AN: Hey , Sorry the last chapter was so short. When I re-read it I noticed I made some really bad errors sorry people .I'm not feeling to good right now. I'm not usually that stupid. Well I hope not.
I'd Like to say a HUGE thank you to titanterror12 .My first review. EVER. Like I said my previous attempts at fanfic didn't go to well.
Please review it makes me happy. And it will hopefully make me feel better. :P
Bella POV
I didn't go to the . I'm not in the mood for more shouting. My head hurts enough.
I quickly found the girls toilets and checked to see if anybody else was in there. Finding it empty ,I sat in a cubicle and pulled out a pack of cigarettes.3 cigarettes later someone came in.
I knew who it was immediately.
"B ,you in there?" Faith called out.
She never needed to say anything ,nobody came in here but us. She had English when I had biology. One of the increasing number of lessons we skipped. It's how we met.
(Flashback)
I'd just been sent to the heads .That biology teacher hates me.
Maybe its because I drove away his best pupil.
I sat down on one of the uncomfortable wooden chairs outside Office. He's gonna kill me. I said to myself. Everybody knows he's evil , he goes completely over the top at everything, he's psycho.
I looked round. Nobody was here. I stood up and walked out and down the hall.
I heard , high heels clicking ,coming in my direction and ducked into the girls toilets , closing the door as quietly as I could.
"You ditching" The voice suddenly behind me made me jump. I turned to see a girl about my height, slightly older than me , black hair and wearing rockerish clothes. With a cigarette in her hand.
I hesitated slightly before answering.
"Yeah ,you gonna tell?"
She chuckled softly "Only if you don't"
She took a long drag on her cigarette and looked up at me.
"You want one" She asked reaching in her pocket pulling out a pack of cigarettes and offering it to me.
I paused
Before I could blink He appeared next to me.
"No Bella , go back to class think about what you're doing" He told me , a pained yet commanding look in his eye.
Why should I listen to him? He's not part of my life anymore.
"Sure" I told her , taking a cigarette. She tossed me her lighter and I took my first drag. She laughed again when I started coughing.
"First time huh? I'm faith" she said reaching out a hand for me to shake.
"Bella" I answered. Just before our hands touched my sleeve rolled back to reveal the cuts I made earlier. I pulled back my hand hoping she hadn't noticed.
She stared at my wrist ,now covered and I knew she'd seen them.
Noticing the panic on my face she said gently
"Hey , don't worry about it , we all got problems" She then pulled up her sleeve to show me her many similar cuts.
We both took another drag on our cigarettes .She reached in her pocket again and tossed me an un opened pack and a lighter.
"keep them they help. Trust me" She told me.
I tucked them in my bag and we got talking. We ended up climbing out the window ,and getting pissed out our brains in the woods. I saw Edw.. Him a few times .looking at me with disappointment plastered on that perfect face. I ignored him.
Since that day me and faith were best friends. I didn't need jess or Angela or Alice. I didn't tell Charlie about her though she told me she had a bit of a reputation. He had no clue to the habits I'd picked up.
And I hoped he would never find out ,more than that I hoped the Cullen's would never find out. Not that I care. Of course I don't.
They don't care about me ,so I don't care about them.
Simple.
Right?
"Yeah ,as usual" I laughed walking out to greet her.
"Check out what I got last night" she smiled walked over to the sink and pulled out a plastic bag. I glanced over her shoulder to see little bags full of powder and a small bag of pills.
Cocaine and ecstasy.
"Finally" I sighed "I was beginning to think you'd never get any. Here" I said handing over the money I owed her.
She pulled out her English book and made 4 lines and using the money I gave her she snorted it up , I followed her lead and we both began to feel the familiar effects. We then cleaned up our mess and she put the bag away till later.
"Come on , I know a guy that's having a party in about half an hour down in the woods" she said dragging me to the window where we both climbed out.
It was stupid. Going out in the woods knowing that there was …people out there that could kill us all within a minute. He warned me the first time Faith took me to one of these party's .I ignored him again and he soon faded away.
It should worry me that I keep seeing this image of him. Maybe I'm crazy.
It can't be the drugs. I saw him before all that. Faith always said I was psycho .
We got to her 'house' in record time. We both changed into clothes I NEVER would have wore before. We headed out to the clearing in the woods where the party always was. It got a little out of control most of the time , that's why we had the perfect spot. No body would hear us shouting at each other while pissed out of our minds.
It also was perfect because we were all supposed to be at school , who'd think to look here. The cops used to break up our parties before they even began, that was when we had them at ..Barry no Larry…wait Harry, Harry's house.
I was lucky Charlie never found me there.
The clearing was usually covered in alcohol bottles ,needles and things I don't even want to think about.
It was always the same people which was good, you knew who to get what from.
We were the ones the teachers gave up on ,we didn't do work , didn't turn up to lessons and they'd stopped looking for us when we ditched. Of course they wouldn't admit it .
The party was really going when we got there.
And me and faith were wide awake and looking for a party.
The drugs make feel great , all the pain fades away .
Someone offered us some ecstasy and cigarettes and we both took some.
Everyone at these parties had a deal we all give money to 's the one who organises all this ,and he gets enough drugs alcohol and cigarettes for everyone.
Cool. Huh.
We stayed till it got dark , every colour every sound was enhanced by the drugs , we all were so alert it was amazing.
It was nearing the end now. A lot of people had passed out ,including Faith and I could feel myself slipping away.
Before I knew it I was falling to the ground my vision blurring and fading to black.
AN. Personally I don't think much to this chapter , please tell me what you think.
Next chapter should be up Sunday at the very latest. Could be tomorrow but really aren't feeling to good so maybe not.
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