A/N: I may changed the name of this story
A/N II: I got the idea of this chapter from a poem called "That Girl" by Alysia, who was a contestant on HBO's Brave New Voices. Look it up on Youtube! It's amazing.
Disclaimer: I own nothing but my two feet (as my grandma would say), so I especially don't own Teen Titans, but it would be nice right?
Chapter 2: Choices
by
Tainted Cherry
It's been two weeks since best night and the worse morning of my life. Nothing has changed in the tower since no one knows about the situation other than Robin and I. The only thing that has changed is me; I hide in my room to cope with the situation at hand. I try to make at least three appearances a day outside of coming out because the city's in danger because I feel obligated to for my friends. Robin may know why I may refuse to come out my room but the others do not so I shouldn't be selfish and isolate myself from the people who love me and are only concerned. Plus it keeps Starfire off my back about "The Danger's of Teen Depression". The featured article in the body and health section of this month's Seventeen Magazine, the curious alien's new obsession. Supposedly I have all the symptoms of extreme medical depression, pale skin, emotionless actions, extreme sarcasm etc. I'm not sure which one is worst, this article or the "Beauty Tip's for Goth's" article. Either way it went I was stuck in her room for three hours as she rambled on and on about the new knowledge she came across in the magazine.
I couldn't pay attention to her lecture, not only because it was boring me to death but my mind kept drifting off. What would she say if she knew that I slept with Robin, her love interest? Would she try to throw me off the tower with her alien strength or try blowing me away with her star bolts? Or worse, would she forgive me and move on with her life? Something I should have done with Robin along time ago. "Friend Raven, are dreaming about the day, because that is also a symptom of the depression!" she exclaimed in concern. "You mean daydreaming? No. I'm not day dreaming Star, I'm just tired" my over used excuse about me not getting enough sleep must be losing its touch because her eyebrows scrunched together as if she was trying to read me, but relaxed when she must have realized it was no use. "Maybe you should do the resting, you have been quite tired lately", she stated sadly. "You're probably right, when I feel better maybe we can read our horoscopes together" I stated in a last effort to cheer her up. Her eye's beamed in excitement, "Glorious Friend Raven, get well soon!" she shouted as I walked out the room.
Turning to the left to head towards my room, a shadow darted to the side of the hall by the elevator. I just escaped out of Star's room without make-up or nail polish on, so it has been a good day, the last thing I need right now is some intruder. With my guard up, I slowly made my way towards the end of the hall, when the stranger's aura shot up in shock; I tackled the body by the elevator. There was a loud smack and an "Ouch!" before I realized that the stranger had me pinned down on the floor with something sharp against my neck. She glanced up to Robin holding a birdarang close to her neck but with a now surprised look on his face that shinned straight through the mask. "S-sorry Rae" he stuttered out.
All I could do was stare at him as the memories of last time we were in the position rushed to my mind. The sounds, the feelings, the gasps, moans, bite marks, hard thrust, and mind blowing positions; His body fitting into every curve of mine, like he was meant to be there. My trance was immediately broken when I felt his ungloved hands softly outline a pattern from my cheek to my nose, then traced my bottom lip down to my neck then back up to tangle his hands in my purple strands of hair. "It's been a while Rae" he whispered softly before grinding his hips against mine as hard as he could. I let out a breathless gasp as I desperately tried to gather my jumbled thoughts. How in the hell did I get myself in this situation again? Here I am again, under his figure, helpless and defenseless. I can't let this happen again, I refuse to be something he stuffs his insecurities in.
"N-no" I stuttered out but barely loud enough for anyone but myself to hear. He parted my legs with his knee while still remaining pressed against me. He pressed a soft seductive kiss against my lips then continued to run his hands through my locks while trying to massage my mouth open. "No" I tried to utter with his mouth still pressed against mine. I felt him smirk against my lips and mumble something that sounded like "You know you don't mean that". I tried to slide from under him by pushing myself up with my arms but found myself pushed back down to the ground with one strong hand holding both my tiny ones together above my head and another hand snaking its way up my thigh so slowly that it was practically burning my skin.
I wanted to cry, not because I felt violated or because I was being touched against my will. I wanted to cry because I didn't have enough dignity and respect for myself to push him off me. If I really wanted to, I mean truly wanted to, I could sent him flying across the hallway minutes ago, but I didn't, and I still haven't. Maybe he was right, did I really want him to stop? My mind was sent an ear-piercing scream of yes, but my body refuse to respond, the higher his hand traveled up my legs, the less attached my mind was from the rest of my body. Now, I never did believe in an ultimate power but after what happened next, I'll never again doubt the higher divine. By the grace of God almighty, Cyborg and BeastBoy came through the wall, literally. There was a huge hole where a furious Cyborg stood glaring at the green changeling with "death" written all over his facial expression. But Beast Boy was too busy staring at Robin on top of me to notice. The Metal Man turned towards us and his aura went from peaking rage to ultimate shock. We all sat there for a couple of seconds just analyzing the setting. Beastboy was the first to break the silence, "Uh Guys…."
Oh Cliffhanger! At least my version of one, I made a second chapter of this story even though it clearly was originally was going to be a One Shot. So the least you can all do is review please! I'm serious! So here's the deal, I need at least 5 reviews or I won't make another chapter. Kapish?
