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Updated: Changed a lot in this chapter hope you like it. Sorry for any grammar mistakes

Disclaimer: I do not own any characters mentioned in this story...if I did I would bring Roxas and Axel back and have them have a happy ending!

I Promise I'll Never Love

Chapter 2

I found myself in the living room with Demyx and his friend the next day. I had groggy memories of being forced out of my bed by Sora and forcibly dressed. Since I normally sleep only in My little Pony boxers.

Shut up. They were a gift.

I'm pretty sure he tried to put me in a dress. Why my twin brother owned a dress….I don't even want to know. I was dragged downstairs and placed on the couch next to a drowsy Kairi.

Why did my twin have to be a morning person? Why?

I tried to go back to sleep on Kairi's shoulder but was smacked by Sora. How did I know it was Sora? Call it a hunch.

"Wake up bitch"

I glared at my twin, hoping that it would scare him. No such luck.

"Kiss my ass" I grumbled, snuggling closer to Kairi. She was an awesome pillow. Hands down the best pillow ever. I knew she was my best friend for a reason.

"Com'on Roku! Stop being so damn emo!" He whined in my ear, I smacked him away. I heard him huff and stomp away. I rolled my eyes internally, now for some sleep.

SMACK!

I jumped up as my ass was assaulted by my brother. "FUCK! WHAT THE HELL ASSWIPE! SHIT!" I cussed loudly, pushing Sora and his god damn yaoi paddle away. The fucking asshat was grinning like a fucking cheshire cat or some shit.

Did i mention I have a potty mouth when mad? Well yeah I do..

"Mother fucker! I'm gonna fucking beat your fat ass Sora! I swear to fucking god, you fucking bitch! Aw hell, that shit hurt! Ugh! Damn asshat! You'll regret this shit..."

The little prick wasn't even affected by my threats having lived through them before and spouted much worse ones when he was sleep deprived.

"Language Roku!" My asshat of a twin mocked me innocently. I death glared at him but he seemed unperturbed by the look as always. Little fuckin shit...I think I'm gong to plan homocide.

"Who you bitching at now Roxy?" Kairi's sleepy voice came from beside me. I calmed down slightly as I watched her yawn cutely and stretch. Damn I had a cute best friend.

"My fuckin bitch of a twin, darling" I answered back sourly, she smiled faintly before yawning again.

"Wow you do bitch worse than me" A female voice came from behind me, I turned and glared only to blush slightly when I saw how many people were actually there. When the hell had they appeared?

"You should see Roxas and Sora together sleep deprived...scary" My little sister giggled. Kairi nodded her head in agreement.

"Shut Up Kairi!" We shouted in sync, then turned to each other.

"Stop copying me!...No You!...Stop!...Ugh! Fuckin twin thing!" We glared and flipped each other off, then groaned when we realized we were still in synch.

"Does that happen often?" Demyx asked curiously. I nodded, ignoring that my twin was doing the same.

"All the time" We answered together...again.

"That's kinda creepy" A pinkette spoke up from the crowd, I glared at him.

"Your kinda creepy bitch" I scowled at him. He winked at me, mother fucker.

I was about to go beat the shit out of the bitch when Demyx interrupted me. "ANYWAYS! This is Roxas and Sora they're twins, obviously and that's Namine their little sister and Roxas's girlfriend Kairi"

I didn't even bother to deny the fact that me and Kairi weren't together. It was assumed way too often. Plus I was tired.

Demyx and Larxene friends were weird. I guess that was the easiest way to describe them...they were exactly like I expected them to be, and nothing at all. We only met a few of them, but still.

There is Marluxia he had pink layered hair,and a pretty masculine body. He was not however gay, like I first assumed. He was actually Larxene's boyfriend.

Zexion was actually pretty cool, he was really quiet, but responded whenever you spoke to him in an intelligent voice.
It was there another friend who rubbed me the wrong way for some reason. He also just so happened to be Kairi's cousin.
Axel the flamin baboon.

I swear before this day is over I might just commit homicide.

It was like the guy was out to piss me off or something. He couldn't keep his hands or his eyes off me. At first he just sat there grinning at me every time I looked at him. I tried to ignore him but before I knew he was right next me!

If I was totally straight I would have punched the living daylights out of him by now.

Besides Axel we all got along pretty well. I was pretty surprised how easily I made friends with them all, I wasn't exactly a people person. But they all seemed really interested in being friends with us...it was strange. My twin was always a social one, Kairi was too cute not to make friends and Namine had her own friends from art club.

After chatting with everyone we all settled down and watch a marathon of movies. I found myself looking toward the clock more and more often as the sun in the windows got lower.

We hadn't seen Xion in a few days now, I could feel Kairi fidgeting next to me. We really missed her.

Finally when I looked at the clock it was 5:30. I stood up and turned to my siblings and new friends, Kairi standing with me.

"Well this was fun guys but me and Kai have plans to be somewhere. We'll see you later"

Kairi followed me, as we put on our shoes and headed to the stairs before they could ask questions. I was practically jumping with excitement. I guess I looked a little too eager because firecrotch aka the baboon just had to speak up.

"Where are you two going?" Axel asked as we reached the stairs

"We got something planned, not that it's any of your business." I said to him a little snarky. Kairi nudged me.

"Don't be rude Roxy"

I huffed and glared at Axel as, he stuck his tongue out at me.

"Sora, Nami tell Cloud we'll be back around...um..." I trailed off looking at Kairi I really didn't know when we'd be back. Kairi continued for me "We won't be gone too long, about an hour or so." Sora nodded his head as he stuffed chocolate in his mouth.

"mmffkay"

Kairi looked at everyone else and waved "Goodbye! It was nice meeting you all. We hope to see you again" I mimicked her not saying anything. We walked downstairs as we heard a chorus of 'bye' and 'see ya''s.

Walking toward the garage me and Kairi grabbed our bikes Cloud purchased us and started pedaling. The streets were pretty empty, most people were on bikes like us or walking, not many cars. I liked it it wasn't all noisy like Hollow Bastion...it was calmer. Not that that help calm me down...

To say I was feeling apprehensive would be an understatement. I was freaking worried out of my mind. I will tell you now if I didn't say it before overthinking is my worst habit.

I was going on and on in my head thinking about if she was okay or not. I wondered if she got here all right, if she had any troubles getting here, if she was injured, if she caught some sickness from the trip here. I was practically fucking myself over in my mind.

Within 15 minutes, though it seemed like an 3 hours in my mind, we arrived at Destiny Islands Hospital. Locking our bikes on the bike rack, Kairi and I walked in, heading towards the white nurse's' station, where a pinkette sat typing away on the computer.

"Good Evening, How may I help you?" the pinkette asked me, looking up from her typing, smiling.

"Um..yes, where is Xion Grey's room?" I asked, tapping my foot impatiently. Kairi smiled and placed a hand on my back calming me slightly.

"Oh yes..hold on one moment" She typed at her computer then smiled at me "ID's please?"
Kairi and I dug through our pockets pulling out our student ID's and handing them over. The nurse smiled and tapped a few more keys on her keyboard. The printer started up next to her.

"Okay, Roxas DeRenzzi and Kairi Sinclair" She handed us back our ID's and a couple of badges. "Here are you ID's back and your badges, family visiting hours here are in the morning from 8-11 and in the evenings from 5-7. Whenever you come you can just got straight to the elevator and insert this badge in the slot provided and select floor 3. Miss Grey's room is in the first hallway straight down room 314."

She smiled to us pointing to the elevators " It should be fairly easy to find"

"Thank you" Kairi and I smiled and headed off. The nurse waved and smiled warmly, before going back to her work..

The nurse was right the room was easy to find. I smiled when I entered Xion's room, releasing the breath I didn't know I was holding. Xion was sitting on her all white bed, wearing her usual white and black dress, jamming out to her iPod . She paused her music and smiled widely when we walked in.

"So.." She said motioning to her room "what do you think?"

I should probably explain about Xion now right? You're probably wondering why the hell she's in a hospital and who exactly she is.

Xion is one of my best friends. She's part of our little gang of friends back in Hollow Bastion. She joined our group in the summer before 7th grade, we met her when we were practicing for the talent show.. She wandered into the sandlot one day and the girls and her hit it off immediately. Xion was welcomed into our group with open arms.

When something happened to me and my family that winter that left us in foster care. Is when she and I became really close. She was my wall to lean on, nothing could hurt me with her there. We fell in love. We dated from the end of 7th grade all the way to junior year. It still pains me that after all that time together I never noticed. I never paid much attention to the headaches she had so often, or the sometimes frequent nose bleeds or how tired she was. She always said she was okay that she was just anemic. I just brushed it off and trusted her.

At the end of sophomore year Xion and I were in a car crash. She was scarred on the right side of her face and body from the heat of the fire the crash started, but that wasn't the worst part.

It was then at the hospital that Xion said she that she could walk anymore. But it wasn't from the crash. Xion was sick. She was dying.

She had been sickly since she was a child and knew she was dying but decided she no longer cared. She wanted to live her life as normal as possible.

"Your room is nicer than the one back at Hollow Bastion." Kairi smiled as she hugged Xion and sat on the bed with her looking around. "Do you like it?"

Xion looked around herself."You know I've always had a thing for white like Nami, I love the view the most...I can see the beach" She gazed out the window and smiled warmly.

My heart warmed at the sight, Xion smiled all the time, but she rarely smiled like that. It was like seeing the sunset for the first time. This moment was ruined by a nurse walking in carrying a large tray full of pills.

"Sorry to interupt but it's time for your pills Miss Grey" He said with a smile.

Kairi moved out of the way as Xion sat up and smiled. "Oh my favorite part time to taste the rainbow"

The nurse watched as Xion swallowed all of the brightly colored pills, and smiled when she finished. "I'll bring your dinner up in a bit"

"Thanks Paul"

I frowned and sat back down next to her bed as Kairi sat back on her bed with her, frowning slightly. The frown soon left as they started chattering off about random things.

I sighed a little to myself and tried to shake off my worry, Xion was sick. The doctors said that she didn't have much longer to live. But instead of going out and trying to enjoy the last moments of her life, Xion had to stay confined in the hospital because her body wasn't strong enough to support herself for very long.

"SO! Roxy! Anything new? How are you liking the island so far? Meet anyone interesting? Any cute girls?" Xion asked suddenly interrupting my train of thought.

I rolled my eyes, this is what I hate. I love her but she wants me to love someone else she keeps trying to get me to date other people, but I don't want to.

"No" I said glaring slightly at her, though that didn't last long. I could never stay mad at her.

"You should just quit asking, I'm never going to love another girl, except you." Xion sighed heavily. We've been through this argument hundreds of times.

"But Roxy, you know I love you, I really do, but it's because of that, that I want you to go find someone else to be happy with I'm not going to be here forever. That's my dying wish to you, here on my deathbed...Please find someone else to love. You may always love me but I know you could love someone else too." Her voice was pleading, her clear ocean blue eyes beggin. I flinched slightly at the mention of her...leaving.

I sighed as well "But Xion, you just don't get it. I can never love another girl. Never. I just can't I see them and all I see is you, or Kairi , and Olette. I see them as nothing more than a friend, and definitely not as a love."

"Well then date a guy." Xion said simply, giggling she added "Meet any cute guys yet?" Much to my horror I felt my cheeks heat up. Now why the hell was my body doing this?

"N-"

"Yes! Actually my cousin Axel couldn't keep his eyes off of Roxy! He was eye raping him the whole freaking time!" Kairi interrupted me squealing, I glared at her.

Was she trying to make me mad.

Me?

Date that pedophile?

Hell to the NO

"Really!" Xion exclaimed excited. She sat up in her bed, squishing my leg. We had somehow migrated to laying all over each other, somewhere in our last conversation.

"That just means he's a perv, and I'm not attracted to no flaming baboon!" I exclaimed, my face hot. Really! Why was my body betraying my mind? I didn't like that fire crotch! But of course like my body the girls ignored me.

"Yup! It was so cute! You know now that I think about it Roxy and him would make an awesome couple!" Kairi looked so excited, as did Xion.

Why were they just ignoring me? Was it because they were both yaoi fangirls? What was up with girls and yaoi? Really? What was so cute about two guys frick frackin!? Maybe I should ask about Sora...he was the one with the dress and yaoi paddle.

"Oh My Gosh! You have to bring me a picture of him so I can see him! You hear that Roxy! You should go after this Axel guy." She pointed her finger sternly at me.

I tried to push the heat in my face down as I rolled my eyes. That was so gonna happen..pfft yeah totally! When Sora turned straight.

"No he's a jerk" I opted to answered simply. I figure if I answered it sarcastically they'd smack me, and trust me.

No seriously TRUST me when I say:

Hell has no wrath like a woman scorn

I'd rather go to hell then face an angry woman...or at least the woman I hang out with. Not even Hayner would dare anger them seriously and the boy lives for danger!

"You don't even know him! You spent the whole time talking to Zexion" Kairi accused me, pouting slightly. Cute.

"Who's Zexion?" Xion asked curiously, she was sitting up against the pillows now.

"Another guy but Demyx has the hots for him so he's out" Kairi answered quickly with a wave of her hand. Xion smiled and nodded, Kairi had already told her about the Highwinds. She wanted to see pictures of them too.

"I don't care the time I did spend talking to him was wasted. He's an ass who likes to make fun of me, and can't keep his damn hands to himself." I crossed my arms, preparing for what I knew was to come.

"Give him a chance...at least make friends with him...for us" Xion and Kairi put on their puppy dog faces. There it was the puppy dog face, Nuh-uh! It wasn't going to work on me I was the master of puppy dog faces. Not going to work, nope.

~5 minutes later~

"Okay dammit FINE! I'll make friends with fire crotch" I grumbled, looking away. Damn they were getting too good at that, maybe I should practice more.

"You pinky promise?" Xion asked sweetly, holding out her pinky and batting her eyelashes.

I glared trying to keep strong, I broke when Kairi joined in too. Why do they have to be so damn cute all the time! I bet you if Sora was here I'd win...then again knowing my twin he'd probably take their side.

"Okay Fine I promise! I pinky promise!" I wrapped my pinky around hers, she squeezed it smiling...should've known I was going to lose.

"And the students surpass the master" Kairi giggled high fiving Xion. We spent the rest of hour chatting about random things, until the nurse came in and told us visiting hours were over. Me and Kairi said our goodbyes, each kissing Xion on the cheek and telling her we'd see her tomorrow.

"Bye! Tell Nami and Sora I said Hi and that I love them!" Xion yelled after us. Namine and Sora would every Sunday morning. Xion's uncle was only nice enough to put me and Kairi on the family visitation list. At this expensive wars of the hospital only family was allowed to visit her daily. People not on the list could only visit Sunday mornings.

We biked our way home as the sun set behind the water lighting up the sky on beautiful reds and oranges. When we got home everyone was still there. Even...ugh Axel. Blegh.

"Kairi! Roxas! Your back! So how was your date!" Larxene teased us. Kairi and I rolled our eyes...we were used to people assuming that since we were little. Apparently it's impossible for a girl and boy to be best friends without dating. I mean seriously! Kairi was cute and all but she and I knew way too much about each other to consider dating. She's practically my sister, we'd been together since we were in our moms stomachs.

"It wasn't a date and it was fine. Are they spending the night? It's like getting pretty late?" I asked taking off my shoes and placing them with the others, Kairi did the same beside me.

"Yup they are, we're about to watch a movie, you and Kai going to join!?" Demyx asked excitedly, it seemed like someone gave him sugar or something. I don't think I could handle another Sora...I watched Sora to make sure he doesn't get whatever Demyx was on.

My twin flipped me off and smirked "Go screw yourself Roxas!" He yelled from the couch, damn twin telepathy.

"Sure brother, wanna watch?" I asked seductively, I faintly heard someone choke, but ignored it. My damn twin wasn't going to win.

"So are you going to join!" Demyx repeated his question from before. My siblings and the guests all snickered behind our hands at his impatientness.

"Of course we are! What are we watching?" Kairi asked for me pulling me over to one of the couches. There are a crap load of them in here, all different colors. We sat on the pink one with Sora and Namine. Figures Sora would be on the pink couch.

My twin stuck his tongue out at me before turning away and pouting. He knows I was right.

"Dr. Horrible's Sing Along Blog" Demyx said happily, messing with the DVD player.

"Yay we love that movie right Roxy?" Sora asked me grinning, totally forgetting he was upset with me.

I opened my mouth to answer when Reba came out loud from my phone.

-Does he think of you~Does he think of you~ When he's holding meeeeee~

I pulled out my phone blushing slightly at the chuckles from the teens around me. I already knew who it was from the ringtone so I opened it quickly.

From: Hayner

To: Roxas

Subject: Video Chat

Now Bitch! All 4 of U!

I chuckled at the message, idiot knew our stuff doesn't come until tomorrow. I decided to ask Demyx if he had a webcam. "Hey Demyx you got a computer with a camera?"

Demyx looked up from the DVD player "Yup that Laptop over there has a camera. Why?"

"Do you mind if I use it?" I asked ignoring his question. Everyone else was chatting away waiting for the movie to start. Sora was of course looking at me...it would be creepy if he wasn''t my twin.

"Sure go ahead" Demyx beamed, he went back to messing with the DVD player, Zexion eventually came up to help him since he was having so much trouble.

I walked over to the laptop and opened it opening a browser and logging on to my skype. I saw the Video invite and accepted it, immediately Hayner's face popped up.

"Hey Bitch! Where are Kairi, Nami, and Sora! I told you to get them too! You know I love you and all, I mean I have wet dreams about us every night but I wanna see them too!" His voice crowed at me through the speakers. I rolled my eyes, the bastard was always making sexual jokes about our non existent romance.

"HAYNER! Be nice!" Olette's voice reprimanded him from the background.

Everyone looked up when they heard Hayner's voice yelled through the speakers. Kairi, Sora, and Namine rushed over excited.

"Hey there they are! PENCE GET YOU FAT ASS IN HERE! SORA'S ON THE SCREEN!"

"Hey Hayner! Olette!" Kairi and Namine chimed. Olette pushed Hayner out of the way, I snickered as I heard his groans of pain. Olette was damn strong.

"Hey Kai, Nami! Oh My Gosh I've missed you all! I'm the only girl Here now!" Olette fake whined

" 'Lette~ I was talking to my best friend slash secret lover!" Hayner whined

"Oh you wish you had a chance with Roxy, Bro. But alas you don't for he's straight at the moment!" Pence's voice came from behind Olette

"Pence!" Sora exclaimed smiling at his best friend. Everyone was staring at us now, smiling confused. Especially Demyx...damn that face is hilarious.

"Oh Guys! Wait before we talk more I want you to meet some new friends of ours" Kairi spoke suddenly. "Demyx, Larxene will you come over here and meet our best friends?"

The Highwinds left the couch and trooped over. "Guys this is Larxene and Demyx Highwind. We live with them."

I smiled as our group of friends waved at them through the camera. Kairi picked up the laptop and pointed it around the room. "Those are our new friends, Marluxia, Zexion, and Axel." Said people waved at the camera.

"Well it's nice to meet you all" Olette spoke sweetly from the screen.

"Yeah nice to meet our replacements."

"HAY-"

"-NER! I know I know! Gosh mother much." That got him smacked across the head.

"Ouch! Fuck what is it about you and hitting me! Fuck that hur-Ow! What was that one for!" Hayner whined clutching his head, Pence snickered in the background. I smiled.

"You know what guys, we just wanted to check on you before we did our homework-"

"I don't want to do it~" Hayner interrupted her

"Hayner..."Pence spoke up nervously probably anticipating what was to happen next.

"SHUSH BROTHER!" Olette bellowed, that got him to shut up. Me, Kairi, Sora, and Namine laughed. Never mess with Mother Olette.

"Anyways...We got to go, we love you and miss you, call us and video chat more often! Oh and give Xi-"

"We Love You Too!" Sora interrupted her. Olette raised an eyebrow but said nothing. I was thankful, Xion didn't want anyone to know she was here, she didn't want any of the people she used to know to know she was back. Reason? Even I don't know.

"Okay, well we send our love...say goodbye boys"

A chorus of bye came from the two boys, in the back. We smiled and bid them goodbye. I really did miss them a lot...I really wish we could just go back to back then..

There was a silence after the video call ended, before Demyx(of course) broke it. "You have weird friends..."

"You're not one to talk Dem" Axel chuckled, he winked at me and I tried my best not to glare thinking of my promise to Xion. Damn this was going to be hard. I'll have to resist my urge to smack him.

"Whatever..." Demyx stuck out his tongue before striking...a rather gay pose. "..ON WITH THE MOVIE!"

I smiled sitting on the couch in between Sora and Kairi, letting Sora rest his head in my lap and and Kairi on my shoulder. Namine had her head in Kairi's lap. Everyone glanced at us and smiled, we must look cute or something...whatever... I really didn't care right now, I just wanted to relax and watch my favorite movie with my siblings and best friend.

I felt eyes staring at me and I turned to meet Axel's emerald green eyes. He was staring at me with a strange expression in his eyes...I can't tell what it is. Before I could think about it more, his face changed and he smirked at me, winking.

I'm glad it's dark but I get the feeling the bastard can still see the blush on my face as my body once again betrayed me. God when was this day going to be over.

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