I didn't say anything, I didn't want to say anything. Like how can you respond to a question like that after you just had an extremely awkward moment with the person you secretly love.

Mario knocked again and apologised for making me feel uncomfortable but why is he apologizing to me when I'm the one who was staring at his abs. I'm just hoping that when I walk out that he isn't shirtless but at the same time I want him to be.

I open the door and standing right there is Mario still shirtless. I looked at him and saw a single sweat drop roll down his neck and down the middle of his abs.

My heart wanted me to continue to pan my eyes down but my bbrain said not to, I fought the urge to look down and my eyes looked back into his.

Mario apologized for making me feel uncomfortable but why should he be apologizing I'm the one who stared at his abs and I'm the one who looked himself in a bathroom just to get away.

Mario offered to make dinner tonight to make me feel better.

For the rest of the day I sat in my room thinking about what I'm going to saysayto Mario at dinner. I didn't know whether to tell him how I felt or if I should just eat silently and head straight for bed.

If I tell him how I feel about him it could ruin our friendship and he won't talk to me ever again and he will feel awkard being around me cause he knows that I have dreams about him, or he will accept the fact that I like hik and he might like me back and we can be together, or he doesn't like me back but he fucks me from time to time because he knows that I need sexual release and so does he.

If I head straight for bed then he won't know how I feel and there will be more akward moments like the one that just happened.

You know what I'll tell him. I'll tell him tonight at dinner I mean after all he is making my favourite, and he is doing that as an apology and knowing my brother he always asks what else he could do to make people happy. So when he asks what else he could do to make me happy I'll tell everything, I'll tell him about me being gay, I'll tell him my feelings for him and I'll even ask if he can fuck me. I know that he will be shocked at first but he will do it to make me happy plus I finally get to make my dream of having my brother fuck me.

I started to imagine what having sex with Mario would be like. I imagined me kissing him and rubbing my body against his. I would then pull down his pants to release his dick and shove it down my throat.

As soon as I pictured having sex with my brother I got an instant hard on. I thought that I had time to quickly jerk before dinner but as soon as I placed my warm hand on my dick Mario walked in and said that dinner was ready still shirtless. He liked to cook without a shirt on. I got out of my bed and he instantly noticed the bulge in my pants.

"Bro what are you excited about?"

I just looked at Mario dead in the eyes and said "Nothing much".