Joining
Chapter Two
It was later that same day that he appeared at her assigned room. She answered the door and with head bowed she nodded and spoke as he entered,
"I am sorry Lieutenant to have affected you so adversely. You must know that I have never deliberately taken any action that would compromise our standings at Star Fleet."
Looking down at this small figure in front of him he first looked to the right, then bowed his head and with utter clarity he said,
"My visit to your quarters is in no way to chastise you or make any changes in the words I uttered to you earlier today. I have for some time been tormented by my thoughts that these uttered words have revealed. Now I find myself satisfied in the choice I have made and those thoughts you have heard. I am here only to find out if your your resolve in this matter and if your resolution is stauch as mine."
She approached him and stood before him, with her head bowed
"My resolve is as strong as yours."
He ran the back of his hand down her face, cradled her chin and drew her lips to his.
"You are half my heart, half my soul."
She whispered,
"My K'diwa."
He then brought her body tight to his and placed his right hand on her PSI points and looked into her eyes.
She nodded.
"Halpi hif-iy egeiga." (Your thoughts, give them to me.)
It was like an electric charge that surged through their bodies and when he opened his eyes he could see tears seeping from her closed ones. He then placed his forehead against her and sent,
"You are forever mine. All will know when they see my mark upon you."
He then sent to her what his next action will be.
She was leaning heavily into him when he exposed her shoulder and kissed the exposed flesh before he placed his open mouth upon her flesh, licked her flesh and bit down gently and increased the pressure until he had broken the skin. He carried her to the chair and seated her on his lap. She leaned into him and asked,
"What do we do next?"
K'diwa, our next joining is physical and will require an undeterminable period of time to take place. It cannot happen here, or at the Academy. Until that time, it will require the ultimate degree of self-control on our part. Be assured that my desire for your mind and body will not diminish during the time until its fruition.
She nodded in understanding and through the ozh'esta the touching of their fingertips he sent to her the highest degree of calmness he was able to muster under the present circumstancesas she fell asleep in his arms. He dare not bring her anywhere near a reclining surface for his control was not up to that degree of temptation. So in a chair, he allowed her to remain asleep on his chest as he looked and reveled at his mark of possession upon her flawless skin.
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It was after her graduation that Spock and Nyota were finally united by the Vulcan marriage bond after a civil ceremony that also joined them. By the uniting of their minds during the joining of their bodies, even without a formal marriage bond, they were married under Vulcan law.
Plathau
In human terms it had been a torrid night. It was not one way, their wait for this final joining had been so long. It was if an artist had run out of paint and canvas and then unexpectedly discovered a treasure trove and had released his creativity in almost a fury.
It was not the act itself but what happened during its performance. The messages exchanged allowed his emotions to show on her face, to be uttered by her mouth, to be heard as gasps, moans, unintelligible speech, possibly in a foreign tongue and laughs, especially the laughter. These validated his existence.
He had concluded that if his pleasure seeking human side could have stayed in that state, that would have been quite acceptable. Its' climax was like an electric charge that shook them to their foundations and left her trembling in his arms. It was indeed perfection.
Spock mirrored his wife desire to have her filled with life from him, with his child. With each subsequent joining he felt with intensity her desire for such. That desire would be fulfilled once they returned to Terra.
He examined his thoughts, before Nyota the passing on of his DNA had not mattered for he saw no need to pass anything on to a succeeding generation. Now though, it mattered to him because it mattered to her.
Their separation from active duty had been made known to Captain Pike. He would return to an instructor's position at the Academy. They had determined she would take a leave of absence. After all, she was to take care of their children that he was certain would become reality.
It was after looking at holo vids of her nieces and nephews that she whispered, as a tear slid down her cheek,
'As you are aware, according to some doctors motherhood might not be part of my birthright.'
He took her right there and the message that flowed was,
"I do not view any part of you as deficient. Procreation is a plus, but not a necessity for me. I told you that when you revealed your fears to me. That has not changed. K'diwa, do not turn away from me, for I am the deficient one, for without you I am nothing but inconsequential dust in the form of a male. But believe me Nyota, you will bear my sons. This is my promise to you.
Away from the confines of the ship and off the required birth control methods things progressed according to Spock's plan. Of course, they did not need pregnancy tests kits. His unerring ability to communicate with even the simplest life forms gave him the ability to also determine the moment of conception. He lay next to her, the last night passion had reigned supreme and as he observed her sleeping form he joined with her mind and touched her abdomen and said as he established k'war'ma'khon, the family bond,
"His name will be Sol'kar."
