He let me in and closed the door.
"What's up?"
"I want to break.. No, I'm breaking up with you."
"Why?"
"I wanted to do it, but I didn't want to hurt you."
"You are hurting me."
"Ron, you were sticky, but I thought it was your way to show your feelings. But you were jealous of Harry!"
"Who told you? Harry? I'll kick his –
"You won't do anything, I wanted to break up for so long. I don't love you."
"But you love him?
'What? No! Look, we're friends. That's it. We are Hermione and Ron, Harry's friends, we can't be a couple."
"We were the golden trio, but we kissed! Who can guarantee that you won't hook up with Harry? He's famous and right.. –
And that was my hand connection to his face.
"How dare you? I'm not a bitch looking for his fame! I know Harry for years, I know the real Harry, so do you! I can't even look at you right now!
I turned around and ran, I couldn't believe he said that. Harry was my friend.
I ended up crying in the library. I was so stupid!
"Hermione?"
I looked up and Harry frowned.
"What happened?"
"Ron is an idiot."
"Why?"
"He told me awful things."
He sits in front of me.
"What did he say?"
"It doesn't matter. It's over now and I don't wanna see him again."
"You're the lucky one. We share the same bedroom."
"That's true."
"Since the end of war, he changed."
"Yes. And it happened 2 months ago."
"Yeah. But he has a reason."
"Ginny?"
"She is one of his reasons."
"Why did you break up with her anyway?"
"I thought I was going to die and I cared about Ginny. So when I defeated Voldemort, I ran to her. I thought it was love."
"I felt the same with Ron."
"But reality hit me, I was.. alive, he wasn't coming back for me anymore and I could see everything."
"Yes.."
"And Ginny didn't understand that. She didn't see me, the real me. She knew Harry, the boy who lived. But you know me better than that."
"I know."
"And Ron didn't like I broke his sister's heart."
"But is this the only reason he isn't talking to you? Why was he jealous?"
"After the break up, he became more protector over you."
"I don't know why."
"I do.. we were the golden trio and when you kissed him, he was happy that you chose him. Ron was always jealous, he was the forgotten one. He was afraid you'd pick me. Not that I'm single, he was afraid that you break up with him to be with me."
"My Merlin! He's an idiot! I'd never do that!"
His face twisted in some kind of pain.
"Never?"
"You know what I mean, we're friends."
"That didn't stop you before."
I frowned.
"What are you saying?"
"Nothing, I'll leave you alone. But don't cry for him, he doesn't deserve."
"Ok. I see you later."
"Goodnight Mione."
I watched him leave and sighed.
In the next morning, I went to Potions class and saw Ron and Harry sitting far away from each other. I sit by Harry's side and poked him.
"Good morning."
"Hey." He said in a low voice.
"Did something happen?"
"No, I want to be alone. Please, just.. leave."
I felt like someone just kicked me in the stomach, without saying anything, I got up and sit somewhere far from both.
It looked like the golden trio was over.
After class, I ran to library to cry. Harry was incredible rude and it hurt me, he was the only one I had. My parents didn't know who I was and the Weasleys were my 2nd family, but they wouldn't react really well when Ron tell them about the break up.
So.. I was alone.
We weren't the same, I knew. But I couldn't accept we ended that way, Ron hating me and Harry, and we (Harry and I) became lonely.
I spent hours crying and when my tears finally dried, I went to my room and studied. I wasn't thirsty or hungry, I just didn't wanna see anyone in that moment.
I read parts of "Hogwarts: A History" until I sleep (really early). And that became my routine. It didn't take too long for me losing weight, people stared me.
I didn't even have the straight to care.
It was a Friday night, everybody was making plans for the weekend. Of course I wasn't. I'd go to the library and find something to distract me.
I heard a knock on the door, I decided to ignore it and probably the person would go away.
But he didn't and continued to knock.
I got up and walked to open the door.
"Hey." he said.
