screamed at him, movie away from his warmth.
"Kens, please I just wanted to come and talk, please don't shut me out." Deeks pleaded with her.
"No Deeks, no. You can't do this. You can't just insist I let you in, when you're the reason I've got my walls up." Kensi whispered, finding the wall opposite her bed very interesting,
"I don't understand what your on about Kens! How am I supposed to talk to you about something I don't have a clue about!" Deeks sighed, exasperatedly.
"And know I understand that it was a mistake." Kensi whispered, almost to herself.
"Kens… Please just tell me what I did." Deeks whispered again, rubbing his hand over his face. Kensi pulled the duvet more around her, pulling her knees up to her chest, still staring at the wall. Deeks leaned across, pulling her hand out and holding it for a second, before she quickly snatched it away.
"You know I don't think I can do this anymore. You being angry at me, me not knowing what I did this time, I just…" Deeks trailed off, leaning against the metal headboard.
"You forgot." Kensi stated simply.
"Forgot what?" Deeks pushed.
"We were meant… meant to have dinner last night and you forgot… I needed to talk to you… to…" Kensi trailed off again, realizing how pathetic she sounded. She turned her face fully round, staring out the window to try and hide her embarrassment.
"Kens, I'm sorry okay, it was just dinner we could re-arrange?" Deeks tried to insist.
"NO." Kensi shouted, finally turning around looking I his eyes with her watery chocolate ones.
"No Deeks. I can't keep on doing this." Kensi whispered breaking the eye contact once again.
"Why Kensi?" Deeks asked.
"I… I can't keep on going on and pretending that everything is okay, when it's not." She whispered, the tears finally pouring down her face.
"What Kens? What's up, I just don't understand…" Deeks whispered coming closer to her.
"That's my point. You don't understand, and I just can't do it…" She whispered again.
"Kens, please I am so sorry I missed dinner, it completely slipped my mind, really I'm so sorry. Kens… please just don't shut me out, not after everything…" Deeks pleaded with the stubborn woman.
"I… Deeks I was finally ready I… And you just completely left me hanging, please I can't do this,,," She whispered, trying to reason.
"Kensi, I've said I'm sorry ok! I had to do something, jeez it was just dinner!" Deeks said raising his voice, getting frustrated with her now,
"No Deeks! It wasn't just dinner! I was going to tell you!" Kensi shouted back getting defensive.
"TELL ME WHAT?" Deeks shouted, getting even more frustrated at her.
Kensi screamed back without thinking about the consequences of her next sentence.
"THAT I LOVE YOU!"
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