Jessica watched the sheriff leave, then turned her attention back to John "you do remember Jake right? " John turned to look at the massive dog" you mean him, no but I guess he remembers me pretty well."

Bruce walked into the house carrying John's stuff " bedroom like last time?" John nodded. He looked at the woman who everyone said was his wife; it frustrated him that he could not remember her. She seemed nice enough and so far was taking the fact her husband was clueless about her pretty well. It was the short hair that got to him; it was very different than the Dana Bright flaming red hair "penny for your thoughts?" Jess asked, her voice was very soothing to him " nothing" he smiled " you know I think I'm just going to take a shower and lay down for awhile", " okay well then I guess I'll take Jake to the park I'll be back in an hour" she leaned over to him and kissed his cheek and he went into a vision

The fire was crackling in the fireplace and John was curled up on the couch with Jessica and she was staring at the ring on her hand " so you really want to get married to me huh? Out of all the woman in Cleave Mills?" she asked teasingly. John kissed her cheek "Yes out of the thousands of woman that have sent me proposals in the mail, out of all the weirdoes in the world that want to get their hands on me, I pick you Jess "

The vision jumped to his wedding

Sarah was fixing Jessica's dress " I'm so happy for the two of you" she kissed her cheek and went out to see Walt. Walt saw Sarah was ready to cry and he went to hug her" our little boy is all grown up huh" Walt tried to hide the smile on his face, but the truth was it saddened him a little that John wouldn't be at the house 24/7.

The vision jumped again

John slipped and fell to the ground. Jess looked out the window to see John laying on the ground she ran down the stairs, out to the door and knelt by his side " John, Johnny wake up ".

He pulled back and Jess noticed the look on his face " oh, sorry I forget" John " do not worry Jess it may help me remember stuff, do not change what you would normally do because of me". She squeezed his hand then turned her attention to Jake " come on Jake, lets go for a walk" Jake bounded across the room wiggling all over from head to foot. John stared at the animal. Jake now stood 3 feet tall and weighed about almost as much as John. He watched as Jessica put the leash on his and led him out the door, she glanced over her shoulder " enjoy that nap Johnny." She opened the door and was being dragged down the stairs. John closed the door and saw Bruce staring at him "what Bruce"? Bruce only shook his head " how do you not remember her Johnny, aside from her short hair. It used to be really long, well shoulder length then she just cut it one day." Bruce sat in one of the kitchen chairs, John opened the fridge and pulled out a couple of beer s until a vision hit him Prude had come to see Jessica last night " Jessica he does love you and you have to know that" Jessica/ Johnny " oh really Gene, I'll tell you how it will go. John will come home love the dog and be nice to me; he will even accept me into his life. However, do you know where he will sleep? I let me tell you either in the guest room or the couch, I want to hold me husband in our bed, I want to feel his skin against mine, and I want to make love to him, not have him in the same room"!

Brucesaw John had a vision " oh no man what happened" he handed Bruce his beer " it was nothing just Purdy was here trying to make Jess feel better but it wasn't working, I guess she is really upset" " Do you blame her Johnny, I mean what if it was her that couldn't remember you but could remember Joe Blow" Bruce had a point. They sat talking about how he was going to remember his wife that loved him very much.

Jessica un- hooked Jake's leash and threw his ball, he ran after it like a mad man and brought it back. She did this a few more times before she saw Dana coming towards her " hey how is my best friend in the whole world this morning?" Dana stopped in front of her " well I'm going out of town for a while and I'm afraid you'll be stuck with Mrs. Bannerman" Dana still had a bitter feeling towards the woman and didn't trust her when it came to John Smith. Jake was busy sniffing and barking, so she sat down at a bench "why where are you going?" Dana sat next to her friend " well my boss has a new assignment for me and I get to travel to Buffalo, NY for a Buffalo bills training camp thing. I was going to ask you to go but now with this thing going on with John I think you should stay here."

Dana noticed something was wrong " hey what is bothering you Hon " Jess looked over at Jake who now was wadding in the pond, normally she would yell but right now she did not care. Dana elbowed her "ow!" "Well are you going to ignore me or tell me what is wrong?" " Okay I'll tell you, Reverend Purdy stopped by last night and lectured me on the evils of drinking for one, then lectured me on Johnny. By the time he left, I finished four bottles of wine and broke two glasses. I do not know, maybe I am just grasping at straws here. I mean what if Johnny never remembers me?" Dana put an arm around her friend and told her " it will be fine, see now I wish I was going to be around to help you and Johnny out." Jess told herself she was not going to cry not now, in the park where anyone could see her break down. She looked up to see Jake coming towards her wanting to go home " alright I guess Jake wants to go home to see his daddy" she started to get up when Dana touched her arm "hey what about John really becoming a Daddy?"

Leashing Jake Jess looked straight at Dana " he already is a Daddy, or have you forgotten JJ?" She knew that was not what Dana meant " well my doctor says a few more treatments of iron and hormones I should be good to go, but I still need Johnny for that." Dana remembered when John was telling her all excitedly, too how he could not wait to have kids with Jessica. She loved them both and hoped that things could work out like in a fairy tale but she knew better, this time it was Jess poking her " hey something on your mind?" "No um I have to go pack k but I will call you in the morning before I leave, and then I will check on you while I am in Buffalo". Dana hugged her and went on her way, Jessica looked at Jake " you want to go see Johnny don't you" the dog jumped around happily " alright lets go" they headed back home, she felt better after talking to Dana.

Bruce had left and John went upstairs to take a shower, he walked into his bedroom and noticed it did not look very used at all. He walked over to the closet and noticed a picture frame on the floor with glass all around it as he picked it up he was thrown into a very strong vision of Jess picking up the picture and becoming angry, hurt and sad all at the same time then she realized what she did and picked up the broken frame went to the wall and cried. John felt incredibly bad that he had caused her so much pain, he knew the visions were only that and not memories. He opened the closet door and pulled out a grayish T-shirt and a clean pair of jeans.

He went into the shower, turned on the water "hey there big guy, you need some help with that?" he stepped into the shower and waited for the next vision but there was none. He made the water hotter so his muscles could relax; Bruce really had him working out this time.

Down stairs Jessica let herself in and opened the fridge door Jake was playing outside and amazed her at how much energy he had. She looked in the freezer to see if the pork loin was still there, finding it she put it in the sink. She pulled out some vegetables and put them in the sink. She suddenly was having a sick feeling as she looked out the door Jake had went t cross the road to get his ball he had been playing with, a set of big rig brakes started to squeal as the driver tried to avoid Jake. Jessica ran out the door screaming as the truck slammed into the dogs side and threw the dog 5 feet " NOOO Jake, " the driver grabbed his cell phone and called the police t report the accident.

Jessica ran to her dog and was relieved he was still alive but was not sure for how long, " miss I am so sorry I never saw him until … I tried to stop."

John heard the scream and jumped out of the shower, it was a scream he heard only once before but could not place it, he looked out the window to see Jake laying in the road and Jessica over him on the drivers cell phone. John threw on his jeans and ran downstairs and grabbed his keys, pulled his jeep up and told Jess to help him put Jake in the back. Jake was crying in the back, which to Johnny was a good sign, until he got him to the vets. Jess had too much happen to her already so she told John where to taker Jake and she would call Walt to cancel " Jess don't cancel just tell them what happened, you can't be by yourself, I 'll. call as soon as I get there". He sped off towards town, the driver gave her a wad full of money "ma'me I am very sorry about your dog I hope this takes care of his expenses". She nodded and went into the house to call Walt but JJ answered " Hi JJ is your Dad at home, sure I'll hang on…" She could hear Walt in the back ground talking to JJ " hello?" she started to cry " Walt, um dinner is still on" Jessica what is wrong " She told him about Jake and he offered to do dinner another time " no Johnny wants you and Sarah to still come over". Walt agreed and said he would come over first to help her with dinner and he would leave a note for Sarah and JJ.

Jess hung up the telephone, started to create dinner, she put the pork loin in the oven, and scrubbed the potatoes, thoughts of Jake were invading her mind. A few minutes later the telephone rang and it was Johnny " Hi I'm at the vets office and they are in the room with him right now." Jessica frowned at the thought of Jake by himself" is he in there by himself for a reason, because you always stayed with him before, just a little tip" " oh, I'll go check on him then don't wait up I'll be home as soon as I can, I call you to keep you updated. And don't worry" Jess stopped him " don't say it Johnny, just call me if anything else happens okay bye." She hung up the telephone, and turned her attention for the second time that day to the pork loin. Walt knocked on the door and she opened it " hi Walt come on in. let me take you jacket" Walt handed her the leather jacket, it was a bit heavier than she thought. She put it in the closet and came back to the kitchen " that's a nice jacket Walt." "Thanks, have you heard from John about Jake yet? " Jessica did not want to really think about Jake right now "um John said so far so good he'll call if anything changes". Walt helped her put the plates on the table, when his cell phone rang " Sheriff Bannerman, hey Sarah. Whoa, whoa slow down he did what? Okay I'll be home in a few bye" He looked over at Jessica " "I'm sorry JJ has gotten himself into a jam at home, I guess we'll have to do this another time ". Jessica smiled " that is okay, at least I did not put the roast in the oven, do not worry I will call you if I need you" Jess got his jacket and gave him a hug, then closed the door behind him.

She looked at the table all set; she froze the roast and put away the vegetables. Jess left the table the way it was and turned off the kitchen light. She walked up the stairs, into the bedroom, changed her clothes, and pulled back the covers of the bed. It took her about 15 minutes before deciding to sleep in the bed; she lay down and waited for Johnny to come home.

The vet came out of the room and went over to john " well it looks like Jake is a very lucky dog, he has some muscle tearing and bruising but other than that he is fine. The nurse is prepping him for surgery and you can go home" "can I see him before hand " the vet nodded "of course." Dr. Romanowski led John to the back where Jake was full of tubes, it was almost worse than seeing a person. He placed his hand on the dog's head

He saw the dog growing old with the rest of the family, except it was not his family. He saw Jessica with three kids two were twins a boy and a girl, one had blond hair one had browned they both had oval shaped eyes but they were blue. He saw the third child dark brown hair and amber colored eyes" hey guys dad's home" he saw the kids run to the fence with Jake John looked towards the fence and it wasn't him standing there. It was Walt Bannerman.

John reeled back from the vision he took his hand off the dog's head "you'll be fine big guy" he looked at the vet " so when can I pick up the dog" The vet noticed he didn't use Jake's name " well he should be better in two days, he'll have to be kept quiet fort a few weeks thou". John shook the vet's hand and headed on his way home to make sure Jessica was okay and to prevent the vision from happening.

Walt pulled into his driveway and went into the house, where Sarah had a huge frown on her face and JR's face was bruised. Walt took off his jacket and sat at the table " okay JJ want to tell me what happened to your face?" JJ looked at his dad, he would understand more than his mom did and thank god, he was not Johnny. JJ looked at his mom who was obviously very upset with him "well at practice some kids were making fun of me and another kid, I got pushed into a circle and taunted so I had to defend myself, that's all" Walt was trying very hard not to smile in front of Sarah, who was still very angry at JJ "alright look, I'm not saying it's okay to go looking for fights but to defend yourself it is okay. Now I can't let you off so easy so for I have to ground you for 3 days, now go get ready for bed I'll come up to see you." JJ did not like being grounded but he knew Walt had to please his mom " okay goodnight mom" he leaned over and kissed her cheek "Goodnight JJ." She watched her son go up the stairs before she turned on Walt " what was that, kind of a light sentence don't you think? By the way I don't like him playing football, its getting to dangerous." Walt looked at his wife " seriously there isn't anything to worry about, let JJ finish up the season and then we will talk. For now I'm tired and I still wanted to say some thing to JJ so I'll meet you in bed." He got up and kissed her head then went up to JJ's room.

Sarah cleared the rest of the table off when she saw a shadow at her door, she knew who it was right away and opened the door for him " hey Johnny how's Jake?" John came into her house " good just needs to be sown up and he'll be like new" "so what are you doing here shouldn't you be at home?" "You know you are right this can wait, I had to talk to Walt but I'll see him in the morning." Sarah watched as John left as quickly as he had shown up. She put the dishtowel down and went in the direction of her bed, she could not shake the feeling that something was going to happen and she was sure she was not going to like it.

Walt came into the room "you okay" she nodded and hopped into bed " I'm just tired that is all". She turned out her light and turned on her side, she smiled when she felt Walt's arm around her and she soon drifted off to sleep.

John opened his front door and saw the table still set, he threw his keys onto the table and hoped they did not scratch the table. He rubbed his face and went into the den, looking at his computer he sat down and looking to see if Jess left any sign of leaving on there. After he checked his accounts and was finally satisfied that nothing had been moved, he sat back in his chair and tried to think what could have triggered Walt taking his place. John looked at the clock on the wall and decided he needed to go to bed and face the facts in the morning.

Jessica heard him come into the room and pick up the picture frame she had thrown a few days ago. He placed it back on their dresser and changed for bed, she felt the coolness of the air as he pulled back the covers enough for him to crawl into bed. She decided to roll over and face him "so how is Jake? You never called ". " He has to have some minor surgery, but he will be fine " he could see her smile even though it was dark in the room. She looked at his worried face " okay I know that face what is wrong?" John did not realize she knew him that well " nothing, nothing is wrong " she watched as he turned his back to her. Jessica was trying to cope with the fact john didn't know who she was, her dog was in the vets having surgery and the only person she really could talk to went to Buffalo NY.

Jess felt like the next best thing to lean on was Walt and he already has been a great friend, she closed her eyes and tried t o sleep. Jessica started thinking 'what ifs ' and she could feel the tears welling up in her eyes, thinking John was finally asleep and she started to cry.

John hadn't been asleep though and he could hear the small little sobs and could feel the bed move with every breath she took, wanting to comfort her he rolled over and put his arm over her and whispered in her ear " its going to be alright, every thing will be fine ". Together they both fell into a peaceful slumber.

It was not enough that the birds were chirping as loud as they could, but the alarm clock went off too. John reached over Jessica and turned it off, if anyone deserved the rest it was she. John watched her sleep just trying to recall any memory of the woman lying next to him, he reached out and touched a strand of her hair

It was a hot sunny day, they were, and Walt's house, JJ had a water gun on Jess. She was holding the hose and spraying JJ with it " Johnny help me get her " Johnny walked up behind her with the back hose "In coming " he yelled as he turned the hose on her, she turned around aiming at Johnny " oh this isn't fair" Bruce picked her up and carried her over to the pool and tossed her in "Bruce!" was al they heard before the splash".

Later that night they were sitting around the bonfire Walt built roasting marshmallows " so Mr. Smith looks like we are the only ones out here, and I'm a bit chilly" she raised her eyebrows at him. With a big grin he leaned over to her and kissed her "I guess I'll just have to keep you warm." They had gathered up the rest of the blankets to lay on and made love in front of the fire then fell asleep watching the amebas burn down.

John smiled to himself as he continued to stroke her hair. Jessica opened one eye enjoying the closeness with her husband; she turned over staring to into john's blue eyes " what are you thinking about?" " You and how sweet you are to keep me around" she kissed his cheek " Well I try " she started to get out of bed and he stopped her "what is wrong " he looked at her the way the sun was shinning on her face made her look like an angel " nothing is wrong I just thought that you'd want to hang out with me in bed for a while longer" She smiled which just made her look even more beautiful " that is a very sweet thing to say and I'd love to but I want to call the vet before I go to the doctors and JJ is coming over today to spend some time with you. Oh Dana left for NY so let me know if she calls okay?" He watched her throw on her green robe and walked into the bathroom, John looked at the clock and it was only 7 am, the vet wasn't open right now not until 9 am.

He decided he was not going to loose his wife, he actually liked her and wanted o remember her. " Jessica" she peeked out of the bathroom " what?" "Can you come here a min?" she didn't notice any thing off so she walked over " what's wrong John " he threw the covers back "well see I um wanted to … uh tell you something " now he was acting weird and she was running late " John, I really have to get going " she said as she sat on the bed looking for the reason he was being all weird. He edged closer to her and grinned ear to ear "I know but…" she was with in his grasp and he pulled her down to him and kissed her, she pulled back "what was that for?" he looked at the clock " just because" he pulled her to him and kissed her again this time she gave in and climbed back into bed with him " John, look we don't have to do this not right now, and besides I'm late already" she was slipping way as she was talking g to him, he could feel it " d o you love me " "yes " " Do you trust me " Jess didn't know where this was going but she was curious to find out "Johnny ….." . He repeated the question to her " do you u trust me" " yes of course I do, Johnny what's going on" he pointed to the phone " call your doctor, tell her you will have to reschedule for later, JJ isn't coming over until late, we'll all go see Jake later. " she stood up and took off her robe went and called the doctor to reschedule then went back to the bed. John was holding out his hand, she was hesitant at first but crawled over to him " so what's on your mind?" he played with one of the straps on her top " well I figure we could get to know each other " trying to hide the smiled she decided to play along.

"So John what do you what to know?" John moved closer to him " this " he gently kissed her lips. Jessica could feel the heat coming off her body and if she could then Johnny definitely could. John was throw into a half vision of the two of them together in the bed, all he knew was this felt so right to him and he wasn't getting any complaints from his wife. Jessica was hoping this was happening because he was remembering and not "just because" like he said, not that she minded making love t o John even if he did not remember. About two hours later snuggled up next to John, Jessica was very content and she didn't want to ask him but she wanted to know if their tumble in the sheets jogged anything " so anything, anything at all?" " I'm not telling, besides I don't kiss and tell" he kissed her cheek then looked at the clock on the stand " but now you are going to be late." Jess looked over " see now I don't want to go, thanks a lot" she gave him a playful slap and a vision erupted

It was John making love to Sarah in their bed, the door opened and Jess walked threw

Jess came back out of the bathroom dressed and ready to go " hey you don't look so well you okay? " He looked at his wife "yea I'm fine, don't worry okay" " alright, I should be back by 2 PM okay " she kissed his head on the way out of the bedroom

Jessica stood in shock as the two tried to cover up "oh my god, what the hell is going on" Jess ran down the stairs, out the door, and down the street to Walt's house.

She was banging on his door and was sobbing uncontrollable "Jess what is wrong, did something happen to Johnny?"

John shook his head, there had to be a way to avoid the future. He got out of bed and went into the bathroom, rubbing his face and looking in the mirror, wondering how and why he would have an affair with Sarah. He turned on the water and closed the bathroom door removed his robe and let the water flow over his body.

Jessica sat on the exam table and was fixating on the chart in front of her, she took a deep breath, and let it out slowly she opened her charts and read it. This was something she did overtime she came to the doctor's office, there was a knock on the door and Dr. Meadows came through " Hi Jessica, how are you"? Good, I am doing well. Following your instructions to a T" Jess slid into position on the table " well the scar tissue looks like it is almost gone, any problems you want to talk about?" Jess sat back up " when do you think I could get pregnant?" the Dr. smiled, Jessica had been waiting so long to have kids " well I'm going to gic\ve you the go ahead now since yo uonly have one more hormone treat ment and according to the blood sample your iron levels you are back to normal". Jessica almost fell off the table with excitement "really, I can have babies, this the best news I've had in a long time. I can't wait to tell Johnny." The Doctor was very happy for Jessica if any one deserved to have kids it was her and John Smith.

Sarah had woken up about nine am and looked over at Walt who was still sleeping, carefully got u p and dressed she made breakfast for her self grabbed her keys and headed over to Johnny Smith's house. She had still been worried about John and although she thought her feelings for him were gone, they were not by a long shot. Sure she did have an affair with him and she was sure she was going to hell but if she was then going over to his house to tell him.

John saw Sarah coming up the drive but as far as he could tell JJ was not with her and he wondered why that was. He met her at the door " Sarah morning what brings you here so early and without JJ?" She gave him her sweetest smile "oh nothing I just wanted to see how you were, with Jake getting hit by a car and all" John let her in and closed the door behind her. She stood in front of the island watching Johnny fix an egg for his breakfast "where is Jessica" " oh she had a doctors appointment and then she was going to see Jake." John noticed Sarah was acting a wee bit UN-Sarah " are you okay you seem a little out there today Sarah?" she nodded " yeah I'm fine ". John placed the egg on a plate and Sarah watched him eat "so do ever wonder what it would be like if you could start all over again Johnny " "what do you mean "? Sarah stood as close as she could get and whispered in his ear " start over like before the accident" she ran her hand across his back he turned to face her knowing it was a big mistake Sarah leaned in and kissed him, he pulled away "okay this is a very bad idea" Sarah grabbed his arm to pull him off the chair " Johnny I haven't been able not to think about you since your recent accident and it just brought up all these feeling for you". John tried to get her to let go before some one else came into the house and saw what was going on, but at the same time it was nice to feel some thing familiar. He followed her into the living room and unfortunately was under Sarah's spell. Sarah continued to kiss and paw at him "I want you Johnny, more than anything in this whole world." The next thing Johnny knew he was being lead up to his room and relieved of his clothes, in the back of his mind he knew it was so very wrong. John and Sarah tumbled into bed not having a care in the world.

Jessica smiled as the vet took Jake to put him back in his cage " so when can I pick him up " the vet looked at her " well I guess tomorrow Jess, so how is Johnny " the smile gave her away "Well I think he is making progress and pretty soon we will be having babies ". Jess said good bye to the vet and made her way home to tell Johnny the good news.

Jess started humming to herself and thinking of how her world was finally coming together she stopped when she saw Sarah's jeep in the driveway and none of the lights in the house were on, John usually had on or two lights on because the house was so dark.

Jessica walked threw the front door and figured maybe they were upstairs which she didn't care "Johnny I'm home " she called out but when she didn't hear anything she decided to check it out. She went up the stairs and walked to the bedroom bed the door was slightly ajar and figured John was showing Sarah something, but when she opened the door, she got a huge surprise. Sarah was straddling Johnny, Jessica slammed the door " what the hell is going on" the two struggled to cover up and then Johnny began to panic it was the vision and he ignored all the signs.

Jessica ran down the stairs and down the street to Walt's house she was banging on the door until Walt answered it " Jess what's wrong, did something happen to Johnny" Jessica was in hysterics and Walt got her a bag to breath in. When she had calmed down Walt handed her some tea " tell me what happened " Jess told him how she saw Sarah and Johnny in bed together. Walt wasn't as shocked as Jess thought he'd be "I knew something was off the past couple days " Jessica dried her eyes when she heard a jeep pull up to the house and Walt decided to handle everything calmly. Sarah walked into the house and Johnny followed her "Jessica, I do not even know where to start, I am so sorry " Jessica hated Sarah at that moment, Sarah was not sorry, she was not sorry at all. She didn't even try to fight the urge to hit her Jess stood up and stood very close to her then punched her " I, trusted you even though every thing told me not too. " Sarah tried to reason with her but again got slapped "I wasn't finished, Sarah you are the lowest person I have ever met, Dana told me not to trust you, I though maybe we'd be friends but not anymore. I don't want you near my house ever again" she spat out. She was surprised that Walt did not try to intervene. She turned her attention to Johnny " and I don't even want to talk to you. I cannot believe you " she pushed past him and Walt asked Johnny to leave.

Jess walked all the way back home and didn't see John there she went up stairs and ripped the sheets off of the bed and went out back to burn them. She went backup stairs, sat in her rocker, and cried. Her entire world with in a few hours had turned up side down and she did not understand. She heard the door open downstairs and ignored it the last person she wanted to be around was John Smith. She heard his voice but then thought maybe he was on the telephone.

John sat at his desk talking to Bruce " Man I really messed up this time " Bruce had agreed with him but then John was his best friend and would never turn his back on him. After he finished talking to Bruce he was going to take the advice he gave him and went up to speak to his wife.

Jessica was just staring out the window; John found that errie only because that is how his mother used to sit. John noticed the sheets wear missing from the bed and looked at Jessica, she was rubbing her hand the one she punched Sarah with and it was swelling well "do you want some ice for that?" Jess wouldn't even look at him he tried again " look Jessica I'm sorry for what happened it was way out there and the thing was I knew it was going to happen and I didn't stop Sarah". Jessica turned towards him now she was really mad " you what? You knew?" just then he realized that admitting he knew was a lot worse than not saying anything at all " you God Damn knew this was going to happen, the whole time you were with me, you knew about Sarah". At this time she had backed John into a corner but he let rant and the top of her lungs" John Smith, you make me sick. You know what, I hope you had a good time with Sarah because she isn't welcome in my house any more "

John stopped her " it is my house" " really well then I guess she is welcome here but I'm not going to stay where the two of you have your little trysts when I'm not home! God Johnny you make me so mad, why, why cannot you remember me. You married me not Sarah; you made love to me on our wedding night, not Sarah you live with me not Sarah. Yet, I come home to find you in our bed with Sarah. I love you but Ill be damned if I'm going to be second fiddle to your, "

She could not think of a word harsh enough " to your mistress! I'm not going to beg for you to remember that is something you have to do on your own and I'm sorry but I'm not going to stay here as your wife while I know different." That was then end of what she had to say but John was not finished" really, well I'm not going to apologize to you because I can't remember you, it isn't my fault Jess, yes I knew that Sarah was going to be here and that you'd be hurt and I'm sorry I didn't even stop it. I wish I could remember everything because you are so wonderful and great but right now I can't and if you are going to leave because of that then I'm sorry, and I also know how your are going to ruin this if you leave."

Jessica turned towards John "what do you mean " John knew why she went to Walt, Sarah and Johnny had died in a bank robbery on one of their "trips" "your going to end up with Walt because of some one else's bad decision and it kills me to know that" Jessica saw the fear in his eyes "Johnny what do you mean 'someone else's bad decision?" then she though differently about asking him but John answered her anyway "Listen stay with Dana if you want to leave . But the reason you marry walt is because I go on a trip with Purdy and Sarah and bruce but only Purdy and Bruce comes back I come back in a coffin so does Sarah it's a freak thing. Walt will take care of you and you util be happy with twins and a little girl with Walt the twins are ours". Jessica did not want to believe him but against her better judgment, she did. Jessica saw the time and had to pick up Jake " I'll bring him here but I'm not going to sleep here" John smiled for the first time today then he went to hug her but she stopped him " please right now don't, and here until you make up your mind about what you want" John held out his hand and Jessica handed him her wedding band and diamond ring, the cold rings put him into a vision Jessica was being told Johnny was dead and she dropped to he knees. Walt tried to comfort her and did not have any luck when he was told Sarah did not make it either.

At the funeral, Jessica and Walt sat together with Jake and JJ. Jessica walked over to his casket and told him that she would never stop loving him. As they began to lower the casket she finally broke down and threw herself over the casket. Walt tried to pull her off but it was no use. Finally the crowd had left and Jessica sat on the ground with her arms over the casket weeping still. Reverend Purdy sat with her until Dark then turned on the lights he had the cemetery place near John's grave spot. Purdy put a hand on her should and told her " Jessica my child in the morning we have to let him go" she just shrugged it off and leaned against the casket. John shook his head to clear it and watched her leave the house. John sat in the chair wishing he could undo everything and just be happy.