For the past following week, Sasuke and I skipped school.

I didn't come home to see my mother, I only came home to took some clothes. She was lying on the couch as drunk as fuck. I also have not been meeting Kiba, he tried to ring me up a couple of times but I ignored it. I'm fucking stupid. Really, i am just a fool.

I fell back in love with Sasuke again.

Fuck. I even sort of "moved in". Sasuke's parents died a few years ago. That's when he went astray. Doing drugs, tattoo and shit. He was an entire new person. But who am i to say? A few years later after he done it, aren't i the same state as him now? Doing crack and shit.

"Breakfast's ready." I announced.

We sat, and ate in silence. Should I speak first? Or would i sound too desperate?

Sasuke looked as though he had difficulty eating due to his wounds, though it was a week ago, it still had some impact on him. I got to say, I'm a hell of a fighter. Both of us have gone through fights before, whether it's gang-related or money-related. " Let me help you." As i promised, i would take care of him. Hell, I ain't like him! I don't break promises!

I slowly fed him, and he kept looking at me with such sweet, loving eyes. It's bound to make me go insane eventually. He placed his lips against mine. " I love you, always have. "

I dropped the bowl of noodles. Again, I was shocked. I knew he was a sweet-talker. But it struck like lighting through my body everytime he did. With all the shattered pieces around on the floor, i quickly picked them up. " Don't help me, you'll injure yourself again. It's my fault. I-i'll pick it up myself!" I hurrily picked all the sharp pieces, not caring if they cut me. All i want to do now is run, escape from him.

Because i don't know what to say, do, react.. I'm afraid i might cry again.

I ran to the kitchen, where i felt much safer and comfortable. Did he just say..? No way, that son of a bitch. After leaving me to deal with all this fucking shit, he comes back and tells me he still loves me? Like fucking hell i'd believe him! He pretended to never knew me, like none of ' us ' ever happened. Fucking liar. I'm not going to fall for the same trick twice.

But i have. Who am i kidding? I've always loved him. And i'm still falling for the same trap.

I threw the broken pieces in the rubbish bin, like how my heart was broken in pieces, he knew i was fragile, dropped me and threw me away. Just like that. I hate him.

I bandaged my fingers with plasters. And walked out of the kitchen, " Here, have my noodles."

" No need. You're injured. Is it my turn to take care of you now?" He smirked.

I shook my head and harshly rejected his offer.

I pretended to be okay, but inside I'm dying to cry out. I hated myself each time I forgave him. I kept telling everyone I'm over him, but really, am i?

Suddenly, a loud banging of the door rudely stole me away from my thoughts inside my mind. Because I was in the kitchen, and Sasuke was at the dinner table, it was easier for him to answer the door. I slowly walked out of the kitchen, wondering who might it be? His girlfriend?

Then I heard Kiba and a loud clash of noise. " You bloody fucker! Where's Naruto! What the fucking hell did you do with him!?" I ran, as fast as my legs could carry me. "STOP. STOP YOU ASSHOLE."

I yelled, but Kiba was my bestfriend, why the hell did I just call him an asshole? The anger rose in me, I felt so hot inside as if I was about to explode. Kiba looked at me, let go of Sasuke's collar and rushed towards me, hugging me like he found his long lost son. I finally cooled down, and hugged Kiba as well. I patted his back, " I'm-I'm alright.." It was so embarassing. Because im the one always boasting that I was so fucking over him, and yet, here I am living in his house.

" Why are you here? Are you hurt? Come home with me." Kiba stared right through me.

I slowly shook my head and forced a smile. "No, I'm alright here."

He furiously turned to Sasuke, " What the fuck did you do to him?! You must have kidnapped him and poison him huh!" He tried to strangle Sasuke, but unknowingly, I gave him a hard hit with my knuckles pressing on his cheeks. He fell back onto the ground, totally astonished by what I did. I, myself was shocked.

" Please come home with me. " We were so used for me to sleep over his house, he even told me the house was 'Ours'. He looked at me with the familiar eyes of pain and misery. The ones I had. He grabbed my wrist, and dragged me closer to him. I looked over my shoulders to see Sasuke, just standing there. What a shithead. I cuddled into Kiba's chest, yet still keeping an eye on the duck-butt hair.

Deep in my heart, I just wanted him to show a little more emotion, concern, jealousy and love towards and about me. I shed tears when I was hid between my best friend's arms. When all hope of emotion was lost, something sparked.

I felt such tender hands ruffling through my hair. It slowly made me turn to this person. Sasuke. He grabbed me instead and pushed me into his arms. I was fucking shocked.

I kept quiet, but I was screaming like a hard-core fan girl in my mind.

Kiba was furious, and it seemed like both of them wanted to fight already.

" I love Naruto. You broke his heart, he should stay with me. I'd never do anything to hurt him."

"Tsk, well. I love Naruto as well. And I think he feels the same way about me."

That's it? That was all he was going to say? No apologies, no reason why he left me? No remorse why he hurt me throughout all these years? Damn, I was. So. Fucking. Mad. I could have gone insane.

"Pshhh, -it-all. I don't fucking love you nor your ego. Bitch." I clenched my fists together.

I broke the silence, and started the new 'Awkward' silence.

Kiba was smirking at the back, Sasuke was left between us frozen in the state of shock and loss for words. While I, tried to hold back my love and tears. I felt like I should have taken back my words. I knew I made a hard impact on him. But I don't want to apologize, because I know he deserves nothing better.

"Game is over. Naruto, come with me." Kiba smiled so widely until I could see his fangs. He was happy, so why wasn't i?

"O-ok.." I stretched my hand out to Kiba as he was doing the same. Sasuke violently grabbed my stretched out hand for Kiba and carried me, princess style to the bed room where he quickly locked the door. Kiba banged his door so hard I thought it was going to break apart. He calmly and slowly let me put me on the bed.

"You love me, don't you?" He suddenly asked with such desperation.

He finally swallowed his pride.

I never spoke. Or rather never let any words dying to escape from my lips out.

" I know you love me. I know it." His eyes was searching for an answer in mine.

… "I-…You..If you loved me, you wouldn't have left me because you knew it would kill me."

"I had a reason. I have a reason." His voice was with such firm passion.

I folded my arms, ignoring the loud banging coming from the idiot kicking the doors. He never gives up does he?

" Well, what is it?! If you tell me it's because of someone else, I'll kick you in the crotch and leave."

He looked down and shook his head. "No, it's not that."

He looked up again and looked steadily into my eyes. Before slowly speaking.

"I got involved in some illegal activities, and I owed them a lot of cash. Every day I would fight with them because they would come looking for me and chase me for the money. I knew I would pull you into this situation, so I had to get you to get the fuck out fast. That's the reason before I broke off, I always disappear and you had no way to contact me."

Is he kidding me? I could have helped him.. or not. Besides my mother, I have no one. And hell, like my mother would give me any cash..

"But why did you-"

"Why? Because I knew your mother wasn't giving you enough cash to survive. That's why before I broke off, I made sure you had enough cash, food and clothes."

He was close to tears.

" And then I had to skip town, because of the morons. I couldn't fight everyday. I'm human after all."

And finally one tear leaked out his eye.

"And.. When I came back, you were with that new guy. Kiba. I thought he was your boyfriend. So I never bothered you. It hurts me, to see you with him. I thought you would wait for me. After everything I done."

Kiba broken in, smashing through the door with a chair. Though, it was about time.

No..no..no. I put him in pain and suffering much more than me. And I thought I was the one suffering.. how stupid have I been.

"Silly.." My voice trembled. " How could I love anyone else than you. Kiba's just my best friend."

Shit, fuck me. I totally got lost in sasuke's eyes I had forgotten Kiba was standing there.

He dropped the chair.