I know it's been awhile since i've wrote about this story but i've had computer troubles.
Anyway On with the Chapter.
Disclaimer: I don't own Doctor Who or any of it's characters....or do I????(I don't)
Previously
"Oh my head. What happened last night?"He mumbled.
"Oh No!" His voice higher and worried.
"Don't tell me that's who I think it is?" He said even more worry in his tone.
"Sorry." I said worried about what happened last night.
"Uh....Do you remember anything from last night, Doctor?" I ask still worried.
He shook his head.
"Me neither." I continued.
3 weeks later....
Rose
"Doctor..." I called through the Tardis halls.
"In the library." His voice called.
As I entered the room a sick feeling came over me and the room spun.
"Rose are you okay?" a voice asked.
"I'm..fine. But the baby..." Then everything went black.
…..............................WHY DID DAVID TENNANT LEAVE......................................
I wake up in the Tardis' infirmary with a pulsing headache shuddering my entire body. The lights are to bright and I wince as I try to sit up, but a steady hand gently pushes me down.
"Easy. You had a nasty fall." A soft and familiar voice says soothingly.
"You might have concussion. Open your eyes nice and wide." The voice continues.
I slowly open my eyes to see big hazel eyes staring back at me full of worry.
"How long have I been out?" I say with an extremely croaky voice.
"About an hour."He pauses. "But..um.. everything's fine. Your fine and so is the.." He mumbles something at the end that I cant hear.
"What was that Doctor?"
"The..you know what I said." The Doctor answers.
"No I didn't cause you-"
"THE BABY! It's fine. Your both fine." He interrupts.
"Right. Well couldn't you've said that?"
He just stares at me.
"Were you ever going tell me? About the baby?" He asks, sadness in every word.
"Actually I was about to tell you in the library, but.. well I kinda fainted."
"So who is he?" He says, ignoring my words.
"Who is who?"
"Who do you think?! The guy you've been with! The father of this child!" He shouts at me with watery eyes.
"YOU!!You stupid idiot!" I wail as I begin to cry.
He just stares back at me, guilt in his eyes.
"But..we never..you know." He says uncertain.
"Don't you remember. After Mickey left you took me to that club bar thing to take my mind off of him and we both got to drunk."
He eyes widen.
"Shit."He breathes.
"Yeh your telling me."
"I completely forgot." He states.
"Yeh 'cause it wasn't supposed to happen. Well to you it wasn't supposed to happen."
"Rose, I never said that."
"I doesn't need saying. It's the truth. I saw it in your eyes." I whimper.
He sighs and walks off.
I huddle up into a ball and cry my heart out.
The Doctor
I walk into the console room and sit down on the captains chair.
I put my face in my hands and try to sort out my thoughts.
Problems I need answers to beg to be solved.
What will I do? Will I send her back home? Never.Will I forget about it just like the one night? But it's to big to be forgotten. Should I accept this? Should I tell her? Does she feel the same way? Does she want to go home? What will Jackie do to me? Probably slap me and chase me with a frying pan. Does she want this? Do I want this?
All these questions and thoughts stream through my head making so much noises.
I'm interrupted by someone crying.
I look up at the console monitor, there on the infirmary bed is Rose crying her soul out, all because of me. I did this to her, I'm the reason she's whimpering, I'm the reason she's got a broken heart.
Maybe it's best if she leaves.
But I wouldn't be able to let her go.
…...................................WHY DID BILLE PIPER LEAVE...........................................
I slowly walk into the infirmary and up to the bed where Rose is weeping. I sit down and lay next to her. She hasn't noticed that I'm here. I gently put my arm around her waist and pull her close.
Her sobs cease.
Rose
I feel his arm tighten around me and my heart skips a beat. I can feel his breath against my neck which makes my hairs stand on end.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." He says.
My heart beats uncontrollably and I'm so tempted to turn over and kiss him, but I restrain myself. Instead he turns me over and makes me look him in the eye. His eyes are so old and tired. There full of unbelievable knowledge and terrifying sights, the stuff of nightmares. After that they go on forever, they might be different to the ice blue ones I once knew, but they have still seen everything we've been through, every creature, every world, every short glance, every death, every birth and every end. I wonder how one person could be able to see all that and still have the will to keep going.
Maybe all you need is someone. God I hope that someone is me.
He slowly put's his hand on my cheek and starts to caress it with his thumb.
My heart feels like it's about to explode. It's begging me to kiss him but my mind knows that will only end in tears, my tears.
"Doctor,...what am I going to do?" I finally speak.
"I don't know, but whatever it is, you wont have to do it alone."
"You won't leave me?" I ask.
"Of course not. I wouldn't do that to anyone, especially you Rose."
He wipes a stray tear from my cheek and I so desperately want to kiss his gorgeous lips.
He cups both my cheeks with his hands and crushes his lips against mine.
My heart stops.
The Doctor
As we're kissing, I forget all the thoughts, questions and consequences this might lead to and just think about the woman of my dreams, the woman I love, the woman who holds my hearts, the woman who doesn't even know how I feel about her. The woman who is now the mother of my child, the woman I'm kissing, the woman named Rose Marion Tyler.
And for once in my life I don't care about anyone else but her.
For once in my life I've let myself fall in love, and believe me I've fallen hard.
Rose, unfortunately, has to break the kiss for air. I stare into her eyes and every thought, question and consequence comes rushing back as I realise, this is the daughter of Jackie Tyler. The Jackie Tyler who's scared millions of men to death or slapped them to death. And I know if we see Jackie Tyler and tell her what's happened, I'll never see the sunlight again, well at least not without a black eye.
"Doctor what's wrong?"
"Nothing. Nothing at all." I lie.
"Doctor tell me. Please tell me."
"I was just thinking about your mum and how if she ever found out about what's happened between us...well she'd probably kill me." I shudder with fear.
"She won't kill you Doctor. She's not that mean."
I stare at Rose wide eyed.
"Ok she can be a little forceful and I guess aggressive but she won't kill you."
"A little forceful and aggressive?! But you are right she won't kill me, she'll kill me and make it look like an accident." I say sarcastically.
"What have you got against my mother?!"
"I don't have anything against her, she's got something against me!"
"It's just cause you act like a complete asshole!"
"What you on about I don't act like anything, I just make an occasional joke!"
"Well you don't always have to call her a dragon!"
"I don't but she is sometimes, you've got to admit!"
"Well you're an asshole sometimes!"
"Look if your going to be like that you can just go home!"
"Fine at least I wouldn't be around an asshole who thinks a way to forget about someone is to get piss drunk and have sex with the closet alien!"
"HAY! It takes two to tango!"
"But it takes one asshole to ruin someone's life!" she screams, and storms off into her room bailing all the way.
'What have I done'!
Rose
I begin to pack everything into my bag as my tears cascade down my cheeks and onto my clothes. My heart aches and screams for me to just run back into his arms and cry, even though he's the reason for my tears. I clutch my stomach as I struggle to breathe and I try to calm myself down, but it's no use I just can't stop crying. I start to hear footsteps on the Tardis' grated floor and I try to calm my breathing, but I just can't.
I feel strong arms wrap around my waist and I feel someone's chin on my shoulder.
"Please don't go." A soft miserable voice begged.
"I didn't mean what I said, I just...I'm worried that if we go see Jackie she won't let you come back to the Tardis and she won't let me see you again. Just...don't go Rose." He pleaded.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. But just don't leave me, please Rose, don't."
"Why not? 'Cause the way you were talking before it sounded like you couldn't wait to get rid of me." I sobbed.
"I didn't mean what I said, I was angry and...I don't want leave 'cause ..I...love....having your around."
I turn around and scoff. I get out of his grasp and continue to pack.
"Just get out." I order.
"Rose please don-"
"I said get out!"
I hear his footsteps retreat.
I begin to cry, again.
The Doctor
What the hell?What was I thinking 'I love having you around'?! What's wrong with me why can't I just say it?!. What's so hard about saying I love you?! No wonder she's leaving, who'd want to be with someone who's to much of a coward to even say I love you to the person they love.
But what will I do without her?
What will she do without me?
Will she keep the baby?
Will my child grow up without a father?
Will I ever see her again?
Who's going to be there to save her?
Who's going to be there love her?
….............................WHO'S EVEN HEARD OF MATT SMITH?................................
I hear her walking through the corridor and into the console room. I turn to look at her, she just stares at me emotionless.
"Are we there?" She says her voice slightly wavering.
"Yeh."
"Right then guess this goodbye." Her voice wavers again.
"Rose don't do this. You don't want to go. I don't want you to go. Just stay please." I beg.
"Doctor you've no idea what I want. I'm leaving and your not stopping me."
She begins to walk to the door but I step in front of her.
"Get out of my way."
"No. Not until you listen to what I've got to say."
"Doctor I don't care just-"
"Listen I know I can be an asshole but that doesn't mean you have to leave. And I know I'm not the kinda guy who'll talk to you about relationships and feelings but....Rose..I-"
"I don't want to hear it. You've lost your chance. Goodbye."
She side steps me and head's for the door.
"Rose, I love you"
She turns around.
Drops her bag.
She begins to rush towards me.
She lunges at me and smashes her lips onto mine.
And now I know, there's nothing better than having her here with me.
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