Chapter 2
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I'll be working on this story and TLOLOBC this week but after this week I'll go back to working on Isabella Marie Uley.
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BPOV
I froze and my favourite person in the world came over and pulled me into a tight hug. Leah. I knew there were questions that I would have to answer as did she. She knew that people were worried, she knew that there was a man watching us, she knew that I had just tried to kill myself and she needed to find out why. But still she knew exactly what I wanted at the moment. She just hugged me and we sobbed together.
I sobbed for my wasteland of a life; she cried that her best friend tried to kill herself; and also the fact that she had problems of her own.
My dad used to abuse my mother and me; he eventually ended up killing her, and then he was taken away from me. My brother was there too, he was all I had. We went to one of those adoption centres because I was only four and he eight years old. He got taken away four months later and I never saw him again.
I moved from foster home to foster home; nobody ever wanted to adopt me. It was either; she's too timid and won't open up to us (even though I was trying), or I wasn't fitting in at school (the other kids bullied me), or I was too aggressive (I would eventually let my feelings out through violence) or lastly I scared them. Of course I scared them; I screamed every night due to nightmares, I would never eat, I got aggressive a lot, I was scared of the entire male species and I tried to kill myself at least twice at every place I went. Leah was the only one who knew about this. The others knew that my mother was murdered by my abusive father and that I was separated from my brother whilst nobody wanted to adopt me.
When I was 14 however I did get adopted. His name is Charlie and he lives in La Push. I have lived with him ever since. He cared about me and eventually I began to get better. I made friends with a girl called Leah and we have been best friends ever since. By the time I was 17 I was mostly healed. Then I met Edward. I found out he was a vampire but I didn't care. We fell in love and I soon found that I wanted to be a vampire too; I wanted to be part of his family. I loved them all and they loved me...or so I thought. He left me. They all left me. Leah did warn me about them but I didn't listen and found myself pushing her further and further away until we were no longer speaking. When they left she took me back with open arms and I told her everything.
I transferred to La Push high school (I went to Forks before because it reminded me less of my home) there I met Jacob. Jacob made me happy. He was my everything. But then it turned out he was using me. I didn't like thinking of my past. I remembered when father first killed my mother.
I saw his eyes as he eyed me up and down and an evil smirk appeared on his face.
"Well, I guess now that my play toy has gone I need a new one. Why don't we play dollies? You can be my little dolly!"
I remembered the pain as he tore my clothes off carelessly, and thrust into me as he held me down. I remembered his grimy hand as it made its way down my body slowly; pausing at my most private parts.
"Don't worry Bella." He told me. "You should be thanking me. This is much better than you deserve, nobody will EVER love you. You're worthless." He laughed and kicked me under the cupboard; locking the door.
Leah had a nice life. But she still had some problems that I was soon to find out went to a further extent. She met Sam Uley in high school and they fell in love. She could tell he was hiding something but didn't press the matter. He proposed to her on her birthday and she agreed happily. On her wedding day something terrible happened though. Leah and Sam didn't believe in the traditional not seeing the bride until at the church thing so they arrived together. Leah was almost finished introducing him to her family when it was time to walk down the aisle. He was about to run down the aisle to wait for her when he spotted Leah's cousin Emily. Leah and Emily were very close.
For some reason Sam suddenly exclaimed his love for Emily. He apologised but said that he looked into her eyes and realised that she was his soul mate. She felt the same way and they ran off together leaving a shocked Leah at the altar.
I was vaguely aware of Leah taking me to her house.
"Bella I need to tell you something." She said as she plopped me down on the couch at her house.
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