AN: This is a missing scene from Fiance, the original version of Unlovable to a Fault. So, for those of you who read Fiance, this scene takes place inbetween the scene at the cemetery and when Ludwig asks Emily to go to his school with him. I had lost the file this was in, and forgotten what this section was supposed to be, so the scene was completely missing, making that section seem jumpy. So, when I stumbled across it yesterday, I thought I should show it to you guys. Enjoy!

LPOV:

I paced back and forth in my room after returning home from Fleur's grave. At the gravesite, I discovered that I do not hate the girl who accompanied me to the cemetery. I am not sure of my feelings for her, but I do not hate her, and it saddens me to realize that through her statement of "people would think that you hate me", she also was conveying that she thought I hate her. But I do not. How do I show this to her? How do I make it up to her? Why do I even want to make it up to her, why do I want to make things 'right'?

These thoughts had assailed me ever since the moment of reveal from Fleur and Emily and my impulsive move of hugging her. At least my siblings were not there, or they would never let me live that down. Speaking of siblings, however, my sister Wendy decided to snag Emily away for "gossip", especially when I made the mistake of referring to Emily as "Emily" in front of Wendy and the others instead of "Amy". We had to come clean about the name predicament, and I had been hoping to bring it up in a calmer, more subtle manner. I was afraid that something as abrupt as this could cause Emily to be sent away. And for some reason, I feel a pain in my chest at the thought of her being sent away, even though a couple of days ago I would have rejoiced at the thought at escaping an arranged marriage before returning to wallowing in my sorrow of the loss of Fleur. I do not know what is happening to me.

Father was not happy with the name revelation. He is never happy about much of anything, but here was blazing with anger and frustration. He wanted to talk to me in his office about it, and by talk, he meant that he would yell and berate and I would cower before punishment and I do not even know what would happen to Emily. But I ended up telling him I needed time to think all of this stuff over. Which I do need. But it also got me out of this situation.

I do not know what is happening to my mind. I am definitely not over the heartbreak related to Fleur, but I have no idea why I am acting like this towards Am- I mean Emily. She lied about her own name. How am I okay with this? I don't know. She's been kind to me, though, and she is rather intelligent… but… it's so hard to conceptualize being with anyone other than Fleur. Well, whether or not Emily was brought, I'd be forced to marry someone other than Fleur… maybe… maybe I should try to at least befriend her? What I've limned from all of this, is that I do need companionship, even if I'm not ready to connect with Emily on a romantic level. I feel attracted to her, in a primal sense, but not in any long-lasting romantic form. That may come in a while, but I do not know. However, I will try to befriend her. She didn't decide to be brought here, and she is doing her best being in a foreign environment, being planned to be married off to a stranger, and thinking that when she first arrived that she was going to die.

A smile graced my visage as an idea was birthed into my mind to present to Emily my intentions of friendship, a peace offering, you might say. I just needed to talk to Father, but I'm sure he'd be okay with my plan… once he has cooled down from the name fiasco.