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Spencer's POV

I stirred slowly letting sunlight capture my eyes. I looked over and saw a bundle of brown hair in front of me. I stretched out popping my tail bone. It felt good. I was surprised to see my arms wrapped around Ashley. I leaned over to find her sleeping. I smiled down at her. I felt dizziness but it wasn't too bad. She was snoring lightly. I rolled over and found my phone next to me.

10 missed calls. Crap!. I thought slapping my head.

I heard a mumbled and movement.

"You know that causes head injury right?" Ashley asked cuddling into my back. I smiled as she wrapped herself in the sheets.

"Yeah but I forgot to call my parents last night. I bet they are freaking out..." My voice trailed off.

"Actually I hope you're not mad. I picked up your phone and told her that there were a group of girls crashing at Madison and you feel asleep earlier than everyone else." Ashley said into her bed.

"Um! Thank you!" I said beaming.

"You saved me!" I thought accidently saying out loud this caused Ashley to laugh.

"Oh. Give me a medal of honor." She said sarcastically.

I laughed and brought my hands to my head.

"Ew stop happiness is not feel good." I said

"You're just hung over." Ashley said looking up. The sunlight hit her eyes and for a second I saw something. It was a glimpse and she was telling me something then she tried to cover it up.

"Please don't remind me." I moaned remembering every horrid detail.

"Want to talk about it?" She asked.

It felt safe so I opened up.

"God. Madison will hate me." I said playing with my hair.

She laid down waiting for me. I sat legs crossed across from her.

"Last night was horrible. I was drunk.. If you couldn't tell. I didn't want to talk to Aiden and he ambushed me in the bathroom and we made out then Madison walked in." I said looking at her. Her face didn't change as I told her this she just observed everything nodding and shaking her head.

"I didn't mean for it to happen it just did. I mean at first I hoped he would. I didn't feel guilty. I just didn't fall for him. It wasn't something that I would want to stay up all night thinking about. It lacked…" I heard my voice trail off.

"Chemistry." Ashley whispered.

"Yeah, that. I'll find someone. I'm not worried." I said smiling Ashley returned the smile.

"So do you have a boyfriend?" I asked her curiously.

"Not since Aiden." She said.

"Are you over him? Because if you weren't this conversation would be really awkward for you.. and OH god. I texted you to come and see your ex with your present! I'm such a bad friend." I felt my face burn red as Ashley touched my wrists.

"Stop freaking out. I'm over him. My love for him just.. died a long time ago. Yesturday was the first time I'd seen him in a long time. We texted and IMed or whatever but none of it was serious." Ashley said.

"So you haven't seen anyone since Aiden?" I asked a little confused. She was the definition of gorgeous. I felt this enviest feeling towards her look. I just couldn't put my finger on it.

"I didn't really say that!" She said laughing covering her mouth from her smile. She looked like she was trying not to say something.

"Random booty calls?" I teased looking at her. She shook her head. Oh I get it she's going to make me guess.

"You're not a virgin are you?" I asked amused. Ashley's eyes got wide when I sent her a teasing smile as she swung at my arm.

"What do I look like a nun?!" She burst out.

"No!" I said making it come out wrong.

"I mean I'm not a whore or anything. I've had PLENTY of experience. I'm good at what I do." Ashley said … cockily and possibly flirting?

"Oh is that so?" I asked.. flirting back.

"Wouldn't YOU like to know." She said winking. I felt a chill. That was weird.. Was there just a draft that decided to hit me out of the blue… I think so. She might have an open window or anything.

"Maybe." I said tilting her head I watched as her eyes eyed my lips and my thighs moving down slowly making my stomach thrust and another draft go by. Embarrassed at my staring at her exposed tan stomach that revealed a belly button piercing.. I glanced around her room. IT was big there were posters everywhere and her name was spray painted above her wall. I bet she has really cute girly handwriting she seems like the type who's letters all just fit and look adorable togheter. Why am I thinking about her handwriting? Wouldn't it be nice to get a note from her next year? I mean if she wants to write me one. .. She's so sweet. I like this mellow charming girl.

"Spencer?" Ashley asked catching my attention.

"Yes?" I said looking at her deep brown eyes.

"I think you zoned out there champ." Ashley smiled.

"Oh anywho. I was looking at your posters and.. OH MY GOD! You love Saving Jane?! I love that band!" I shouted making her jump back.

"Me too.." She grinned I could see all of her little teeth shinning up at me almost possible to see a reflection of myself.

"So blondes rock bad assess huh?" I ask prying again.

"Yes about the blondes not so much "bad assess"?" She questioned me thinking I would pick up something I was clearly missing.

I looked around her room. What was she hoping I would see?

"So you sing huh?" I ask looking at her guitar, piano, and drums in the background.

"I do more than sing but yes that I do." She said proudly.

"Sing me something." I said tilting my head.

"Why! I just woke up!" She pouted turning over. I grabbed her and turned her back over.

"Because your voice is amazing!" I gushed.

"Fine. What do you want to hear?" She asked sitting up crossing her legs.

"Sing me something you're thinking about right now." I said feeling. I wanted to get into her head without her knowing. She looked extremely nervous. Hmm. I wonder whats this is about.

"Please don't take this the wrong way.." Ashley whispered before taking a breath and began singing.

"standing like john wayne

she is full framed

she is center stage

and my imagination is

rattling in its cage

I didn't really notice

when everything else disappeared

but as far as I'm concerned

if it isn't her

it isn't here

she says do I know you

I say well, no, not biblically

but I've been waiting for you come

and talk to me

I have been playing

too many of those boy girl games

she says honey you are safe here

this is a girl girl thing

I told him I loved him

so he thought I'd roll over and play dead

he was god's gift to hypocrisy

with weak knees and a big fat head

she says honey don't tell me

that old story

you are boring me

just tell me do you like me

tell me what you're gonna do

now that you're free

standing like john wayne

she is full framed

she is center stage

and my imagination

is rattling in its cage

I didn't really notice

when everything else disappeared

but as far as I'm concerned

if it isn't her

it isn't here

as far as I'm concerned

if it isn't her

it isn't here

Ashley finished and looked up at me and I felt my heart pivoet out of my chest. What exactly was she trying to tell me. She rolled her eyes and brushed her hair back. She scooted away giving me space.

"So boys really aren't my thing.." Her voice trailed off.

OH. That's what she meant…

"Oh." I said smiling awkwardly. Her foot was touching my knee and I was suddenly subconscious of my body. I squeezed my knees to my chest and wrapped my arms around my legs shrugging. She didn't move. I heard my phone ring and I turned back to pick it up.

"Hello." I said not looking.

"Where the hell have you been Spence? You ran off the other night and didn't get to talk?!" Madison said frustrated through the other line.

"I stayed the night at a .. friends." I said giving Ashley a silent smile. She took another breath. I'm taking it she is freaking out after telling me.

"What's his name?" Madison blurted out.

"Not Aiden." I said then hitting myself again. Ashley grabbed my wrists before it hit my head. A shock went through us and Ashley quickly took her hands off of me once she touched me like she regretted it. I didn't listen to what Madison was saying because I was too distracted by Ashley's thoughts. What is she thinking about? Her crease deepen fast. She turned to get out of the bed but I took hold of her wrists and brought her back to the bed.

"Hey Mads!" I have to call you back. I hollered before hanging up.

Ashley looked startled.

"I'm hungry do you want to go to breakfast?" I asked putting my phone in my jean pockets. I was still wearing my clothes from the previous night.

"You don't want to go home?" She asked eyeing me.

"No? Why would I ?" I said curiously. Ashley looked down embarrassed. She wasn't used to someone being there. Bingo.

"Is your mom home?" I Asked.

"Well.. because boys aren't my thing.. I'm not my mom's thing." Ashley admitted nonchalantly but it stung. I could feel the pain in her words.

"Sure let's go!" She said grabbing keys off a table and holding out her hand for me to follow her. I grabbed her hand and let her bring me through her rather large house. I mean I knew it was big from the outside but now.. As we went down the steps I could feel her fingers slowly interlacing with mine. It didn't bug me. The feeling was liked and I enjoyed having her draw small circles on my backside.. What's wrong with that? Ashley's song was soo deep. I wasn't thinking about it until the melody was stuck in my head. What did she mean if it wasn't here then it wasn't here. Did she mean she only likes guys? But I asked her to sing about what she was feeling mad.. How did I not pick up she was… g..a..y.. I mean it was a little obvious. Oh but of course me sweet and innocent overlooked it. Who was she singing about and why did it make me so angry to think about? Why didn't Ash have a relationship I'm sure she could get any girl.. Do you think she thinks I'm cute? Maybe I was who she was singing about. She said not to take it the wrong way. Maybe she likes me.. Wait do I want her too? Why am I suddenly excited she may like me.. It's not like she's my type or anything.. I mean I can be friends with her right.. Even if she's gay that shouldn't matter anyways right?

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