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Chapter 2

BPOV

5 days had passed and I was feeling sick to my stomach as the events creep closer.

What did I do to deserve this? They left! H-He said they would leave me alone. Why couldn't they just leave me be…

Did I really want that? To be left alone?

Yes. Yes I did.

The family that I had grown to love and I thought I felt loved me back just abandoned me. Like I was worthless.

Worthless.

I am worthless. He was the best thing that happened to me, my life… and, he just used me. He was just a typical male.

He even said it himself. "I may not be a human, but I am a man," (Twilight, Page 272)

Men. Men do what they want when they feel like it and use everybody around them to get it. Vile creatures.

I never went out with anyone after him. After a week of college I decided to start of self defense classes. I still go to them at least once a month.

My clumsiness disappeared after a few months of those classes. I started to feel like I could do anything. Like in that book where that train thinks it can and then does.

It was then that I finally started coming back into the real world. I paid more attention to my only friend left, though I had not been much of a friend these pasts months. Angela still helped me back, she was even there when Stephen was born. She missed a week of classes to be there to support me.

She was busy starting her career in graphic designing and so last time we spoke which was a little over a month ago, Ben had finally proposed and she was telling me how happy was.

Maybe I should ring her. But I don't want her to feel like I am just using her to keep my sanity. That was selfish. Besides what could she do?

Nothing.

All I had to do was survive one year of schooling and I could move away, go back to watching my son grow up.

Its times like this when I wish I had more money. Then I wouldn't need to rely on my scholarship.

Hell, I would even have this house if my Grandma Swan had not put away a trust account for me to have access to when I turned the ripe age of 21.

Of course I didn't move out of Charlie's until I was confident I could look after Stephen by myself. Which with him finally starting school I was now able to do.

I was screwed. I needed the money that I got working at the hospital to pay for the bills as well as I needed to have X amount of experience to be able to graduate.

Not that I really understood how a Psychology degree and a secretarial nurse matched up.

One year. I could do that. Carlisle was not working in the same area as I was so I could avoid him fairly easily.

As I was contemplating this situation in my head I felt something small attack me.

"Mum!" I looked down to see Stephen hugging me by my leg and Chris standing behind him.

"Hi honey, hi Chris, how did the first week go!" I asked enthusiastically trying to hide my worry about the Cullen's from them.

"It was great! We even got a class pet" Chris grinned back at me

"Really?" I didn't release schools still did those pet things

"Can I have a crazy crab mum?" Stephen half begged half pleaded

"What's a crazy crab" I was confused

As the boys went into details about what a crazy crab was, I eventually figured out that it was another name for a hermit crab and told Stephen I would think about it.

Months passed and I was back at school now. I had thankfully avoided all contact of them which I was very thankful for.

Stephen had won and got his own little hermit crab which he named Cookie. He has this thing about cookies. And I was getting on with life pleasantly.

Angela was now organizing her wedding, which was a year away because she wanted everything to be perfect.

I was sitting in my tutorial class when my phone started vibrating, I glanced at it to see Stephens school ID flashing. I walked out to talk the call.

"Hello?"

"Hello, is this Ms Swan speaking" a hurried voice replied

"Yes, is there something wrong?" I replied nervously

"Your sons had an accident and-"

"What accident!? Where is he!?" I panicked, what had happened, was he breathing?

"He is fine, just needs to go to hospital. We believe he broke his arm and maybe sprained his foot as well" the woman replied quickly probably trying to calm me down

"What happened?" I puffed a breath of air I had not release I was holding

"He fell of the play equipment, he's in the nurses office now with some icepacks but we need you to pick him up to take him to the doctors"

"Ill be there in 10 minutes" I answered hanging up the phone and running to grab my stuff saying I had a family emergency.

About 15 minutes later I finally got to the school and ran straight to the nurses office.

"Hi, I'm here to pick up my son" I asked out of breath

"Ms Swan?"

"Yes"

"I'll go get him for you"

I was pacing across the room until I heard a door open and my heart broke.

"Mummy," he sobbed squirmed in the wheelchair trying to get to me. I ran towards him.

"I'm here baby" I soothed "I'll make it all better"

After I signed him out and carried him to the car, I drove straight to the hospital.

We had been in the waiting room for about 45 minutes now while I was sitting down with Stephen sobbing in my lap. He wasn't coherent enough so he kept sending me his thought about how much it hurt as I tried to soothe him.

"Stephen Swan?" a nurse called out.

I walked up to the counter with Stephen in my arms.

"That's us" I breathed trying not to move my body to much.

"Exam room 7" she replied and pointed to the left.

I walked in to find no one in there so I just sat waiting trying to soothe Stephen

I heard the door open and looked up to see a man walk in looking at a file.

"Hello, I'm Dr. Edmunds, what can I help you with" he smiled at me

I told him what had happened and he was about to see to Stephen when his pager went off.

"Excuse me for one second, sorry" he said walking out of the room

About 10 minutes later Stephen was sobbing was increased when I finally heard the door open again. This time I didn't open my eyes, I was busy trying to calm Stephen down.

"Bella?" I heard a musical voice say.

I looked up to see Carlisle looking at me curiously. It appears my life decided to hand me evil cards today.

I was too stunned to really say anything. I just nodded my head slightly.

His eyes flickered across to Stephen who had his back to Carlisle. A look of confusing and shock flashed across his face as he stared at him.

"Ma-ake it st-t-top mummy" he sobbed hard into my neck. That seemed to have snapped Carlisle back into the real world as he went to pull out a chair so Stephen could sit in it while he was examined.

No one said anything. The only sounds were sobs coming from my son.

"His ankles is fine, just swollen is all" he smiled up at Stephen who gave a watery half smile back.

"I'll just grab a x ray for your arm, I'll be one moment"

He walked back a few moments later deep in thought and started x raying Stephens arm.

"It's a clean break, but he'll need a cast on for at least 2 weeks" he said looking directly at me.

"Ok, when should I come back?"

"He'll need a new cast in a week, so you might as well get him checked then" I nodded back.

"So Stephen, what's your favourite colour?" he smiled at Stephen

"Blue" he sniffed back and Carlisle laughed quietly

"Ok, well a nurse is going to come in, in a moment and get your cast on" he smiled

Stephen nodded. Seconds later a nurse came in and took Stephen to get his cast.

"Bella…" Carlisle said hesitantly

I didn't look at him, surely he knew. Stephen was an exact mix of both his parents.

"Who's the father?" he asked his eyes prodding my face for an answer

I said nothing. I saw him nod his head in confirmation.

"Please don't tell him" I had tears running down my face when I looked up at him.

His eyes were filled with sorrow. He nodded his head.

"I think we should talk about this-"

"No!" I interrupted "We have been fine for the past five years when you all left and we'll be fine now" I half sobbed

"Edward is rarely home, I promise you he will not find out, unless it is through you" he whispered "but, this child should not exist, it is impossible, yet true." He sighed

"I want you to know that I am always here for you and Stephen, however, do you know if he is fully human or not?"

"I've noticed bits and pieces…" I mumbled

"Can I please examine him to make sure he is ok?" concern was flooded in his voice. All he wanted was to make sure Stephen was ok. Right?

"You and only you are to know about this ok?" I sighed. He seemed hesitant.

"Or I can just ignore your requests" I raised an eyebrow. He chuckled

"Very well, I finish in two hours, are you both available then?"

I nodded.

"Ok, I'll drop by and do it then"

After filling out paperwork and giving information to Carlisle, Stephen walked back into the room with a blue cast on and a lollypop in his mouth.

"Ok Stephen you're set to go, I'll be stopping by in a few hours to see how you're doing, ok?" Carlisle asked him.

"Ok" he mumbled through his lollypop and smiled

"Thank you Carlisle, for everything" I looked directly into his eyes

He nodded "I'll see you soon Bella"

As I drove home I wondered if Stephen was more different than I noticed.

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