I KNOW MY CHAPTERS ARE REALLY LONG BUT I WROTE THIS FOR MY OLD PAGE WICH I HAD TO DELETE SORRY I KNOW THEY ARE LONG I WILL TRY AND CUT THEM DOWN.
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Sam woke up, in a cold sweat after another bad dream Brooke still asleep and she looked so peaceful now crying she gets up and slowly and quietly leaves Brooke's room, Mia is still up in the sitting room skills Millie mouth Payton and Luke left when everyone headed to bed hales Jamie and Nate were asleep. Sam got up and walked into the kitchen crying not knowing Mia was still here.
Mia: Sam?
Sam: (crying and shaking) Mia your still here.
Mia: yea, I was going to leave but I guess I must have fell asleep you okay?
Sam: yes.
Mia: Sam you can talk to me.
Sam: Mia, (shaking and crying) I was attacked.
Mia: aww Sam, you know that I love you right and I'm not going anywhere you can tell me anything.
Sam: I love you too (calming down).
Mia: I'm really sorry but I have to go I've got to leave on tour tomorrow but i will be back in a month and we can hang out okay.
Sam: I'm going to be okay go on.
Mia: did we just have a real sappy conversation. I think it's a first.
Sam: ha, let this be a last.
Mia: you got it.
They hug and Mia slowly slips out the door Sam locks up behind her remembering the dream the tears start rolling down her face she falls to the ground. And just sits there Haley walks through and rocks Sam rubbing her back.
Haley: it's okay to be scared.
Sam: I used to always be scared then Brooke and you Payton Mia came along and I was a lot less scared and he comes along and I'm scared again.
Haley: Sam you know Brooke would never let anyone hurt you. She is here to protect you.
Sam: yes but who is going to protect Brooke.
Haley: she is a big girl Sam it's not your job to protect her.
Sam: but she didn't sign up for this, she is amazing and I've already got her hurt I can't do that again. (Crying again haley didn't say anything just sat there while Sam cried and wrapped her arm round her waist and walked her to Brooke's bed Sam fell asleep almost instantly, Haley went back to bed)
Morning.
Brooke: hey, Jamie still asleep.
Haley: yea, no wonder that bed is so comfy i don't think il ever get him off, Nathan left about 10 minutes ago. you know it was his idea to bring everyone round, I told him Sam was scared and he said that it would cheer her up!
Brooke: she really loves him; I just don't know what I'm supposed to do? How do I make her feel safe?
Haley: I think she feels like she has to protect you.
Brooke: did she tell you this?
Haley: yes she is afraid that something will happen to you i think that might explain the dreams.
Jamie: (comes running through.) morning.
Brookes starts on pancakes.
Brooke: Jamie can you go wake up sam, be carefull she is still sore and get ready and il take you to school today
Jamie: okay!
Haley: so your birthday on Friday drinks at tric?
Brooke: oh Haley i don't know.
Haley: you have to come.
Brooke: I'll think about it.
Sam: morning.
Haley: morning sweetie
Brooke: morning sunshine how did you sleep?
Sam: the best I have had day thanks to haley, and I'm not dying you can bring it down a notch.
Brooke: really i thought i heard you get up?
Sam: yes around two but i was only up for like 20 minutes.
Brooke: go get ready? Then come through for breakfast.
Sam: ugh.
Haley: come on go.
Sam: ugh
Haley: mm that smells good, today you know take Sam out let her know that you're not going anywhere.
Brooke: yea thank you.
Haley: that's why I'm here, i love you broke Davis.
Brooke: i love you too.
Sam sits down
Brooke: ill pick you up from school today and we will go do something just the two of us.
Sam: okay, but Haley I haven't finished my essay?
Haley: its okay, under these circumstances i will allow it but i want the personal essay in by Friday.
Sam: okay.
Brooke: so we on for today?
Sam: you got it.
Jamie runs in and sits beside Sam.
Jamie: mama can i have ice cream for breakfast.
Haley: no you certainly cannot.
Jamie: was worth a shot.
Haley: you are your father's son, Sam eat up we have to leave for school soon I've got papers to mark.
Sam eats about four pancakes and leaves with Haley.
Brooke: c'mon Jamie lets go get some ice cream.
Jamie: two scoops.
Brooke: you betcha, what you going to have?
Jamie: one scoop of mint choc chip and one scoop of rocky road.
Brooke: don't tell your mother, deal.
Jamie: deal.
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Haley: sorry we had to come so early do you want to come sit in my class room?
Sam: yes, i have to start on my essay anyway.
Haley: okay.
Haley was sat at her desk sam sat in the desk at the front of her, Haley kept looking up at sams bruised face that she pathetically tried to cover with make up.
Sam: what?
Haley: what?
Sam: you keep staring at me? (Now sitting at the edge of Haley's desk)
Haley: well you're just hurting so much and i want to be able to save you but i don't know how?
Sam: Haley, i love you i do and Haley you've saved my life before if it wasn't for you i would still be sleeping in a car. I slept for almost the whole night last night i ate 4 pancakes this morning and that was thanks to you, you and Brooke are my heroes yous gave me a family,
Haley: I love you too; I'm so sorry bad things keep happening to you.
Sam: Haley can i tell you something i wish i could tell Brooke?
Haley: honey you can tell me anything,
Sam: before i met Brooke and you i used to cut my wrists a lot then i moved down onto my waist i wanted to feel alive awake but then it moved on to punishing myself. But now that i have Brooke i don't do it anymore i love her more than words i want her to know that i just don't know how to tell her.
Haley: she should know this she is questioning it.
Sam: questioning what?
Haley: you love her?
Sam: of course i love her.
(Sams phone rings)
Sam: hello?
Jack: Sam you okay?
Sam: I'm fine.
Jack: why haven't you text me back?
Sam: I've been busy.
Jack: don't give me that you haven't talked to anyone in the last four days!
Sam: i love you but i didn't text anyone back because ive been busy i got to go love you bye
Jack: but
Sam: bye bye
Sam hangs up her phone.
Haley: jack?
Sam: yes.
Haley: you haven't talked to anyone?
Sam: no all of our friends from my old school have been texting me ever since jack moved away they know i don't exactly have loads of friends at this school, well real friends.
Haley: aw you miss them?
Sam: loads, but two of them are moving here and i haven't text them back yet.
Haley: that's good they aren't like jack are they?
Sam: no they are brother and sister and we used to be so close she is lovely and sweet her brother well he's a bit like jack.
Haley: great ha-ha.
Sam: Brooke has to know that i love her and i trust her.
Haley: i know that but i don't think she does.
The bell rings, Sam walks to her seat.
Haley: Sam? Its gonna be okay i promise.
Lewis Frobisher and Smyth walked in they both headed straight to Sam.
Lewis: Sam you haven't text me back you missed a killer weekend.
Louise: Sam you okay?
Sam: em yea eh i got to go il speak to you later.
Haley: Sam? Sam?
Sam stands up leaves her bag and walks straight out of the school entrance. Haley doesn't have try to follow her. She just walks into class and Louise runs out and catches Sam.
Louise: Sam, Sam talk to me?
Sam: i have to go.
Louise: Sam talk to me.
Sam: Louise i love you we have been friends for years but i need you to leave me alone.
Louise: okay. I'm here I'm always here when you need me.
Sam: i know that and I'm not going any where.
Louise: i know that, love you to.
Sam: go to class.
Louise: no il walk you home.
Sam: hal.. mrs scott will kill you.
Louise: well there is a first time for everything.
Sam: mm hmm.
As they head down the road a black car drives up. Payton opens the door.
Payton: Sam get in.
Sam turns to louise.
Sam: go back to class i know its killing you.
Louise: thank you.
Sam: go.
Payton: why arnt you are you in school.
Sam: i got scared.
Payton: where were you heading?
Sam: cloths over bros.
Payton: come on.
Sam: you're not going to take me back to class.
Payton: no
Sam: okay then.
Payton: Sam, I love you you know that right.
Sam: i love you to, and I'm gonna love this little baby.
Payton: i know that but i need you to talk to me?
Sam: i will.
Payton: no you wont when i was first attacked i could barely breath, i know what it is like you have to talk to brooke or haley or me and we will save you i promise.
Sam: the first time?
Payton: yea i was attacked twice brooke saved me the night of prom, actually.
Sam: really by who?
Payton: psycho Derek?
Sam: your brother?
Payton: no an imposter actually.
Sam: oh my god that was yous?
Payton: you heard about that?
Sam: yea who didn't.
Payton: ha okay well here we are but tomorrow your gonna be at school.
Sam: how did you know i was gonna run?
Payton: Haley
Sam: she is just always saving my but.
Payton: that's what hales is known for.
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Brooke: Sam why aren't you at school.
Sam: Brooke we have to talk, and i know Haley called.
Brooke: dam it; she made me promise not to tell you.
Sam: it's okay did she tell you everything?
Brooke: yea.
Sam: of course I love you. I love you loads and i need you to know this.
Brooke: I love you to, I do know it.
Sam: no I don't think you do, Brooke I used to hurt so much, and then you came along you saved me you have to know that.
Brooke: Sam can you sit down.
Sam: Brooke, before I met you I was well cutting my arms and hips and well any where I could reach to punish myself or to feel something but you stopped that you by yourself I love you and of course I trust you I just don't think I can protect you and wish so much that I could because ive hurt you so much and i honestly don't know how I'm supposed to make up for that when I cant even sleep in my own bed.
Brooke: sweetheart i know that you love me and you don't need to make up for anything i promise im here and not going anywhere and i'm a big girl i can take care of myself you have to let me protect you.
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