So I uploaded the first chapter, went to sleep and saw that my inbox was full of follows and favorites. Thanks! So we'll see what became of Izumi only for a little bit, the majority of this chapter will be from Bakugo's perspective, his last day with Izumi alive and his reaction to her death.

Chapter 2: Katsuki

Bakugo POV:

I'm walking around the school, looking for Izumi. I know she went for the notebook I tossed out the window, but where is she? She forgot her stupid All Might Folder, which has most of her homework in it. As much as I don't want her to be a hero, studies are no joke.

I walk to the window where I tossed the notebook, and look in the little well. In it, I find her Hero Analysis book, being nommed on by some Koi fish. I shoo them away and grab it. It's still in decent shape, just soggy and singed. I sigh, I guess she hasn't found it. I'll give it to her tomorrow.

I open it up, Taking a look at it. I do have to say, it's very interesting. Over the years she's made several editions of these, this being the thirteenth. In it, are heroes that have recently made their debut. Such as Kamui woods, Hawks, , and some other low-ranking heroes nobody but her would give a shit about. I do keep looking through, until I come across a page dedicated to me. I'm taken aback by this, since she has written an entire bio on me and my quirk, with suggestions on an entire suit, and how to use my quirk in ways that'll make bigger explosions.

That's when I got slightly creeped out. She had an entire paragraph on observing my quirk, how my sweat is nitroglycerine, and I create sparks which light the actual explosions. I've never told this to anybody before, not anyone who's not my own parents. I know that we knew each other since we were kids, but I had no idea she knew this much about my quirk. She's even pointed out my weaknesses, such as winter, and water. It's harder for me to work up a sweat when it's colder, and I can't really spark anything if my hands are in water.

The section that has suggestions on how to use my quirk, such as a "Flash bang" Which utilizes my light capabilities to blind people, and using my other hand at the same time, I'll create a loud sound, causing disorientation. Another one is labeled as "Rushdown" Which I use my explosions to propel me to and from enemies, It can be useful if I use it correctly. The coolest move that's listed on here though, is the "Howitzer impact." Essentially, it allows me to create a massive explosion by Launching myself in the air, raising oxygen levels around me, allowing the final explosion to engulf the entire area in the effects of a carpet bombing. But there's one move that scares me the most, as to how she thought of this, I don't know. But the move is called: "MOAB" it's essentially the same as the above, and would be easier with support items, but this time, I would have to use my sweat to cover an area, without blowing it up immediately, and use both of my hands to create the biggest explosion I can muster. I almost chuckle at the notes below that say:

"If this doesn't level a skyscraper, I don't know what can."

The thing that really catches my eye, is the vast array of support items, such as something she labeled the "Grenadier Gauntlets." They're supposed to store up my sweat and release it all at the same time, causing a massive explosion. Along with actual "Grenades" That store up my sweat, in smaller amounts, and work as real grenades. The last item isn't named, but it's used best for MOAB, which stores my sweat, and sprays it all over the place, allowing for explosion traps.

"Yo Bakugo!" I hear a familiar voice say. It's fingers, his quirk is pretty fucking useless, all he can do is manipulate his fingers a little bit.

"What?"

"Wanna go to the arcade? We'll just hang and mess around a bit."

"Sure, Got nothing else better to do." I say, putting the notebook in my bag. We start to walk downtown, the arcade is around the Shopping district, if I remember correctly. While we're walking, we stop to get a drink at the convenience store, when Fingers ask me:

"Say, why are you friends with Midoriya? I know you have been for ages, but she-"

"What the fuck are you implying? We're not friends. I'm not associating myself with any quirkless nerds. Especially her." I interrupt him, It's not entirely true, I don't hate her, I just wish she would be realistic about her choices. It would hurt me to see her majorly hurt.

"Whatever man, What is your relationship with her, you say you're not friends, but whenever she's not in earshot, you speak rather highly of her, but you seem to want to kill her whenever she's around."

"The fuck do you mean? I don't think anything of Deku, Just a goddamn pebble on the side of the road." I have to say, It does slightly hurt me to say this.

"Whatever, it's not my business." We buy our stuff in silence. We stay walk out into an alleyway, where I kick a bottle of green slime… Stuff. Fingers takes out a cigarette, and lights it.

"Why the fuck are you smoking? If you're caught your life is over." I tell him, It's true, most places won't accept people who break the law.

"Then I won't get caught, also, that thing you said to her… The thing about the roof. Look, I'm not the best with this stuff, but I think that was a little too far. You've known each other since you were kids, but telling her to outright kill herself. That's fucked up." I didn't think about it much when I said it, but it doesn't matter. I already said it.

"Lay off it, She doesn't have it in her to actually so it. It doesn't matter if I say it once or a thousand times, Deku will come crawling back. She always does." I crush and explode the can in my hand, causing it to fly upwards. It's true, It doesn't seem like words stick to her at all, which makes throwing insults at her easier.

"You know, Sometimes I- WHAT THE HELL IS THAT!" He says, pointing behind me. I turn and see a mass of slime and other shit bearing down upon me.

"A nice sized invisibility cloak, One with a nice quirk, at that." it grins, pouncing on me.

"Oh shit." I manage before I'm engulfed inside the slime.

'Goddammit!' I think, struggling against the slime, I try to claw at it, only for my hands to go right through it.

"You can't touch me! I'm liquid!"

'Shit, he's right.' Instead of clawing at it, I Stick my hands inside the slime and set off a high-powered explosion, Although it's not nearly as effective as it should be, I got him off me, for now at least. I take a deep breath before the slime is on me again.
"You can't beat me, kid. Give up!" He says, The slime starting to swirl more violently now. This time, I put my hands behind me, and Launch both of us forwards, into the street. I set off more explosions, Causing people to look at us, and run away. If somebody can call the police, or any nearby heroes, I might actually survive this.

"Goddamnit kid! You'll get both of us killed if He comes by." I don't care about who he is, I just need to get out of this. I Lean forward, putting my hands on the ground. Here, I set off another explosion, Causing both of us to fly upwards, Giving me another moment to breathe.

"Go fuck yourself!" I say, half turning and attempt to blow it up again. I feel slime crawl up my leg and cover my mouth again. I guess I missed, since the whole thing is surrounding me now. This burning sensation, is this death? No, I can't die here, Not now, I still haven't become a hero yet! The street is on fire now, as we come in for a landing, We crash into a flaming stand, which is extinguished by the slime.

'So I can't blow him away forever like this, Not just with explosions. Not ones at this level.' My eyes widen as I see heroes arrive, Like that guy with massive arms with yellow and black stripes on his wrists. As well as Kamui woods, carrying people out of the area. I'm pretty sure I see as well, but I highly doubt she can get in here, the area is too tight.

"Take this!" I hear the buff guy say, attempting to punch the slime.

'Idiot.'

"What?!" He says, jumping away.

'Well I'm fucking dead.' Before I can do anything else, my hand sets off an explosion on it's own.

'The fuck?!' I slowly start to feel my motor functions slowing down, and my mind is starting to go blank. He's hijacking my body.

I Look out into the crowd that's gathered, they're all just standing there, doing nothing. But out there, I see her.

'Izumi?' She's the figure that stands out the most, a horrified look in her eyes.

'NO! Stay back!' She gives me a look, and her body jerks slightly, before she pauses and looks down, Walking away.

'What? What was that look? Don't Go! Goddamnit' I don't know what's wrong with me, Why do I want her to stay?!

I close my eyes, Allowing myself to go limp. What the hell is wrong with me?

"That's it kid, Just a few more seconds." The slime says, Pushing more slime down into my lungs.

No

NO

NO GODDAMMIT!

I open my eyes, Quickly sticking out my hands from the slime, Letting loose the biggest Explosion I can manage, Launching me, and me alone out of the slime. I turn mid-air, remembering her notebook.

'Launch consecutive explosions, Twirling yourself into a tornado of smoke, Keep the explosions low-powered, just enough to launch yourself. Twist your body just enough to keep yourself turning, Your sweat should be dripping off your skin by now, Once you go as high as you can, Start twirling downward, The tornado of smoke should be covering you entirely by now, keep on target, any you'll obliterate him. Be careful, you'll be going at high speeds, So that last explosion will be the one that will stop your acceleration heading towards the ground, If you don't pull it off right, you'll be a red stain on the pavement.

As I think it, I execute it, Spinning myself upwards to create A smoke tornado, and start to spin myself downwards. I feel the air on my face, Streaking mast me as the smoke clears, I see it clearly, Both the slime, and the ground, Coming at me incredibly fast.

"DIE!" I scream, I use my left hand to thrust it at the slime, And I set off the largest explosion that I can muster, contrary to what the guide said, It told me to use a half-powered explosion, It'll save my strength, but fuck it, I'm killing him.

The explosion erupts, Not only stopping my momentum, but Making me fly back towards the crowd. Pain Explodes through my arm, A drawback I have, That was the biggest explosion I've ever created, So the kickback causes my very bones to crack.

The explosion itself, Engulfs the entirety of the street, I can't see it through the flames, but I swear, It extended back all the way to the other street. I start to have trouble breathing, realizing I haven't taken a breath in a while, I start to black out, My vision fading.

I wake up to find the sun is setting. And several people are standing around me, all of which are pro heroes.

"Kid, What the hell was that? You blew the whole damn street up! You got that slime guy, but you also obliterated him!" Kamui woods says.

"Good, He shouldn't have tried to attack me." I say, getting up. I realize I'm on a street, probably a few blocks away from my own house.

"You do realize how powerful you are, right? You should Become a hero!"

"Yeah, I planned on it, Lemme go, I need to find someone." I say, Immediately remembering Izumi.
"No kid, I'll escort you home, I can't have you just out and about wandering after that. You're going home." He says, sternly. I'm about to protest, when I feel my arm shoot up with pain.

"See, I'll escort you, Just lead the way." He repeats, helping me get up. I simply nod this time, I am in way too much pain to just be going about, that's right. I guess I'll give Izumi's notebook to her on monday. I start to walk home, With Woods right behind me. I'm still having a little trouble breathing, I'm coughing quite a bit, but it's nothing alarming.

We arrive at my house, where I open the door, and Kamui woods explains everything that happened.

"YOU DID WHAT YOU LITTLE SHIT!?" Mom yells.

"I DID WHAT I HAD TO YOU OLD HAG!"

"IF YOU PAID ATTENTION YOU WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN IN THAT SITUATION IN THE FIRST PLACE!"

"I WAS TALKING TO SOMEBODY!"

"HOW THE FUCK DID YOU EVEN MANAGE AN EXPLOSION THAT BIG?! YOU ALMOST DISINTEGRATED THE STREET!"

" I HA-" I don't finish, I don't really want to admit to saying I used Izumi's suggestion, since mom will just rag on me about her.

"Whatever." Mom says, Calming down.

"Just… Go to bed, we'll discuss this later. I'm glad you're safe, please be more careful." She finishes, walking away. I shake my head and head to my room.

My room isn't anything too special. I've got a computer, bed, and a weight set. I don't really need anything else. I put my bag on my bed and take out Izumi's Notebook. Taking it to my desk and starting to copy everything down, word for word. I also sketch out the support items, most of them, at least. After a while, I look outside and see that it's dark. I turn off my lights and go to sleep, hiding away the Notebook in my backpack. I lay in bed for a moment, Thinking about how I'll give it to her later, I don't think about it much, since I drift off into sleep within minutes.

"WAKE UP MOTHERFUCKER!" I hear a male voice scream. I drop out of bed and land on my ass,

"What the he-"

"WHAT DID YOU SAY TO HER?!"

"To who? What's going on?!" It's exceptionally rare to hear dad scream, meaning it's an emergency or I massively fucked up.

"YOU VERY WELL KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING! YOU KNOW WHAT THE HELL YOU DID!" I blink, Not sure how to take this in.

"Jesus, calm down, he doesn't know, He just woke up." Mom walks in, scarily calm.

"HE SHOULD FUCKING KNOW! WE'RE GOING TO VISIT INKO, NOW!" He says, Practically throwing my shoes at me. He storms out, going to the car, probably.

"What's going on?" I ask mom, who's still in my room. She sighs and says:

"It's Izumi…"

"What about her?" I ask, Feeling my heart almost stop.

"She's… She-" She takes a deep breath and says:

"She's dead." I feel a pit in my stomach, my words stuck in my throat.

"When?! How?!" I manage, to which mom looks down and says:

"I-I- She was found dead last night, in an alleyway. Somebody called to tell the police that… That she jumped off a building." Mom finishes, I swear I can see tears in her eyes. This time, my heart really stops.
'What the hell?! She actually jumped!?'

"Hold on, Is this the same person we're talking about? Deku would nev-" I don't finish before I Receive a hard slap across my face.

"Don't you dare call her that. Your father thinks you're the one at fault, and I don't blame him. All those years of pushing her around. But I don't want to think that was you, I really don't. You were her friend, So I hope to god it wasn't you." She says, getting up and leaving.

I sit there, Stunned. Not sure what to do, or say. She's Dead. I remember what I said yesterday.

'Oh shit oh shit oh shit oh shit oh shit oh shit oh shit!'

How will I face Inko!? She's a wonderful woman who tries her best to take care of her. And it's my fault that she's gone…

Why do I feel like this? She's just a Deku, But, in a way, she saved me yesterday. If I hadn't had her notebook, and if she hadn't take notes on me, I wouldn't have been able to defeat the guy yesterday. I feel slight anger grow inside me, realizing the fact that Deku saved me. But, it leaves faster than it came. I can't stay angry at her, not now. I really don't want to believe it. I reach to wipe my forehead to find that I'm crying.

'Why do I care about her?!'

At Inko's House, I'm not sure what I would have expected, Somebody crying, a broken house, but I didn't expect her to just be sitting there, on the couch. When we greeted her, she didn't respond, nothing we said received a response, except when dad asked her if we could attend her funeral, to which she only nodded, still looking at the floor.

Over the next few days, I didn't do much, at all. I sat in my room, at the foot of the bed, just thinking. About what, Well It's obvious. I don't know how I feel about Izumi. I did Go to her funeral, and I saw her Body. From what I could see, there was little wrong with her face, or her upper body, for that fact. I guess she landed on her back. But since I couldn't see her lower half, the casket was covering it. She looked so peaceful, so… Relaxed. I haven't seen her like that, well ever. When we finally buried her, I couldn't say anything, not to anyone. I'm pretty sure I've been in my room for a couple days now, Not doing anything in particular.

"Maybe… Maybe I should have let him kill me." I say aloud, thinking back to the villain earlier. Maybe then she would still be alive. I shake the thought out of my head.

"The hell are you saying, then I'd be dead. That's the pussy way out." I think out loud, then Immediately regretting it. It's my fault that we're here, and she's there, six feet under. I take a shaky breath and get up, Taking a look around my room. It's a mess, not how I usually like it. I haven't picked up around my room since I found out about Izumi. I don't really know if I've cried or not. That was Izumi's job, not mine. I run my fingers through my hair and walk towards my desk, Opening up her notebook. In it, I look through more of the hero illustrations, although they were cool, they weren't super detailed, like mine. I look through it until I come across her own.

In it, I find her own stats, which she listed as incredibly low, apart from her intellect. Her hero costume consisted of a respirator, a green top, which was supposed to be reinforced with Kevlar. She put herself with some sort of battle skirt that allowed for movement in the legs. She doesn't have it listed, but I hope to god that she would have some sort of shorts under the skirt. As for the legs, she put iron soles in her shoes, which would increase the damage done to a person if she kicked them. Looking at the sketches, She really tried to be professional about it, writing down the materials required, even how to build the required spring-loaded soles.

I sigh, closing the book, wiping my face of tears. I can't feel them, but I know they're there.

I spin around in my chair, and heading to the window, opening it to allow some fresh air in. I start to walk back to the bed when I spot something on the windowsill. It's a flash drive. I don't remember putting it there, I blink, Walking up to grab it. Inspecting it, I don't find anything on it.

"Fuck it." I say, sitting at my desk and plugging it in. I click around and find a single video file on it. It's labeled:

"To you, Kacchan." My eyes widen as I click on the video as fast As I can, Spamming the mouse, As if I were trying to make the video load faster. The video starts, with Izumi, Looking… Sad.

"Hi, Kacchan. I'm pretty sure you'll know what happened by the time you see it. I-I'm sorry that I've been such a nuisance to you for your whole life, I know that you think of me as some weak little girl that's better off dead than in your way, But I always clung onto you and I know why, but I figured if I told you, I'd be more crushed than I am now, so I never told you." She says, Pausing and looking away from the camera for a moment. I can feel myself crying now, I'm profusely wiping my eyes, trying to get an unobscured view of the girl on the screen, who's wiping the hair from her eyes.

"I-I don't want you to blame yourself for this. You're not the reason I jumped, I just took your advice, but It was somebody else…" She stops for a moment, looking up offscreen.

"I'm so so sorry for the pain I caused you, that villain, the one made of slime. He got me earlier as well, and I was rescued! By none other than All Might himself." She sounds excited by this, Like anyone would, but she looks sad about it.

"But… That's where I messed up. He jumped away, and like the Idiot I am, I grabbed onto him. To make a long story short, he shot me down."

I choke at this, All might?! Of all people, the one who says anybody can be a hero, tells her to give up?

"He's not who the world thinks he is, honestly. He's weaker than he was before, and that's due to an injury he got a while ago. He's kind of a fraud. I know you probably don't believe me, but I made him drop the villain, causing him to… You know. But after I left the scene, he went out of his way to tell me how massively I messed up. Would you believe that?" She says, half laughing.

'Why are you laughing goddammit?!' She's beautiful. Her long hair that's put into a ponytail, her emerald eyes, her face. I wish I could see it in person. Although, One would probably say I'm crazy. Her body is really nothing most boys would ogle over. Although her chest isn't big, She's a B-cup at best, and her butt and waist don't seem all that big, She makes up for it in the sheer beauty in her face.

"I do suppose I owe you an apology, for making you go through this. I know you probably didn't want to come to my funeral in the first place, but I know your parents, they made you. Either way, I'm sorry for wasting your time, with this and my funeral. Please, continue your studies and become a real hero, one to surpass All Might. I should go, this is kinda dragging on, So I only have one thing to say to you." I look at the screen waiting for the words, She looks dead on at the camera, with a slight smile on her face, and says three words:

"I love you."

Elsewhere.

I open my eyes, to find bright light. My throat feels like it's on fire, I'm starving and I really really need some water. I try to speak, but no sound comes out.

"Calm child." I hear a deep voice say.

"You are safe, You have an amazing quirk. Before you ask, no, you died. My doctor managed to bring you back to life. Now, For bringing you back, we expect you to do something for us."

'I didn't want this, but Dying sucked. And I don't have a quirk, I can't.'

"You don't have to answer immediately, I don't think you can answer now, but Once you recover a little bit, I expect it soon. Now, With your quirk, you can get revenge on whoever it was that made you jump. I ask you one thing: Will you join our cause, we are the league of villains, we desire to change society, and have heroes grovel at our feet."

'What the hell is this man on? But, I if I could, with a quirk, If I could teach All Might a lesson…'

"Now, rest. I will expect you make the right answer." He says, in a serious tone, as if he'd kill me right now if he didn't have to keep me alive. I can't respond, nor Can I even move my body. I start to drift off again, This time, forcibly.

That's it for this chapter! I had a little bit of trouble with this chapter, I haven't gotten to write a depressed character yet, Nor have I lost somebody to suicide, yet. So I have no Fucking clue how to write these characters, If you can give me tips on that, I'd love to hear it. So I apologize if this chapter seems exceptionally shitty. Now, Onto the Reviews!

Kimpossiblefanboy818

Has great potential! I'll admit I usually am not a fan of Villain Izuku fics but this one has got my attention and I can't wait for more!

Thank you! It's nice to know That I'm writing things that make people investigate things outside of their comfort zone!

Aechium

I'm loving this so far, nice idea that she can create the nomus.

Thanks! I legitimately got this Idea from a single fanart image lmao.

To aru Super fan

Very good start! I hope we can see whats on the video for Katsuki.

Well, Here it is!

Reynardgautama, imperial warlord, asegir skjaldberg

Thanks! It's nice to know People think this is interesting.

Herowannabe696

great beginning, you really sold and made feel for the characters. just one favor please do not make it deku x toga, that pairing is way too overdone and I find toga to be an annoying and creepy character.

Thanks! I had a real hard time with Giran, since we don't see a lot of him, but I feel like he wasn't there, ya know? As for the pairing, It'll be DekuxBakugo. But I want Izumi to be a massive tease to Toga. I honestly like Toga, mostly in terms of how determined she is and just her cutesy attitude, in general, but I guess she's pretty creepy.

MossyDuck

Hmm interesting I haven't seen any fem Gillian deku fanfics that have her commit suicide so you have me hooked. For now I'm interested on how her mother and Bakugo will react to her death. Well can't wait for the next chapter

We won't see the worst of Izumi's death's effects on her mother yet, not for a while, but as for Bakugo, we'll see that for the most part, It'll only get worse from here, especially after that last part.

Hardkasekara

Really interesting beginning which I really enjoyed and I can't wait for the next chapter. I wonder if this Izuku will go Yandere to protect Bakugou from other women trying to take him. Also I can't wait to see the video about Bakugou and All Might my quess her desth will cause public outcry and might ruin All Might a bit if his video is leaked to the public. Depending on how Bakugou felt towards her this could effect him emotionally.

Well can't wait for the next one.

I'll say this really quickly, Izumi will go fucking nuts protecting Bakugo at one point, but it won't last long. Also, They kept the Hard drive on her body without looking in it, We won't see what was on it in a long time. But it will cause quite a stirr. Like I said a minute ago, Bakugo's mental state after Izumi will get worse, It'll get better as we get closer to entrance exams.

Okay, Well That's it for this chapter, It's a little shorter, but I hope you enjoyed!

Criticism is welcome!