Chapter One
I DO NOT OWN GAKUEN ALICE.
"If you succeed in cheating someone, don't think that the person is a fool. Realize that the person trusted you much more than you deserved." - Anonymous
I fell asleep on the floor, crying like I'll never see tomorrow. Good thing, I have the biggest carpet on my floor.
After a couple of minutes of lying there like a stupid idiot, I decided that I should go on with my life and handle this professionally. I stood up and took a bath. Maybe it's just a misunderstanding.
Once I'm done taking a shower. I untangled my hazel brown hair and stared right back at the mirror. I am sixteen but I have the face of a 14 year old. I have hazel eyes and fair skin, a little small in height and long wavy hair that ends up to my waist. I placed a smug fitting red headband on my hair.
Right after I finished brushing my teeth. I heard someone knocking on the door.
"Baka! Open the door!"
I already knew who's behind that door.
I run to get the door and welcomed in Hotaru with a warm hug. Yup, it's the 'oh so great' Hotaru Imai, my best friend.
Well too bad for me, we don't share the same classes.
"What took you long to open the bloody door?"
"I was brushing my teeth, why are you here Hotaru? Did you miss me?" I asked teasingly.
"Who the hell would miss you? You're so loud and define the word stupid."
I sulked after what she said.
"What happened to your eyes? It looks like you've been crying." Hotaru said with her eyes narrowing.
I wanted to tell her of course, she's my best friend but I decided not to tell her yet because I was hoping that maybe I just simply misunderstood Natsume.
"Oh, it's nothing. Come on we're running late" with that I grabbed my bag then grabbed her out of my room.
She went to her own class. While I went to mine but not after frowning at me for not telling her what's the problem.
After school I decided to go and visit Natsume in his room and have a talk.
While nearing his door, I could hear him speak.
Curiosity killed the cat.
"I can't, I have to go see Mikan. Her friend, Anna, told me that she looked like she's been crying." Wow. He really does care for me. This proves that it was all a misunderstanding.
"I can't go to the dinner tonight" Dinner? What Dinner?
"Then go tell your parents." Who is he talking to?
Then he stopped talking.
"I'm sorry Ma'am but I can't go for tonight." Maybe he's talking to a teacher.
"No, of course. I love her." Is he talking about me?
"I just can't go. "
"N,o I didn't tell my girlfriend yet" What did he not tell me?
"Yes, Ma'am." He's voice looked sad.
He stopped talking again.
"I'm sorry babe, I just can't go." Is she talking to Luna? or another girl. Oh Crap.
"Bye"
"I love you, Luna" What the hell?
What the hell was that? I couldn't even think straight. He's not cheating on me. No, This must be a mistake. Just thinking of it gives my head an ache.
I ran to my room,up on the second floor. I scattered my things on the floor to find my keys. I don't give a damn of what other people is thinking of me now. I just want to cry and be alone.
With every pounding of my heart, my head feels like it's going to explode. At last, I found my keys. I gathered all my things and ran inside my room.
And cried the living hell out of me.
And I realized then, that knights in shining armors aren't really knights, they are just jerks in fucking tin foil.
Hell, why does she keep on calling? That bitch. Can't she take a hint?
I didn't get to see Mikan today, her pink haired friend told me she looks like hell.
I wonder what happened to her?
Luna keeps on bugging me. How did she get my number anyway and what special kind of stupid is she?
Oh, right my bastard of a dad gave it to her.
I still fucking hate my him for everything.
He made a wedding arrangement between me and Koizumi Luna.
The Koizumi's are one of the finest fashion companies in Tokyo. It ranked 1st place.
Well the Shouda's ranked second. That explains why they fucking hate each other. Since they were past BFF"S. It's Lame, their friendship ended just because Sumire's ex cheated on her with Luna. Well, Luna's a natural slut, I can't really blame her.
I answered my phone, so she will fucking stop and my phone's battery is draining from all her calls.
"Hello Natsume! I've been calling yoooooooooooou! I thought you were mad at meeeeeeee!" She screeched as soon as I picked up the phone.
"Natsumeeee, Don't forget our plans for tonight!" Oh yeah right, everyday dinner with the bitch.
"I can't, I have to go see Mikan . Her friends told me she looks like she's crying." I said.
" What do you mean Natsumeeeee?" Dumb bitch.
"I can't go to dinner tonight"
"I'm going to tell Dad!" So what? I'm not scared of him.
"Then go tell your parents." I said obviously annoyed.
The bitch passed the phone to her fucking Mom.
"Hello Natsumeeee dear, can't you go to dinner tonight?" Another dumb bitch.
"I'm sorry Ma'am I can't go for tonight"
"Don't you love my daughter anymore? I'll tell your dad." Fuck.
"No, of course. I love her." Of course I don't . I just said that so the engagement won't be pulled off.
"I just can't go." I added.
"Have you told you're dumb girlfriend you don't love her anymore? Darling?" No, Of course, I love Mikan more than anything .
"No I didn't tell my girlfriend yet" I said honestly
" Then go tell her! Are you stupid? You're hurting my daughter's precious heart!" What the hell? She's the one hurting Mikan.
"Yes Ma'am" I said. Fuck this shit, I love Mikan.
She gave the phone back to Luna.
She keeps on whining on the phone and it's hurting my ears.
"I'm sorry babe, I just can't go." I hope this would make her shut up.
"Babeeeeeee, just promise me tomorrow."
"Bye" I said not promising, even though I still have to go.
Then she continued to whine.
"I love you, Luna" I added then I hang up. Of course I don't love her. I'm just sick of her whining.
I'll take a shower and go visit Mikan.
I wonder how she's been. I'm planning to tell her tomorrow after school. Since it's friday tomorrow, we could talk longer.
I knocked on her door. No response.
I knocked louder. Still, none.
I opened the door. Since I own half of her room.
Ever since she became my girlfriend five years ago. I own half of her room and she owns half of mine.
I took a peek and saw her sleeping on top of her bed.
I opened the lights and walked near her bed. The idiot must have been to tired to lock the door or even change clothes from her uniform.
I looked at her face. Umenomiya was right she looks like she's been crying. I can even see the tear streaks on her face. I sat beside her on her bed and wiped her tears.
Maybe I'll just go talk to her tomorrow and let her take a rest.
I headed for the door and just before I closed the door I heard her say "I love you, Natsume" in her sleep.
Her simple words, warmed my heart and I whispered (even though I know it's corny, but yeah it's the truth) "I love you too" and headed for my dorm.
That's when I was hit by reality. I can never marry the girl I love because of my father. I can never marry her if I'm engaged with someone else.
I went back to my dorm with thoughts that was full of hatred to my own father.
I woke up feeling a lot better. It's cold even though the air-con is off.
That's when the happenings of last night hit me like a grenade.
Was this all true or was it only just a dream? Just the thought of it make my heart shatter in to pieces.
But the puffiness in my eyes and my scattered things made me realize that all of it was true.
Then suddenly my phone rang. I answered the phone without even thinking.
"Mikan" Oh Guess who it is?
"Natsume" I said.
"Mikan, are you alright? You're voice sounds like hell"
"I'm fi-" He cut what I was about to say.
"You're friend told me that you were crying"
I didn't respond. He didn't even check if it was true.
"Or at least you look like it"
"No, I'm no-"
"Look Mikan, I'll visit you after dinner okay? I need to tell you something. Bye. Baka"
"Goodb-"
He hanged up before I could even say goodbye. What's wrong with him? Usually he'll say 'I love you' before he hang up on me.
Oh yeah right, he's busy with the Luna girl. Saying I love you over the phone and going to dinner in fancy restaurants. I hate Luna. I hate her with passion. I want to hate Natsume too but I couldn't, I wouldn't. I love him.
I stood up and did my morning routine. I decided to put my hair into an neat plait and wore our school uniform. I look in the mirror and the puffiness in my eyes is still there so I went to the refrigerator and took two spoons from the freezer and put them over my eyes while waiting for Hotaru. After ten minutes the puffiness was gone. I put some light make-up, since I don't want to look like a cake like the other girls in my school do. Just after I finish putting some eyeliner, lip gloss and mascara, which is what I usually wear, the doorbell rang. I grabbed my bag and we both headed for class.
I decided to ditch class for the last period since I don't care what our gay teacher needs to say.
I was seating on one of the branches of tree, waiting for the bell to ring. After dinner with the bitch, I'll go and visit Mikan.
Just as I finished reading my manga, the bell rang. I sped up my car. (Range Rover)
I went to the Italian restaurant where me and the bitch are supposed to meet.
I didn't know after going to this restaurant, hell would happen.
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