CHAPER 2
I couldn't stand not knowing if I really could be pregnant or not so I came up with a plan. I was in my truck driving to the drug store. I was so scared to find out if I was pregnant. Would I be happy or would I be sad? What would Edward think? Would he think that I cheated on him? Or what if I wasn't would I feel happy or disappointed? I couldn't stand all the questions running through my head I just had to find out and before I went crazy.
I pulled into the drug stores parking lot and parked. I just stat in my truck for a few seconds before I could get the guts to get out and find some of the answers to my many questions.
I finally got out and walked into the store. I found the lane I was looking for right away and started looking for the best brand I could find. I finally found one and grab about ten of them.
I paid for them then left the store and got into my truck. I started my long journey home, well really it was only a few minuets but it felt like in eternity.
I got home and rushed into the house and into the only bathroom.
I toke the first test out of the bag and then out of the box. I read what it said but it was hard because my hands were shaking so violently I had to finally put it on the sink to read it.
I did the test and stat on the edge of the tub to wait. When it was finally time to look I toke a deep breath and got up and walked to the sink. I looked. It was positive. I just stared at it for a good ten minuets not comprehending it.
When I finally saw it for the first real time I couldn't believe it. I quickly got out another one and did the same thing.
When it was time to look I did and it said the same as the first positive.
I did it again and when it said the same thing I did it with all of the ones I got. They all said the same thing.
I was terrified. I didn't know what to do. Should I call Alice? Should I call Edward? No I wouldn't call Edward. I couldn't call Edward. But maybe I should call Alice….
The ring of the telephone interrupted my thoughts I rushed as fast as I could with out falling to answer the phone.
"Bella" I heard a much exited Alice on the other side of the phone.
"Hey Alice." I really hoped she wasn't calling to go shopping or something.
"Bella o my gosh Bella I can't believe this." Alice squealed in my ear.
"Cant believe what Alice?" I wish she would just hurry up and say it so I could go and think about what to do about the baby.
"About the baby what else. I can't believe Edward got you pregnant. This is so existing Esme will be so happy. What do you think it will be Bella? A boy or a girl? I hope it's a girl because they are so much more fun to dress up. What do you think Edward will think?"
Alice knew of course she knew she would have seen it. I should have known this. I did know this I was just so busy to remember.
"Bella…Bella…BELLA" Alice shouted into my ear
"Umm…sorry what was that Alice?" I was so wrapped up in my thoughts I forgot about Alice.
"I said what do you want it to be?" she said in an annoyed voice.
"I don't know Alice. I guess I just want it to be happy and healthy."
"Yeah I know but deep down you know you want it to be a boy or a girl."
"Um...Alice I'm kinda tired I think I'm going to take a nape ok?"
"Fine" snapped Alice. "Ill call you later."
"Bye" I hung up the phone and went back up to the bathroom and throw all of the tests away and covered them up with paper.
I went to my room and just laid down on my bed debating whether or not to call Edward.
After about 20 minutes of self debating I decided to call him.
I when down stairs and dialed his cell number.
He answered on the fist ring.
"Hello?" his perfect voice sounded through the phone speaker
"Edward I'm sorry to bug you wail you're hunting its just…."
"It ok Bella what's wrong?" he sounded anxious.
"Well nothings wrong exactly….I just really need to talk to you."
"About what Bella?" he was still anxious.
"Um….." I didn't know what to say.
"Bella please what is it?"
"Can you come home? I need to say this to your face to face Edward and it can't wait." I whisper. I had started to cry. I was scared about telling Edward. I didn't know if I could. But I couldn't back out now.
"Yes Bella I'm on my way.'
He hung up the phone and so did I.
I went to the couch and lay down.
