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"Are you sure you don't want to come home baby?" Gemma asked for what felt like the millionth time. Maddy sighed.
"I'm sure, I do want you to tell me if he goes through Charming though. I need to talk to him" Maddy knew it was unlikely he'd go through Charming anytime soon, not unless shit with the club went sideways.
"Maddy honey maybe you should give him sometime, Koz is a good guy but it's been two months and he's only talked to Happy. You know Happy he won't say shit. I think it's safe to say he doesn't want to talk to you" Maddy heard her mother sigh and even though she knew that he didn't want to talk to her it hurt to know that everyone else knew it as well.
"I don't care, he loves me...I know he does and I can fix this. I have to and the only way I can do that is if he talks to me." Maddy took a deep breath and prepared to let another person who loved her down hell probably the only person besides Koz that loved her was Gemma.
"I am going to give him a month, Ma. Three months should be enough, not for him to get over it but I want him to talk to me yell at me anything. I just want to hear from him, right now I would take a carrier pigeon. After the end of that I'm going to leave"
"Are you coming home?" Gemma asked hopefully.
"No, I mom if he doesn't at least contact me I'm going to go back to school. I think it would be easier for everyone if I left the whole MC behind me" Maddy sniffled she didn't want to but it was her mess and if removing herself helped Kozik then she would leave.
"I will still call you Ma but Kozik is a Son and let's be real, not even Jax likes me. I'm nobody to the club just JTs daughter, your daughter, Jax little sister and all they see now is a slut"
"Baby no one.." Gemma started but Maddy knew what her mother was going to say and she knew it was a lie.
"Maybe not in front of you but it's true and Ma I am. I set out to get even for something Koz didn't do and I added more shit to the Tig/Kozik drama" Maddy stopped her mom before she could continue."it's for the best, don't tell anyone. If Koz calls I want it to be because he's ready not because you bullied him into it"
"Look Maddison I let you move to Tacoma but if you think Im going to watch you move across the country..."
"You don't get a say Mom... I'm 21 and I will move and if you can't support me I'll leave and I won't even contact you" Maddy hung up the phone and took her battery out she didn't want to deal with momma Gemma until tomorrow.
She walked to her laptop and began looking at apartments in London. She knew in her heart she would be moving, Kozik didn't forgive easily and her mother would never let her go, so she lied. It was better this way. She had money, a oneway ticket to London and a hotel reservation.
Kozik POV
I had left Maddy crying on our floor two and a half months ago. I stood outside our door listening to her cry after she ripped my heart out and even with her fucking Tig my heart broke even more as I listened to her cry.
I wouldn't go back my pride and anger wouldn't let me. So I went to the clubhouse asked to go Nomad and left with the few things I had in my dorm room.
Sure she called and called and Happy said she looked like shut and all I could think was good and then feel like shit because I still loved her ass. I'm still not ready to talk to her, I turned to drinking and pussy and fuck I couldn't even get my shit to work because those nasty bitches werent Maddy.
I kept telling myself that I had to move on let a sleeping dog lie but shit is easier said or thought than done. I was on my way to Charming, some shit went done with who knows what now but Jax asked for us to be there. Hopefully Maddy wasn't home, the last time he had spike to Happy the Killer didn't mention her at all. He hoped she hadn't found someone else, he prayed it wasn't Tig, he'd kill the bastard brother or not.
