This idea came to me and I decided I'd type it up, I am, however trying to work on CupCake Love, I just need my privacy(my family's always watching me...) I will upload the next chapter ASAP sorry. Please enjoy this one.
Warning: ...
DISCLAIMER: HOMESTUCK IS NOT MINE.
Chapter 1: I'm Sorry
I fell on my bed, burried my face into the covers, there I cried. About an hour actually passed before I lifted my head, sobbing lightly and looked at the time. It was almost four a.m. I didn't care though. I crawled over my bed and reached under my pillow and pulled out my phone. I dialed his number and he answered after a few rings.
"H-hello?"
"T-tav...are we...are we still going to the fair tomorrow?" He was silent on the other side and that made me worry.
"Gamzee...I told you it was over. It's four am, please let me sleep."
"Tav wait! Please, I'll make it up to you...just...spend this week with me and I swear...it'll be the last time you hear from me...okay?" I said trying not to sob. He groaned. "Okay. When will you be here?" I smiled, tears already in my eyes. "At seven..." He agreed then said goodbye. I remained belly down on my bed staring at the black screen of my flip phone. I loved him so much, even though I had hurt him. He was my life.
I was shaking from where I was, seated behind the wheel of my banged up car. He was walking out of his house now, his mohawk was spiked to the left and stuck out like tiny blades. He had on my purple jacket I gave to him and some blue jeans with torn patches. I smiled but his face remained unturned. "Hey Tav...you're wearing my jacket." I said smiling. As soon as he got into the car he pulled it off and set it in the back seat. "I only wore it so that I'd remember to bring it back to you."
I turned back to the steering wheel not wanting to see the bruises on his arm I had caused. He cleared his throat but I didn't look at him, it felt weird looking at him seated in my car waiting for me to do something, like when we were still together. "Can we go now? I have to be back at ten." I started the engine and sped down the road. "Ten? You're nineteen and your dad still wants you back home before midnight?" Tavros was quiet, then he spoke in a cruel tone. "I want to be home at ten. Seven till ten, that's too many hours with you."
My heart sunk at hearing his tone, his words, his hate. I deserved it though, so I drove silently.
We were walking past a stand with giant stuffed animals hung from the top wood boards and glass bottles placed in a box. The man working the stand called us over and offered a deal, if I made the hoop on a bottle he'd give us two stuffed animals. I looked at Tavros smiling but he was looking elsewhere.
"Tav.." I nudged him softly and he looked up at me with annoyance on his face. "Think I can make it?"
Tavros rolled his eyes. The past years we came it had taken only one try to get the stuffed animals, he loved going to stands with me, but now he was only angry.
"Do whatever you want."
I frowned then turned to the man nodding. He handed me one single hoop, I looked down at Tavros. "Come on Tav.." I whispered leaning down. He frowned but leaned forward and gave my cheek a soft peck. I smiled then turned back. I lifted the hoop, picked a bottle, and then tossed it. Tavros wasn't surprised as we walked away with a Purple bear and an orange tiger. "Thanks Tav. You gave me luck." He burried his face in the giant orange tiger and let me lace my fingers with his. "I love you Tav." I whispered pulling him closer. He kept his face burried and gave me no reply.
"You hungry?" I asked pulling him out of the way of some cuddling couple. He raised his head and stared at me. "You're not gonna make me pay again-" "No Tav! I'll pay everything okay? I'm sorry." I cut him off. He looked away then back. "Yeah. Can we get some turky legs or something?" I nodded dragging him behind me.
He was silent while we ate, he barely looked up at me. He sat across from the table after he had placed the tiger beside me. I frowned, trying to make myself believe he did that because he didn't want to get the fur covered in grease. I cleared my throat and he looked up. "So uhm...why ...didn't you...cover those?" I asked. He frowns. "My long sleeves were in the washer along with my jackets, and I won't use yours anymore."
I looked down. "I'm sorry Tav...I'll never hurt you again. I promise."
"I'm not going back out with you Gamzee. I don't care if your sorry or not." Tavros growled. I looked up at him and furrowed my eye brows. "Tav, I ain't got time to go out with you all over again. In...just a few days...I'm gonna be gone Tav..." He stared confused. "You're...you're moving?" I was quiet. "Why..why are you telling me this now!?"
"Tav...calm down please...I just found out too." I whispered as I held my head. Tavros pulled my hands down and cupped them with his. "How long until you leave?" "...Seven days.." I whispered. He let go of my hands, stood up and rounded the table. He wrapped his arms around me and pushed my head against his chest. I began to sob, holding him tightly. "I'm sorry Tav..."
