Sorry it took so long! I actually finished this about a month and a half ago but just forgot to post it ; my bad sorry!
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PS Sorry if there is any mistakes, I looked over it, but I don't have an editor so please bare with me! ENJOY!

It had been months since the Yamato had been caught cheating with Sasuke. Taichi stayed in the room and didn't ask for a transfer, mind you he was barely there. He studied either with his football mates or at the library with a study group that mostly consisted of the female population. Yamato didn't like that Taichi had his focus on females. He wished that Taichi was purely homosecxual. Boy there was an oxymoron right there, Yamato thought. Yamato picked up his guitar and practiced some songs from his band. The only song that was in his head though was that American song. It was the one that Daisuke sang when Taichi found how he slept with Sasuke. After that weekend he jumped on his laptop and found the song. When he heard it he was shocked. Besides murder, well if you call shooting the relationship dead then the song was bang on. Yamato looked up when he heard Taichi's laughed and a bang against the door. "Yuki-san." Yamato's heart sunk, how could he think that Taichi would come back to him after the pain that he caused the star footballer. Taichi opened the door and then was on the ground with said girl on top of him. "Taichi-sempai." She whined "Please?" Taichi sighed. "Fine, tomorrow meet me on the field after my practice." Yuki giggled then jumped up with a huge smile on her face. She nodded to Yamato and bounded out the door. Yamato scoffed.

Taichi rolled his eyes, from the point of view of Yamato you would think that he was going for sexual pleasures from Yuki, but in actual fact he was showing her some football moves so she could impress this boy she was after, but of course he didn't know that, and he could believe what he wanted. Taichi was still pissed at him. He decided that it would be better to take the anger route then the pity me route. Taichi dumped his bag on his bed and grabbed an energy drink from mini fridge. "I see you've moved on pretty fast." Taichi ignored the comment. He tried his best not to pay attention to his ex-boyfriend/best friend, it was too much heartbreak all over again. "If I was into girls, which I'm not-" Taichi rolled his eyes and mumbled "tell me something I don't know." Yamato glared at the sun kissed toned male now flopped on his bed opening up his laptop. "-I'm sure that I could tell you how good she was in bed." Taichi laughed out loud. He looked over at Yamato. "You can't be mad at me for something you did Ishida." Taichi's eyes held pain and anger. "If you knew the whole story, you would know that, she in fact had been on dates with one of my mates and wants to impress him so is trying to learn about football." Yamato didn't want to give into his guilt that he felt. He was pissed off at how Taichi can brush off. "We need to talk about all of this."Taichi sat up on his elbows and glared at the platinum blonde. "Oh what about? Your side of the story? Where you did drugs? Where you fucked a band mate on my bed? To tell me that you broke your promise not to touch that stuff again? To say that you weren't in your right mind?" Yamato was shocked. Taichi's voice was way to calm for the accusations, mind you they were true. "Well-" Taichi cut him off. "You know what Ishida Yamato? What the hell did I do to you to make you want to hurt me so bad? I was your best friend." Taichi's tone stayed the same but he had more anger in his voice. "I was there for you when your parents split up. I took care of T.K. when you were sick. I was there for you the best I could. I didn't even ask much of you. Stop the drugs and keep on with your studies." Taichi's eyes welled up.

All this pent up anger was finally getting to him. Even a football game couldn't give him the release that he needed. As if to be there for him at the times of need Daisuke knocked on the door and walked in. "Tai-sem-" Daisuke rushed to his mentor who was sitting up on the bed ready to break down at a snap of the fingers. Yamato always knew how badly Taichi was in pain emotionally and physically when Taichi cried, which he rarely did. Yamato's eyes were still wide and full of guilt and saddness. Daisuke sighed, "You really need to stop being so damn selfish Ishida-san." Daisuke looked up at the teen idol. "Look at him?" Yamato had to swallow his mouth was getting really dry. He being the so call best friend that he was never saw how deep the mask went. He didn't know that Taichi was that great at hiding his feelings, and he supposedly could read Taichi like a book. "Tai..." Taichi shook his head. Daisuke rubbed his mentors back and sighed. He started to sing another american song in english so Yamato had a hard time understanding. "I'm holding on your rope, Got me ten feet off the ground, And I'm hearing waht you say but I just can't make a sound, You tell me that you need me , Then you go and cut me down, but wait, You tell me that you're sorry, Didn't thiink I'd turn around, and say... that it's to late to apologize, it's too late-" Taichi choked on a sob. "Dai-kun.-" Daisuke held on to Taichi as he broke down. Months of surpressed feelings came flowing out. The stress of school the heartbreak of their fallen relationship and the pressure of going to nationals. Was too much to keep bottled up for so long. Yamato had silent tears running down his cheeks. He didn't even know that he could cause so much pain to the one person he loved with his entire heart. "Oh Tai-" Taichi clutched on to Daisuke like he was a life line who in turn rubbed his back and comforted him the best he could. He looked up at Yamato and shook his head. They communicated just by looking at each other. Daisuke's eyes said "Do you finally see the pain he is in?", and Yamato's eyes answered with "How could I have done something so painful?" Yamato crawled over to Taichi and hugged him from behind and cried with him as he said over and over again "Oh, Tai, I'm so sorry, I'm sorry Tai, Sorry, I'm so sorry." Daisuke slowly let Yamato hold Taichi and climbed off the bed. He looked at Yamato who mouthed "Arigauto." Daisuke nodded but had a stern look in his eyes. Yamato nodded and Daisuke left the room for the two to finish getting everything out in the open. The night that they came home from getting totally drunk was hell. Taichi was about to pass out on the steps of rez and him and Sakura being too drunk to carry him had to drag him to Daisuke's room, which wasn't an easy task, especially when all three are trying to stay quiet and are giggling up a storm. Sakura stayed the night and slept with Taichi on Daisuke's bed. Ken wasn't happy with him bringing back drunks to their room but when Daisuke passed out on the floor, Ken fel sorry for the lot and helped with their hang overs. Ken even picked Daisuke off the floor and shared his bed so the he wouldn't have kinks in his muscles later. Yamato was now crying into Tai's chest as Tai cried holding the blonde. The night just started as they were going to try and repair this relationship, and if not then they were going to try to go back to being the close friends that they were.

College had one more month to go before they got their break and moved into their third year. Yamato was walking back from practice with a couple of mates to drop off his stuff then they were gonig out for some drinks. When they stepped off the elevator they heard laughter and watched as a couple of girls pounced on Taichi who was still in uniform. They were trying to strip him, Yamato's mates blushed at the sight of Tai's bare chest. "Oi, I need a shower first ladies." They giggled. "We can help with that Taichi-sempai." They squealed as he stood up and picked both of them up. Yamato laughed and shook his head. "How can you deny them a peek Taichi?" Taichi looked over to Yamato with a huge goofy grin "I'm pretty sure that they've seen me naked, right girls?" They blushed and giggled some more as they nodded. "Oh?" Yamato lifted up an eyebrow. "You would think the boy's locker room was safe now a days." Taichi laughed as he put the girls down and they ran dow the hall giggling like crazy. Taichi and Yamato both walked into their dorm smiling at eachother. "How's, uh what's his name?" Taichi looked rather stumped. Yamato went through boyfriends like underwear these days and he couldn't keep up with their names, every day he say him snogging with some new face. "Heero?" Taichi snapped his fingers, "Yes that one." He chuckled as he got ready to shower. He took off everything but the boxers and grabbed a towl. "He's alright I guess." Taichi laughed. "But not good in bed?" Yamoto sighed and looked at his mates who smiled and said they would meet him at the pub. Flopping on his bed Yamato groaned. "He is terrible. It's like..." Taichi laughed. "Don't really want to know." Yamato rolled his eyes. "Plus I'm sure that you compaire every bloke to how good I am in bed." Taichi wiggled his eyebrows and laughed. Taichi didn't go for the men as much since he and Yamato decided to keep things just as friends. He didn't want to compaire them and judge them. He wouldn't let it get that far. "Well you are pretty damn good in bed." Taichi laughed and went into the bathroom. "Come talk?" Yamato laughed and came into the bathroom with him.

He settled on the floor and him and Taichi just talked. They hadn't in a couple of weeks because of mid-terms, practices, gigs, and games. "I miss you." Yamato said just loud enough for Taichi to hear him. There was a silence but not an awkward one. "You know I miss you too Yama-chan." Yamato let out a frustrated sigh "Then why can't we be together?" Taichi growled out "We've been through this Yama-chan." Yamato sighed, he knew why. They were great as friends, but things started to go sour when they were a "item". They tried again after the incedent a while back, yes they refer to it as "the incedent", but it didn't work out. They would argue and they started to have troubles and Yamato almost went back to drugs. So Taichi called it off saying that it would be better to just be friends. Yamato didn't like the idea what so ever but after they became really close, he was alright with it. "Tai-kun." He sounded so pathetic. Taichi stepped out of the shower with a towl wrapped around his waist. "Yama-chan, when I come back from the club tonight, I promise I wont go home with someone." Yamato smiled. "I wont either." They did this ever so often, if they felt like being together they would either go out, come back and either have sex or just cuddle and sleep in the same bed wrapped in each other's arms. It was just easier that way on them.

Yamato soon left for the pub and the girls came back just as Taichi put his boxer's on. It took forever for him to get ready but when they went out, he was stunning in his attire that the girls helped him with. After a night of dancing, macking, drinking, and Taichi's new found hobby of smoking cigars, he stumbled into his dorm after a very long good night kiss to Yuki, he smiled when he saw Yamato snoozing on his bed. Looking at the digital clock he was surprised that the numbers flashed "4:42am". Taichi peeled off his shirt and climbed into bed. He wrapped his arms around the blonde and snuggled close for warmth. "You're nose is cold and you smell like smoke." Yamato mumbled. He felt Taichi shrug and heard him mumble but didn't quite catch what he said. "Nani?" Taichi moved so he wasn't speaking into Yamato's neck. "You're too skinny and you smell like woman." Yamato started to laugh. He turned around and kissed Taichi. "You taste like smoke too." Yamato scrunched his nose up. "You're smoking again?" Taichi shrugged again. "Talk later, sleep." He whined. Yamato nodded. Even if they weren't officially together, Taichi would always be his. He knew where his sensitive spots were, he knew how to make him smile, he knew everything. They were soulmates, even if it weren't official, they would always be there for each other, emotionally, physically, passionately, sexually, spiritually. They were ment for each other. No matter what happened. Yamato would rather be in Taichi's arms then any where else in the world, 'Well maybe that latino singer Ricky Martin...' Taichi scoffed knowing what his Yama was thinking "I'm so much better then that latino singer." Yamato chuckled and kissed Taichi lightly on the lips. "G'night Tai." Tai nodded and kissed Yamato back. "Night Yama-chan." With that they slipped into their respective dreams and waited for morning where they were happy to wake up in each other's arms yet again.

So there you have it! Not good at all in my oppion but what the hell, it's the best I could do at the moment, and honestly, I don't know what to do to make it better so this is what you get. Reviews welcome and GOMEN NE!!! This should have been up long ago!