A/N: Hello~! So, new chapter (Yay!) Since I know how this ends, it will be updated pretty fast. Also, if there is enough interest I may do a few chapters going back to the beginning and doing it from Feli and Lovi's POV's.

By the way, we are saying that Antonio has his own personal bar in his house. It works for the story. Anyway, enjoy the chapter!

Antonio's POV, Three Days after Lovino's Death….


I slam my head into the bar, while clutching my drink. "I loved him so much!" I slur out. I feel a hand rub my back as I felt the sobs wrack through my body.

"I know, mon ami." Francis said.

"Ja," Gilbert pipes in. "And I like beer as much as the next guy, but you shouldn't be drinking like this, Toni."

"I'm fiiiiiiine, Gilbert."

"Antonio, you've been drinking non-stop since you got back from the hospital."

"Your point is…?"

"Even for a Nation, that isn't good for you." Gilbert has a look of concern in his face.

Eventually, Gilbert pulls me off of my bar stool. "Nooooooooo!" I yell lamely, trying to get back to the alcoholic beverage. "Francis, help meeeeeeee!"

Francis shakes his head. "I'm sorry, mon ami. But this is what's good for you.

As the two of them drag me down the hallway, I notice a figure following us closely. "L-Lovi? Lovi! I knew it! I knew you weren't dead! Gil! Francis! It's Lovi! Can't you see him behind us?"

Both of them stop and look behind us. However, neither could see him. I shake my head in disbelief. "You guys can't see him…?" They continue to drag me to my bedroom, mumbling about too many drinks and about locking up my booze.


Three Days Later

After the incident where I thought I had seen Lovi, Gilbert and Francis barely let me out of their sight. Probably worried I would do something stupid.

Maybe I wanted to. Maybe I didn't. Who knows what could happen?

However, Gil and Franny often slept in rooms just down the hall, but not in the actual room. I had discovered this a while ago, so I started sneaking things in there. Alcohol, stuff like that.

At one point, I even brought in a knife. I don't really know why, but it caught my attention. So I grabbed it.

And, when I spot it next to my last bottle of wine (it's all I could access), I grab it, examining the blade.

My body moves on its own as I place it next to my wrist. What are you doing, Antonio? I hear my conscience speak to me.

A tear slides down my cheek. "I'm going with him. I going to join him." Just before I move the blade, a cold hand stops me.

I follow it up, noticing the dried blood on the wrists. I see the blood on the worn shirt. I bring myself to look into the face of Lovi. His face is pale, with a trail of blood leading down from his lip. He shakes his head. "No, Antonio. Don't do that. Please."

I shake my head, tears slipping from my eyes finally. "I'm sorry, Lovi! I'm so so sorry! I didn't mean any of those things I said! I love you so much, that I can't live without you!"

"I know." He takes the knife from my hand and throws it down on the ground with a loud clang. "And I forgive you. I understand now that it was just a fucking slip of the tongue, and you didn't mean it. But just hang, please. For me."

I grab his hands. "Why! Why would you do this, Lovi! Why would you leave me alone!"

He pulls his hands from mine slowly. "I'm sorry, Antonio." Just then the door opens and Gilbert and Francis enter the room. They see the knife and the wine bottle, and immediately move towards me. Lovi smiles one of his rare smiles, but it looks so damn sad. "And you aren't alone. You have your idiot friends with you still and they care about you just as much as me." He leaves through the open door.

"Lovi! Wait! Lovi! ¡No vayas! Por favor! No me dejes otra vez! No puedo vivir sin ti mi tomate, mi amor! Por favor! LOVINO!" I scream after him.


One Month later, Lovino's Funeral

Francis and Gilbert didn't let me be alone at all since I saw Lovi last.

And then, the day of Lovi's funeral arrived. I don't think I'm ready for it. I'm not ready to see my tomato placed six feet under.

But, Franny and Gil insist, saying that it would help ease the pain. I just don't see how.


Pretty much every nation is here. Lovi would be amazed to see how many people had come to see him off. He thought everyone hated him.

It's a closed casket ceremony; Feliciano didn't want anyone to see his brother with tattered wrists. I'm almost glad; I don't think I could see him like that. Not again.

Through the whole ceremony, I sat there dazed. I couldn't fathom going through life without my little Lovi. I could pass on the personification of Spain to someone else. I can't handle not having my tomato anymore.

Feliciano stands up by the podium, ready to give his final words to his brother. He had obviously been crying a lot, judging by his red eyes and nose, along with how his curl looked, being all…un..normal and disfigured. He clears his throat, trying to probably will away his tears. "Thank you all for coming out here today. I think if Fratello was here to see how many people were here at his funeral, he would be shocked…" Feliciano kept talking, but I lost train of thought. Did the casket…move?!

Feliciano then moves to open the lid of the casket. The second he does, he moves aside to let us see his brother's body. I thought he wanted it to be closed the whole time?

Soon, however everyone gasps when Lovi sits up. "Thank you, fratello, for finally opening that thing. I thought I was going to suffocate." My jaw drops. I'm in shock as Lovi walks up to the podium, fixing his tie. He clears his throat and laughs nervously. "Now before you guys panic and start calling me a zombie, a yes, I'm looking at you, America, let me explain this."


Translation: Lovi! ¡No vayas! Por favor! No me dejes otra vez! No puedo vivir sin ti mi tomate, mi amor! Por favor! LOVINO!- Lovi! Don't go! Please! Don't leave me again! I can't live without you my tomato, my love! Please! LOVINO!


A/N: Yeah. Angsty-ness in the beginning. Everything will make sense in the next chapter! And I have decided, whilst writing this, that Feli and Lovi will get their own chapters in this story to see exactly what happened and how they react to it all.

So, leave a review, telling me what you guys thought, please! Chapter three is on its way~!