Omg..I can't believe I'm updating again..srry I haven't updated my other stories yet..tht's next.
So just so you know Pony is already at the hospital and Darry and Soda and the gang are waiting for news while this is taking place.
:I don't own the outsiders sadly but I do own Brittany...yay
Secrets
Brittany's POV
I can't believe it..I really can't. I'm pregnant! I haven't told anyone not even my boyfriend about it but I decided since today was our year and a half anniversary of being together that I will. I wonder how'll he'll react. God I love him..I really do. He's the best and my parents love him.
He hasn't told his brother's yet even though I wish he would. See my boyfriend, Ponyboy Curtis lives with his older brothers Darry and Soda. His parent passed away in a car accident. He's been good but then a little less than a year ago his best friend Johnny..who was the only one that knew about us besides my parents and his other friend Dallas Winston passed away. It was really hard on Pony. But I was with him the entire time and he's better.
I know Pony loves me..I can tell and that's why I understand why he hasn't told his brothers. He said that Soda's girlfriend left him. He said Soda took it real hard cause he was planning on marrying her. He said he didn't want to talk about love and girlfriends right then and since then he said he doesn't want to make a big deal about it. But I know that when I tell him he's having a baby with me he'll have to tell Soda and Darry.
I've seen them before Soda is very joyful and his eyes are always twinkling just like Pony's and he has the same smile that just melts your heart. Darry has eyes unlike both of his brothers there cold but not mean but he has a smile that make you smile back.
Its 3:00 Pony should be home by now. He's usually by himself so I always go over at this time. I went down stairs and both my parents were sitting on the couch with a sad expression. I didn't know why but I had a bad feeling. But I pushed it aside I wanted to talk to Pony.
"Mom..Dad I'm going to Pony's house okay?"
"Honey..come here we need to talk." my mom's voice cracked a little now I was really worried but I went over to her and sat down. Now it was my dad's turn to talk.
"Baby, we were watching the news...Pony was stabbed by a soc," see I'm in between. I'm not as rich as most socs but I ain't poor like greasers so I got along with everyone.
"He's in the hospital baby but I don't know how he's doing. They haven't said anything yet."
I had tear sin my eyes now. I think it was time I told them bout me being pregnant and that I needed him to be okay. I couldn't lose him..I just couldn't.
"No, he..he has to be okay, please I can't lose him." I was freely crying now and my mom and dad were hugging me.
"I know baby but things work out how they are supposed to. But Pony's a good kid and strong he'll be okay sweetie." my dad really liked Pony..he said he was like a son to him.
"Mom, dad I..I'm pregnant..Pony's the dad I can't lose him..I just can't I can't raise our baby alone."
Both my parents starred at me with wide eyes but they didn't look mad..it was weird I thought they would be furious.
"Well I don't agree with you being pregnant young lady but because you are I guess I'm glad its with Pony." wow my mom must like him more than I thought.
"Can..can you bring me to the hospital..just drop me off please."
"Of course baby..lets go."
so me and my parents made the journey over to the hospital. I told them to pick me up at 5 and they agreed and I walked into the hospital. I walked up to the front desk and a cheerful nurse looked at me.
"May I help you?"
"Yes..I'm looking..I'm looking for my boyfriend. Ponyboy Curtis."
"Okay one moment." She started typing on her computer before she looked at me.
"Well he's in surgery right now but you can join his brothers and friends in the waiting room. Come on honey I'll show you."
"Thank you ma'am."
"No problem sweetie, such a shame what the world's come to."
"Yeah I agree."
After a few moments I asked, "um..are the waiting rooms private?"
She looked at me for a few moments before answering. "Well usually no, however tonight only 4 surgeries are taking place so yes it'll be private."
I nodded I was hoping it wasn't gonna be because then I wouldn't have to tell I was Pony's girlfriend. I knew he was a little embarrassed. He said he was always picked on for never going out and that he would probably be picked on FOR going out. Finally the nurse stopped in front of a door she smiled and opened the door.
Soda's POV
I can't believe this is happening. It's always Pony though he never deserves it. Damn socs are so freaking stupid. I'm gonna kick their a$$ for hurting Pony. My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of the door opening. We all stood expecting it to be a nurse or doctor coming to tell us bout Pony.
When the door opened a nurse smiled before stepping to the side allowing a very cute girl to come in. She had mascara running down her face. She must've been crying. She was thin with long hair with blonde highlights. If she didn't look so young I probably would've hit on her..but never in this place.
The nurse nodded to the girl who smiled slightly before closing the door. We were all still standing because we were told it would be a private waiting room.
We waited and she stood uncomfortable before she finally took a big breathe and started talking.
Brittany's POV
I never thought it would be this hard. But I knew it was now or never so I took a big breathe and wiped my mascara a little.
"Um..Hi Soda, Darry, Steve and Two-Bit." it was a little weird that I knew their names because they had no idea who I was. But I've seen Soda and Darry and Pony's talked so much about his 'gang' that I knew who was who. I looked at everyone and they all had wide, freaked out eyes.
Soda finally talked. "Um..how do you know us?"
"Well..you see..I...we..Ulm."
"Spit it out girl." it was Steve Pony always said he was rude but I didn't think that bad. My mouth flew open and I glared at him.
"Don't talk to me that way!"
"Steve you shouldn't talk to a girl that way." Sweet Soda I knew why Pony always talked so much of him.
"Go on we're listening." damn that smile.
"I'm Pony's girlfriend."
It was silent as I suspected but finally Darry talked which was surprising.
"I'm sorry but Pony never mentioned you. and he's only mentioned that he liked Cherry val-"
"Oh Cherry's a good friend, actually she set me and Pony up." (A/N I'm gonna have Pony and Cherry know each other before Johnny kills bob so bare with me plz)
"Well why wouldn't Pony mention you?" Soda asked looking at me.
"He said he was embarrassed and that you guys always picked on him for not having one so he didn't want to make a big deal bout having one. Then with everything with Johnny and Dally..then you and Sandy he just didn't fell up to it I guess."
That got their attention because they all opened their eyes wider.
"H-how do you bout Johnny and Dally?"
"Oh well Johnny actually knew bout me and Pony but Pony just talks about everyone so I knew bout Dally."
Soda sifted a little before making eye contact with me.
"You really are his girlfriend aren't you?"
"Yeah, I'm sorry I told him he should tell you. I mean my parent love him and-"
"Wait your parents know him?" Darry had stepped closer so unintentionally I stepped back
"Umm yeah he over for supper every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday."
"So that's where he's been."
"Yeah."
For the first time Two-Bit spoke. "How long you guys been going?"
"Well actually today is and year and a half exactly. I was coming to tell Pony really important," I smiled a little but then stopped. ", but then my parents saw the news and here I am."
"If you don't mind me asking what were you telling Pony?"
I bit my lip. I knew they would find out but I wanted Pony to know first but with everything happening I guess I have to.
"I- I 'm pregnant."
There was gasp and then the door opened and a doctor came in.
So it wasn't so bad was it?..I hope not and I would luv to thank all of u 4 reviews
