Author's note: Aaahhh!!! Okay! There's a big mistake in my first chapter that I want to correct. If you noticed I wrote 19th Britannian emperor the thing is, it is 99th emperor. Ahaha!!! Sorry about that. You see, I really like the number 19. I'm yuwe19 after all, if you realized that. Eheh!! Really sorry about that crap.
WARNING: implied ahemm..
Fate's Punishment
Chapter 2
CONTINUATION…..
"Get off me moron!" the raven haired commanded the other with uttered annoyance and oh-too-obvious blush in his face
The brunette got a bit confused (well who wouldn't? What is this? Getting dumped after a confession?) but then he, to the Brittanian's distress, saw through him. The Japanese just smirked and once again closed the gap between the two of them as he kissed the other again but this time it's gentler.
'Oh no!!! is this really happening? This couldn't be true!! Am I dreaming? Damn it! this couldn't be happening!! I shouldn't be making out with my sister's husband!! I shouldn't be enjoying his kisses like this!! But.. but.. hell!! I couldn't push him away! (he used up his energy with the first attempt of pushing the knight away. Okay, so there wasn't any real force in that one (weakling) but at least the effort was there. Ah.. a round of applause (yeah right))'
Yeah, it isn't right. Not at all (liar!! You are enjoying it aren't you?). As guilt sips into him, on the other side, the other boy just deepened the kiss. Okay, so there's no time to think if it's right or not. Should Lelouch kill his self for being impulsive in slipping his hands inside the other's shirt and burying his nails to the brunette's back (that would surely leave marks). That surprised the Japanese and made him flinch a little that the Britannian didn't notice. When Suzaku was starting to unbutton the other's shirt, Lelouch's consciousness snapped back and he pushed the other, who's currently nibbling his exposed neck. The brunette above him supported himself with his hands against the bed. He looked at the raven-haired with seriously agonizing puppy dog eyes. Uh oh, what was the plan again? This would be a big problem, Lelouch couldn't resist those eyes, and the other knew that. Still, Suzaku asked with pain in his tone
"What's wrong?"
" It doesn't feel right. You're my sister's husband. We shouldn't do this " he reasoned looking away
The Japanese smirked and place a hand against Lelouch's left cheek. It was comforting, it's as if the Britannian just wants to give his self away and go with the flow. But no! he should focus on what the other would say.
"We never done it" the smile wasn't fading, it was innocently assuring his purity
And by that something hit the raven-haired and that something somehow hurt him.
'It's just need. Lust. He couldn't do it with Nunally so he's longing for it. Right, I almost forgot that every man needs it every once in a while.' He thought as he closed his eyes and moved his head to the right to give the other more access to his pale but undeniably luscious neck and the gesture was also a signal of permission to continue and do whatever Suzaku wants to do with his friend. It hurt very much. The stabbing pain is forcing tears to flow from his eyes, but he shut them for a reason. Yeah, he does things for a reason. This big of a decision couldn't be just nonsense. This is just physical need that he is filling his friend's. He is letting Suzaku take his everything from him(he is still a virgin) because he understands the other's need and he wouldn't want to see his best friend cheating on his sister with other girls, right?. Even if this would leave him broken the next day, when he wakes up alone in his bed, even if the love of his life is making love with him with no real love in between them. As long as it makes his beloved feel … good.. then it's fine. He just closed his eyes feeling the brunette's hands exploring his whole body, his lips leaving traces of kisses(wet kisses), his warm tongue licking every inch of his skin. He didn't move a muscle as the other studied his every reaction with his every touch.
That night all the passion that they kept all those years to themselves was 'release'. They got all wet with sweat and undoubtedly saliva and something the author couldn't mention..(the author is sweating, her cheeks are burning and super red, I think I'm gonna get a nosebleed. Aaaaahhh!! (Over reacting again)).
The morning after that…
The first ray of sun that escaped the blue curtain grazed Lelouch's sleeping face. When the Britannian prince opened his eyes and the beam of light made him shut them again. Then the pain hit him. His lower back ache, his back, his hips. He swore there would be bruises on his hips. He touched his left shoulder for it is a bit numb. It hurt so he looked at it and he saw a bite mark. Did Suzaku bit him last night? He could hardly remember a thing. The next thing he felt was an incurable pain. It's the stinging pain in his chest. Heartbreak, huh! He swore it's the worst he could ever feel in his whole life. This pain is somewhat connected to his eyes. The pain was torturing his eyes to water and for tears to run. But no, he wouldn't cry. Why would he? He knew this would happen. He knew from the start of what happened last night that the next morning he would woke up alone in his room. He's lying in his left side facing the wall. 'So, it would be like nothing happened, right?' he thought as he let out a sigh. He closed his eyes when he felt a hand slipped around his waist and pulled him closer to the body behind him. He could guess that the other is still naked because he could feel their flesh touched and this interaction set his skin on fire. He was startled. Then the other spoke in a jolly tone, he didn't even sound he just woke up.
"Awake already?"
"Suzaku?" the raven-haired asked as he turned to the other.
Suzaku smiled at him and he looked like he just heard a silly thing
"Who do you expect?" the Japanese asked jokingly as if he was ready to burst into laughter any time now
Lelouch took his gaze away from the other and just stared at the closet behind his best friend. It would be difficult talking to the guy while looking at those beautiful emerald eyes. He took a deep breath before he answered
"I just thought you left"
Suzaku took it as a joke and he giggled
"Why would I leave after what happened? I love you and I would never leave you. I couldn't afford to lose you anymore you know."
And those are the words Lelouch never wanted to hear with their situation right now. Those words would make everything very hard now. He planned that this would be just a one night thing. He couldn't possibly have an affair with his sister's husband.
"I think you should go now. Nunally might go around looking for you"
"Why? Wouldn't that be easier? If she found us then we could tell her about us" he said with a smile
"There is no us. Suzaku, no one needs to know about what happened. Especially not my sister, okay?"
Suzaku's smile fade and he sat up and looked at Lelouch
"What? Don't make it sound as if it's nothing"
The Britannian prince looked back with piercing dead serious look on his face. Again, he sighed before he said
"It is nothing. What happened was just brought by surge of feelings, of heat, of hormones. We were just shock. So now what you should do is get dress, walk out there and act as if nothing happened"
"I can't do that. Lelouch, if we go out there and you act as if it's nothing I swear I'll die"
Oh no those tears are brimming to the knight's eyes again. This scene made Lelouch give in last night so he closed his eyes and said as softly as he could
"Just go"
Suzaku leaned his face near the raven-haired's ear and whispered
"I love you"
"Yeah, I know. Me too"
The answer made the other jump out of the bed and dress up happily. Lelouch watched him and thought
'I do. Really, I do love you but I'm sorry we couldn't be' and he cursed his self for he knows what the other would feel when he starts avoiding the brunette.
TO BE CONTINUED….
Note: Aaaahhh!!!OOC.. aren't they? So short… sorry I'm having a bit of a problem with my oh-so-stuck up mind…. Reviews would help….. compliments, criticisms, suggestions anything.. thanks… any types of comments are welcome.. even flames eheh but I hope not… Flamers are my friends though. I know why you have to say things though I'm just flamed once.. I really appreciated the constructive criticism.. Hi!! S.U. Flamer!! That's your name right? If I'm not mistaken.. And for those who reviewed my first chap thanks!! I'll mention the names next time.. eheheh…
