I wonder who or what I need to be to be his...
"She's so pretty and amazing... She's just so beatiful and she's..." Jacob rambled.
Who the fuck was he talking about?!
Urghh! Here I was dreaming and thinkning about him constantly
"Wh..who is it Jake?" I say plastering a fake smile on my face.
"Its.. its not someone you know..." He says not looking me in the eyes.
"Yeah? Cause I'm pretty sure I do..." I say. Considering how small La Push and Forks were... Everyone knew everyone bascially.
"N..no you don't... She lives in... Dallas Texas..." He says.
My face falls."Oh.. I'm happy for you." I say giving him a hug. I walk away tears falling from my face.
I wonder who or what I need to be, to be his? I wonder what I need to do to be able to just hug and kiss him or even just look at him without having a reason to...
