Hey guys! Thank you for the review greyskiesseemright :) Today is my last holiday, tommorow school starts so i thought i shouldn't hang this story up...I will do more one-shots but it will take time since i have to manage school life too, so hope you understand :) Enjoy :) (though is a sad one but..you know what i mean ;)

Disclaimer: I don't own any charactors or the poem, in fact its by Injete Chesoni.


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The noise echoed around the silent room. The ONLY noise echoing in the quite room, the only noise that had accompanied me for the last 48 hours.

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48 hours ago I got the news. She left me. My true love left me. Left to a place where I can never find her. 48 hours since I gave up on living without her. 48 hours since I've been living with regret and guilt and thinking of all the 'What if I hadn't's in my head. 48 hours since I've held that note, her last remainder in my hand.

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24 hours since Selena left my life. 24 hours since she entered this room to see my grief. 24 hours since she realised the truth. 24 hours since her outburst on me. 24 hours since she screamed and shouted at me, and poured out all her feelings. 24 hours since she realised my unresponsive behaviour and calmed down. 24 hours since she finally stood up and with a final goodbye, she was gone. 24 hours since her walking out of my life made no affect to me whatsoever.

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48 hours since I have been haunted by our memories together. 48 hours since I remembered each and every night we made love together. "We don't have sex, we make love", were the words she always said. 48 hours since her words were haunting me realising how it only applied to us, not another girl, not even Selena. 48 hours since I have been remembering the nights she would break down in guilt while I would comfort her. She cried at her betrayal, while I smiled at her innocence. 48 hours since I realised I could never spend those beautiful nights under the stars with anyone again. 48 hours since I realised no one would be there to hear when I would vent out my feelings frustrated from a day. 48 hours since I realised I would never be able to be my true self ever again. 48 hours since I realised the most beautiful thing I had. 48 hours since I realised that now I don't have her anymore.

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24 hours since I realised my mistake. 24 hours since I realised it was all my fault. 24 hours since I felt pure hatred at myself. 24 hours since I realised that Selena was nothing to me, only her. 24 hours since I desperately wished I could reverse time and choose her. 24 hours since I broke down, realising nothing can change. 24 hours since I realised how empty my heart is.

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Now I'm in the corner of my dark lifeless room, like how I imagined she would have been before she left. Now I'm grieving at her last note which she wrote for me. Now I'm grieving at the thought that she thought I didn't love her. Now I'm grieving at why I left her that night thinking it was for the best. Now I'm grieving that I'm the one who caused her in doing what she did. Now I'm grieving as to why I left her like she meant nothing to me, when she was my life. Now I'm grieving at the thought that I had made her feel so weak and useless even though without her I couldn't breath. Now I'm grieving because all the times I called and visited her to which I had no response, I wish I could have broken down that door and saved her from leaving me. Now I'm grieving because there is nothing I can do.

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I imagine her sitting next to me, comforting me like those many times. I imagine her smile her sixth smile, the one only for me. I imagine her cradle my head and weave her soft fingers through my rough messy curls. I imagine her whispering sweet nothings to me, while I admire her beauty thinking "she's my angel". And then, in a flash it all disappears bringing me back to reality. Another lone tear joins the many dried one's on my face. I look back down at her last note, read through it again, even though the words were carved into my mind. But thats all I could do. Without her, life isn't worth living for…..

If I had known that one day you would be gone,

I would have savored every moment spent in your arms.

I would have treasured every second of time spent with you,

To remind me that once upon a time our love was true.

I would have frozen every moment when your eyes met mine,

I would have captured every caress, in the hourglass of time.

I would have stocked up on memories for that future day,

When you would be gone to shores far away.

But while we were together I was deceived,

That love was forever and not a passing breeze.

Joe you may have left me, but my love for you is forever and nothing can change it. - Your Demi


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