Ok, you guys asked for an update tonight…so I'm gonna see what I can do with this. I hope it's good!

P.S. – I am gonna write an actual story to go along with it from now on and dates (which are totally made up). :D

Entry 2 – September 5, 2009

I just got back from my lunch date with Ricky. I'm surprised. We actually had a date instead of having sex…hm. I'm kinda glad that we didn't have sex today. I'm tired…it's not that I don't like having sex with Ricky…it's just that…I'm tired. So, this won't be long because I'm gonna go out with Grace in a few, but I will tell you a little about sex with Ricky…not much, because like I said, it's personal. Well, first off…goodness, where do I start? It's just so hot. And when he sweats…OH MY GOSH! His chest glistens and…ok, that's enough. Now I want to have sex with Ricky. Ugh! Damn his fine ass. Anyways, I think we are having a breakthrough. We had an amazing date…for the first hour (I'll explain later). We went to this little bistro, and it was so romantic. I really think Ricky and I were having more than just a physical bond…that is, until that bitch, Amy, broke up our date. She, Ben, and John came in on "family day" as she calls it. That's when Ricky left and Ben came. Here…I'll set the tone for you.

Ricky and I were on our date holding hands, looking across the table from each other. It was perfect. "I love you, Ricky." I said to him as I looked into his deep brown eyes.

"I lo…" He was about to say 'love you', but his eyes left mine and looked past me. I looked at what he was looking at and that's when I saw…them. Ben, Amy, and John. See, Ben and John were ok, but Amy…my blood boils every time I look at her. "Hey, guys." Ricky said getting up from the table.

"Oh, hey, Ricky. What are you doing here?" Amy said while holding John. John giggled and clapped his hands when he saw Ricky. John was cute, but he'd be even cuter if he was Ricky and I's baby.

"Oh, nothing." Ricky said blankly.

"We were on a date, actually." I said getting up from where I was sitting. I hit Ricky's arm and stared at him.

"Well, we were having a family day, and I decided to take Amy and John out to the bistro." Ben said smiling at Ricky and me.

"Well," Ricky said imitating Ben's 'well' "it's not your family. It's mine. So, I say that we just do a trade off for a little bit. Is that ok, Adrian." Ricky said. I stood there for a moment shocked before I answered.

"Ricky, we were on a date." I said upset.

"It'll only be for a while. I just want to talk to Amy and play with John for a few." Ricky said looking at me with his brown eyes. I couldn't help but submit to those eyes. I turned my head away and nodded slowly. I looked back at them and Ricky was taking John from Ben and he, Amy, and John sat down at a table on the other side of the bistro. Ben sat down where Ricky was sitting.

"Hi, Adrian." Ben said smiling.

"Shut up." I said with my signature "pissed off" tone. I looked at Amy and Ricky. They were laughing and playing with John. They looked like a…a…a family. That's what hurt the most. That's what I wanted. I'm to the point where I need it. There have been many times where I thought about telling Ricky not to use a condom, or to go off birth control, but then…I know he wouldn't want to make the same "predicament" twice. Plus, that would just be tacky to have a boyfriend with a baby by me and another girl. I would look like a major slut…not saying that I'm not…hey, if being a slut keeps Ricky interested in me, then so be it.

"Adrian. We might as well talk to each other if we're sitting together." Ben said. I knew it, but it was fun to tell him shut up…and I was trying to see what Amy and Ricky were talking about.

"Shut…up." I said again. Then I pointed towards Amy and Ricky. I guess Ben got the point because his attention shifted from me to them. He narrowed his eyes when he saw. Then he looked back at me and sighed.

"They look great toge…" I cut him off.

"Shut up and don't say that. We are the ones being played here. Come on, don't you see." I said pointing to them again. He just looked at me and tilted his head to the side. "Whatever." I said getting up from the table and approaching them.

"Baby, can you drop me off at home? Grace and I are going out tonight and I need to change." I said smiling at him and looking Amy up and down. She rolled her eyes and turned to John.

"But what's wrong with what you have…" He tried to say.

"Ricky! I need to go home. Please." I said begging sort of.

"Ok, well, Amy, I'll see you tonight." He said getting up. "And I'll see you too, John." He said kissing John's forehead. He stood next to me and looked at me, I guess waiting for me to start walking. I grabbed his arm and we walked passed Ben.

"They're done now. You can go back to Amy." I said to Ben.

Then, Ricky drove me home and here I am now. I didn't ask him any questions on the car ride home because I was frankly to upset to do so. So…oh, wait. That's Grace. Well, diary, I'll write some more in you when I get home from my "girls night out".

-Adrian