My dearest Amy,

Today was the day I've been dreading the most. Blair came back to heartland. I know we have both done some stupid things, but I haven't told you about the things Blair said to me. Yes, she kissed me; you probably have already figured that out by now. But she also told me something, something that still bothers me. She told me that she thought she was falling in love with me. I didn't say anything, of course, but knowing that someone felt that way about me, someone that wasn't you, I just didn't feel right. I love you and only you. I know I should have told you about the kiss and her telling me she was falling in love with me. I guess I figured that if you didn't know it wouldn't hurt you. In the end, I think I hurt you more. I'm so sorry if I did. I started writing this before the night you told me about Chase, and I was going to give this to you but then you told me about Chase, and I just couldn't. I was mad, sad, and confused. I just couldn't get that out of my head, I guess. Once again, you came first. You always do. I should have told you then; I don't know why I didn't. I wish I could go back and change it, but I can't, so please, please forgive me. I've been carrying this around with me ever since I wrote it. I hope I eventually have the courage to give this to you.

Forever yours,

Ty