Warning: Sexual content, Drug use, swearing, yaoi ( boy on boy relationships), and some disturbing subjects (which I can't reveal cause that would be dumb). This also contains OC's so if you don't like it, then you might want to vacate this area. This is NaruSasu meaning: Sasuke is bottom.
P.S. some characters will be OOC you WILL notice which ones, don't kill me that's just how their characters are in the story.
AU
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or any of the characters O.o
A.N: Thoughts or flashbacks/ dream sequences are in Italics or if there's an emphasis on words and these: -- mean there's a time line. Oh and since it's AU there's no Kyubbi, Sasuke's family is alive and well. Also there's no Itachi in this story.
Chapter 2
Saniiro wrapped his arms around Sasori as he pushed him up against the lockers. "You know we would make the perfect Degrassi couple?" he said, giving him a peck on the lips. "You're the dark bad boy with a troubled past, while I'm the teen who can't keep an actual boyfriend for more than five days without him getting into my pants. Not to mention you were my first," he teased.
"Mmm yes," Sasori said as he bit the shorter teens lower lip. "I vaguely remember you being the trembling little one, saying that you should've gotten drunk so you didn't remember that it hurt so damn much." He pulled away from and looked him in the eyes. "So you coming on Friday?"
Saniiro sighed and put on a fake smile, of course that was why he was here. "I can't I have other plans," he lied.
Truth was he was tired of it, tired of people always wanting him for sex. Ever since he let Sasori fuck him two years ago people suddenly just came up to him as if he was a free invitation for a good fuck. He would never admit it to anyone, but he regretted it. Was it too hard to ask from someone, to be able to just get to know him first?
Honestly people looked at him as if 'sex' were printed on his forehead. Everytime someone asked him to hang out he always had to do something sexual in one way or another, his body was treated like a tissue, people would use him and get rid of him. When he was younger he thought it was cool that so many people wanted him, but now as he got older, he saw what a curse it was. He couldn't stop though, he was in too deep. If people stopped talking to him he didn't know what he'd do.
As if sensing his lie Sasori snorted. "Is it that hard to give a couple of hours of your ass to a few willing guys?"
"Yes it is okay? I just have plans," Saniiro stated. He looked at Sasori cautiously and pursed his lips together, he found it hard to read the expression on his face sometimes, so he never knew if he was pissed or not. "I'm sorry," he said automatically.
Sasori loosened his grip on Saniiro and gave an odd smile. "No need to be sorry, I've got a back up plan anyway. I've been wondering what it'd be like to fuck your brother anyway, virgins have always been sort of fun to demoralize," he said, smirking at Saniiro's baffled reaction.
"Don't touch my brother," Saniiro warned. He may have had his differences ... well bigdifferences with Sasuke, to put it simply, he ruined his friendship with him. He'd done to many things, unforgivable things, to him to mend their broken friendship. But he'd be damned if he was going to let his brother end up like him. He was stuck in a web of debauchery that he had spun himself, and he was not going to let his own brother end up the same way he did. No matter what kind of relationship they had. Demoralize? Demoralize his ass, no one was doing that to his own brother as long as he was around.
"Oh but your brother wants me so badly," Sasori teased. He chuckled a bit then continued, "He's been begging for a fuck since the eighth grade, I remember when I told him to tell you about the party, uke was pissed."
Saniiro felt himself get angry. No one was allowed to make a mockery of his brother, except him. "He's had feelings for you since middle school and now you start to take an interest in him? And his name is Sasuke asshole."
Sasori stared at him for a while, he'd never heard so much spite come from the Saniiro's mouth, at least not directed toward him. After much deliberation he decided to let the comment pass. "The boys always sort of interested me. He's got the kind innocent of beauty that makes you want to just rid him of his innocence, violently."
"If he's always interested you, why the fuck did you sleep with me? Especially when you ignored him for so long," Saniiro snapped. "You don't just do that to a person who's had feelings for you for years, he was depressed for so long and you didn't even give a fuck."
Sasori grabbed hold of Saniiro's arm and clenched it tightly, making him wince. "Please don't make an ass out of yourself. You know how much of a hypocrite you sound like? Who's the one who approached me at the party, the one who asked me to go into the room with him? The one who said he wanted me to be his first? If you're trying to act like the innocent virgin I'd give it a rest." He let go of his arm.
Saniiro sighed. "You're not touching him," he challenged. "If you break his heart, I'll hurt you Sasori," he said in a serious tone.
Sasori placed his lips on the younger boys neck and caressed him. "Saniiro stop trying to be nobel and just make out with me already," he said as he laid kisses on the boys neck.
"O-Okay," Saniiro mumbled as Sasori lathered kisses over him.
Sasuke made his way down the hallway of his school and into his third period class, English. Thoughts of Saniiro's conversation with Sasori were still wrapped around his mind. It thrilled him to think that his crush since middle school wanted to take advantage of him. He would totally let him take advantage of him, even though technically it wouldn't be being taken advantage of if he wanted it.
They hadn't been aware of his presence but he had heard a bulk of the conversation they were having. It humored him that Saniiro was trying to act like he actually cared about him. As if he had a say in who he was allowed to screw. Hell he probably wanted Sasori to do him so that he could tarnish his reputation at school, it wouldn't work though, everyone knew who the whore in the family was and certainly wasn't Sasuke.
Just thinking that after waiting for five years of his dispirited existence for his unrequited love to return his feelings it was finally happening! Even though he probably only wanted him for his body, he was fine, it was much better than being lonely. He was well acquainted with the feeling.
He wasn't just happy, he was brainsick with love. And he couldn't wait to tell Sasori that he would willingly accept the offer to be bedded by him, in private of course, because he didn't want to look like a naive middle school idiot in front of the entire student body.
His friends would probably think he were insane. After years of preaching to them that they should wait to have sex with someone they love, and even so at least wait five years, he'd definitely be deemed the hypocrite of the group. And the first to lose his virginity. He didn't care though, because he did love Sasori, and he had waited five years for this and he wasn't going to pass. Gosh he was such a fucking hypocrite.
He shook himself from his thoughts as he walked into his English class, taking a seat next to his friend, Shino.
Shino was the quiet one out of his group of friends, he never went to parties, he hardly ever dated around, and was sometimes astoundingly rude. Sasuke favored him the most out of his friends. He never felt the need to to have to impress him, they could sit in a room staring at the ceiling for hours, not say a word, and still have a perfect understanding of each other. One thing in particular that he liked about him though, was that he always stood up for him whenever him and Saniiro got into their little tête à tête's, while his other friends would either cower in his presence or walk away as if nothing happened.
Like one particular moment in the tenth grade. He and Saniiro had gotten into a fight, they were both finalists in an art contest and had butted heads the entire week. Sasuke did art because he wanted to take it up one day, Saniiro had done it because he didn't want Sasuke to win.
Needless to say Sasuke won and Saniiro wasn't happy with this one bit, so he had taken it upon himself to dump bright yellow paint on him after the contest, in front of the entire school no less. Embarrassed wouldn't be the right word to describe the experience, in fact embarrassed wouldn't even cover it. As hard as he tried not look like it, it really did hurt him. Those were one of many moments he wished he had telekinetic powers, like Carrie.
While half the student body laughed, and the other half just stood there speechless, Shino ad promptly poured his drink on Saniiro and punched him square in the face. He'd garnered a lot of respect from him, and Sasuke was proud to say he was his friend.
"Hey Shino," Sasuke said as he put his textbook onto his desk. "What's up?"
Shino turned his attention towards his best friend and shrugged non chalantly. "Nothing ... there's gonna be a new student in our class," he said in monotone. He bit at his nails when Sasuke gave him a annoyed look."I don't know, I didn't have anything better to say," he said, as if knowing what Sasuke was saying in his mind. "What's new with you?"
Sasuke skimmed through his textbook as the bell rang, bustling students and meaningless gossip soon filled his ears. "Not to sound like a giddy fifteen year old girl, but I heard Sasori talking to my brother about how he wanted to fuck me," he said trying his hardest to sound casual, suppressing a grin.
"Ugh you're still infatuated over that loser? He's a jerk, trust me on this one you wouldn't want to be involved with someone like him anyway. You happen to be a good person, he happens to be a law breaking, drug using, nympho," Shino said.
Sasuke frowned. "Che." For a split second him and his excitement had forgotten about Shino's oh so obvious dislike for his long time crush, he never knew why but his friend was constantly trying to sheild him away from him. "I don't know why you hate him." He looked at his textbook as the teacher started his lesson.
"I don't hate him, I just happen to be your friend, and I don't want you associated with that," Shino whispered.
Sasuke's head snapped up when he heard a door close. And there he was, uniform pressed, hair spiked, he was a god. A blond casanova, golden tanned skin, full blue eyes that sparkled like sapphires. The epitome of the perfect blond god. He looked so ... foreign. Hardly ever in Sasuke's years had he seen or met anyone that looked quite like him. Blond hair wasn't common in his school, and the very few he had met didn't compare to him.
Sasuke couldn't help but wide his eyes as he stared at the blond. His pacific looks and chiseled attributes were enough to make him melt into a puddle of giggling goo, as corny as it sounded. He sighed, perfectly content in his seat as he stared at the foreigner. "Fuck Sasori," he whispered in a sigh. Oh how badly he wanted to rip off his clothes, jump him, and just let him have him.
He watched with infuation as Naruto made his way to the teacher, the scene in fron of him forming in slow motion. Almost like in the movies. Even the words coming out of the blonds soft lips, seemed like a
He watched as the teacher took hold a of a paper the blond boy gave him. "Uzumaki Naruto?" he heard him say.
"Yeah I'm a new student here," Naruto said.
'Uzumaki Naruto, remember that name, remember that name Sasuke!'
Sasuke's eyes shifted towards the empty seat next to him and he instantly felt excited, he was probably going to sit next to him! Luck was infinitely on his side today. His eyes gazed at Naruto once more, there was something about him, he couldn't tell, but he just felt .. something. Damn the boy had a presence.
The blond's head slowly turned and looked at Sasuke who was staring at him and grinned at him. Sasuke quickly put his head down. That grin, that girn, it made him melt inside. Such a warm feeling it gave him to see that pure, warm hearted smile. Why couldn't everyone else smile like that? 'He's so hott,' Sasuke thought. Wow that Naruto guy, he made him act so weird.
"You can sit by Uchiha Sasuke, Sasuke raise your hand," the teacher said. He pointed to the raven who was slowly raising his hand. "Right there."
"Shino he's sitting by me," Sasuke whispered nervously to his friend, who looked apologetically at him. He felt the heat rise to his cheeks as he heard Naruto sit in the seat next to him. Oh god he wanted to die, out of all the moments he had to be as red as a tomato it had to be now! No one had ever made him blush like that before.
Naruto coughed and tapped Sasuke on the shoulder, but to no avail got him to look at him. "Hey I'm Naruto, what's up?" he asked in a friendly tone. He waited for thirty seconds till he found out he wasn't getting an answer, this made him frown. 'Jeez he must hate me.'
(A.N. Keep in mind Naruto doesn't know about the twin factor yet. So "Sasuke" isn't Sasuke.)
Naruto sat in his seat in silence. He was in Algebra II and had never seen a class this crazy, papers were flying everywhere, couples were making out, and the gossiping wouldn't cease.
This mostly due to the fact though that his teacher, Umino Iruka was a push over. There wasn't much explanation needed for the guy, he was timid and blushed all the time. He was probably gay too.
"Class ... Class, you guys need to pay attention," an exasperated Iruka said, trying to raise his voice over the noise. "Okay all the people who want to fail keep doing what you're doing." This made no change to the classes behavior and Iruka sighed.
Naruto looked at him apologetically. He probably would've been doing the same thing they were doing a year ago, but he needed to buckle down this year. After failing his junior year of high school because he was in jail half the year, he wasn't about to screw up again. Especially if he wanted to get into a decent college. Working at a fast food restaurant at forty wasn't going to cut it for him.
Middle school hadn't been the best years for him. He was a loser, to put it bluntly. No one wanted to talk to him, hardly anyone ever gave him a second glance, because he was poor everybody hated him.
It wasn't his fault, his family had a good amount of income when he was a kid, but when he was ten his father died of an overdose. His mother hadn't gotten much money from his will and had to spend it all on the apartments rent for that month. She tried to pull it together from for the two of them, but they lived in a expensive country so rent costed more than she got paid per month.
So they had to move in an old friends house till they got the money they needed. It was a ratty, small enough to make you claustrophobic, and had roaches everywhere. Not to mention her old friend happened to be a bitch who hit him constantly, her belief was that as long as they were staying in her house, she was the official gaurdian and handed out punishments that she felt were suitable for him. His mom was no longer his mom, she was. He never got how they became friends.
The middle school he went to didn't help his situation, with not even a friend to talk to he felt like he was always stuck in that place. That is until Deidara came along. He was a few years older than him and his family was rich. It wasn't that hard to convince Naruto to become his friend.
The first few months were awesome for him. His new found friend always hung out with him, treated him to ramen, and always gave him an excuse not to come home to that decrepit "mom" of his. He could always come to him if he'd gotten into to one of his little spats with his guardian, he was his outlet, his haven. Deidara was the best thing to happen to him in years, that's what he thought anyway.
One day his so called friend invited him to a party. It wasn't a party, in fact when he got to the location he found out it was a warehouse, he thought his friend had played a joke on him. But when he went inside the warehouse, there he was sitting at a table with a bag of cocaine in front of him, sniffing at the white substance. "Naruto there you are, cmon join us," he said. Deidara was the only friend he had, he wasn't going to screw that up. So he did it.
After a while it became regular routine for him. Skip school, go to Deidara's, and get high. His grades suffered but he always just barely passed. His home was visited by him maybe once a month, most of the time he just crashed at his friends. By the time he was a junior in hih school cocaine had become a part of his life, but he didn't ust stop there, there was also heroine, pot, and morphine.
He was stuck, but he didn't care. He never cared until one day, he was at his usual spot in the warehouse snorting a line a cocaine. As wave of warmth washed over him, he could see blue and red lights. Before he knew it he was hand cuffed and in the back of a police car.
Turns out Deidara had been part of a gang that had been trafficking drugs, even to other countries. And they suspected himof being affiliated with it, at that point he knew he was screwed.
Deidara had gotten off with a slap on the wrist, but he didn't have rich parents so he was thoroughly fucked. His mother couldn't afford bail so he had to stay there till his court date came. He saw his supposed friend leaving the cell one night, and it had been the last time he'd seen him.
Eventually he'd gotten six months in prison and five years of probation, six fucking months and he was a freaking minor. He was pissed, unfortunately for him he couldn't change the circumstances.
Over the time period of six months his mother had scrounged up enough money to pack up and leave her friends house. So once he could leave they were set. He was changing for sure, no way in hell was he going back to the ugly florescent lighting, cramped cells, stabbings, and horribly crappy food of prison. Especially since most of the men were five tons bigger than him. He was a changed man.
But he wasn't going to start thinking about that again, he just needed to live in the moment. One thing he couldn't stop worrying about though, was Uchiha Sasuke. Already only at the school for a few hours and someone hated him, and that someone was cute! How could he hate him? It was one thing for someone to hate him, but for someone he liked to hate him was too much.
Naruto shook his head in frustration as his mind wondered on with thoughts. There he went already proclaiming his feelings for him, and he hadn't said one word to him. He couldn't be falling for him already, that would be weird. He snapped out of his thoughts when he heard a door creek open.
There he was, Sasuke. And he was talking to some random guy in the door way. "I'll meet you tonight at ten, you better bring your friends. It's boring when it's just two people," Naruto heard him say.
'Wow I didn't strike him as that type of person.'Naruto blinked, surprised at what he was hearing. Sasuke certainly seem like the type to be sleeping around, he didn't even seem like the type to want to date anyone.
"Mr. Uchiha you're fifteen minutes late, you need to go get a pass," Mr. Umino said.
Sasuke walked up to Mr. Umino and faced him up close and personal. "Sir what am I getting in your class?"
Mr. Umino's eyebrows furrowed. "An A bu-"
"Then please, don't bitch," Sasuke cut in rudely. He walked up to a seat next to a friend and sat down. "Who's the new kid?"
Naruto flinched, taken aback by the question. He'd already told him his name, so why was he acting like he didn't know crap? "Uzumaki Naruto," the friend said flatly. "He's just some blond kid, he's kind of cute actually."
"Eh I'm not gonna bother, new students are toubelsome," he heard Sasuke say.
Naruto gulped. He'd only been at the school for three hours and he felt like crap. What was his beef with new students anyway? It was probably because he was blond ... bastard. He sort of got the feeling that it wasn't Sasuke, but he was probably being delusional.
(A.N. Tis the real Sasuke now.)
The rest of the day for Sasuke went by relatively crappy to say the least. How he regretted the way he always handled things when he got nervous, especially around guys. After playing the mute in class Naruto probably thought he hated him. Stupid move, stupid move on his part. He hated how he always ended up acting like an ass in front of the guys he liked, he couldn't control it, it was a natural reaction, like blinking when someone pretends to hit your face.
Fixing it wasn't an option though, or was it? How was he supposed to face him after what happened? He was lucky enough for Naruto not to see him bright red, but if he was pretty sure if he faced him again he'd be bright red once more. These were the times he especially hated being pale.
These thoughts teased him as he walked down the schools cafe to get his lunch. As he walked, passing rows of tables on his way he saw a head of blond hair, sitting on a table alone. Sasuke halted and examined the situation before him. Should he go over there and talk to him? Surely he'd get nervous and end up acting like an ass again. But why shouldn't he go over there? It could very well be high point in his year, or a low point. Damn it! Thinking things out was so troublesome at times, maybe that's what made him so negative.
'Screw it,'he thought. He turned around and made his way to densely populated area of a table, he paused in front of the table and felt the heat rise to his cheeks as Naruto slowly lifted his head to look at him. 'You've gone too far Sasuke, you can't stop here,' he reassured himself. "Hey," he said, taking a seat before his fellow crush.
"Hey," Naruto said cautiously.
The two stood there neither one aware of the others woes. Sasuke felt like he was going to explode, sitting in front of the person he'd said approximately one word to the entire day, looking like a fool. While Naruto was fully convinced Sasuke had gone insane, acting like an ass one minute then a mute the other. Oh the troubles of having a twin.
"You look constipated," Naruto blurted stating the obvious.
Sasuke gave a one sided smile, trying not to get embarrassed by the situation. "Well I came here because every time I watch those coming of age films the new student is always ignored, and therefore feels like a loser. I didn't want you to feel like a loser," he stated casually.
"Oh I don't talk to people a lot anyway it's fine," Naruto lied.
Sasuke gave a perplexed look. "Really, I'd figure people would talk to you I mean you seem like the type to be talkative, in fact probably the annoying type."
Naruto's eyes widened. "I'm not annoying, in fact I don't even talk a lot," he lied. "Jeez you're so egotistical."
"Egotistical is an exaggerated sense of self importance, I'm being an ass not egotistical," Sasuke explained. He inwardly enjoyed making Naruto embarrassed. It sure as hell helped him not to blush, and Naruto looked kind of cute when he was angry.
"Oh."
Sasuke raised his eyebrow and silently questioned the blond. Was he really that stupid? "You're an idiot," he said in a rude manner. He felt himself relax and smiled inside, he wasn't nervous anymore. Thank god, but now he felt bad, fuck. "Sorry I act like an ass when I'm nervous."
"Why would you be nervous?"
Sasuke felt the heat rise to his cheeks once more. Shit he probably shouldn't have said nervous. "New students are intimidating you don't know what their like and you know, you're not exactly bad to look at, and usually those ones are the assholes," he lied.
"You think I'm good looking?" Naruto asked, smiling.
"Yeah, I gues," Sasuke said acting uninterested.
Naruto smiled again. "You know Uchiha, you're not as much of an ass I thought you were. I mean in Algebra II you were like, rude."
Sasuke gave a perplexed look. "I have Algebra II next period."
"But you were there," Naruto started, " Your face, your body, everything. I think I would know if it was you or not."
The raven thought about this for a second. 'Saniiro ... Damn it! Wait ... this is good. Naruto thinks he's an ass, he couldn't possibly like him. No way, no how am I letting him get to my crush this time.'This time karma was going to be in his favor. Saniiro could fuck anyone he wanted Sasori, whoever, but he was not getting to Naruto. "Well that's actually my twin brother, but you don't need to talk about it he's not important right now," he said quickly.
Naruto's eyes widened for the second time. He had a twin? When did this happen? Why was the world so intent on confusing him! "Oh ... um ok," he said, doing as Sasuke asked.
Sasuke softened his expression. "So hows your first day been so far?" he asked nicely.
Naruto smiled for the fourth time that day. There was something about this kid, he really liked him. "It's been okay, you know you're the first person to ask me that, in fact you're the first person to talk to me all day." He looked around for a bit, trying to find something to say. He was really hoping this guy was for real. "So, are we friends?"
Sasuke smiled back at him uncharacteristically. "Of course, we are." He was planning on being friends with him alright. But this guy, he wasn't going to let him slip away, there was something about him, he wasn't going to be a mute this time, he wasn't planning on losing him to anyone else.
A.N. Hey! Well not much to say for the chapter but I guess I'll explain a few things. I hope you liked it.
If some of you are confused as to why Sasuke seemed to get over his feelings for Sasori so quickly I have one explanation: He's a teenager, enough said. Admit all of us who are and who have been teenagers have claimed to be in love with someone, and then the next we see a totally hott person and were like " ... Sqeaaaauuuulllllll! ... Screw that other guy." Here's a hint though, his feelings for Sasori might not be 100 percent gone. This would be the part where I wink twice.
Sorry for all the authors notes, I didn't want you to be confused or anything. Dealing with twins is damn hard.
The chapter for "Can you love yourself?" will be up a week or so from now. I lost total track of time so that's why it was late. I looked at my profile and it said I hadn't updated in over a month! I was like: " ... WHAT!" Sorry to my "Twisted" fans for once again being late with updating. Writers block is a bitch, especially when you have to write a billion essay's. Summer is coming soon though, so when it does updates will be a lot faster!
Thank you to all the people who've reviewed and put me on alerts, I appreciate it. Well please review, I really appreciate them. They boost my confidence and keep me driven.
That's all, thanks for reading.
