The car ride was an overall quiet one. The radio was turned down so it could barely be heard over the noise of the engine. Sue only said a few words to me, trying to engage in a conversation, it didn't exactly work. I hummed a few replies and nodded my head but that was it, she finally gave up, giving me a small smile, and turning her concentration back to the road.

I wasn't trying to be rude, but this was still too much for me to handle. It was like one moment I'm doing a weeks' worth of dishes at the orphanage and then the next moment I'm in this car being taken to my new family, it was a lot to take in!

I rested my head on the window, letting the cool glass press against my skin as I watch the trees pass by us in a blur as the car sped down the winding highway. The clouds had finally come, covering what little sun there was, making a grey quilt over the sky as a light fog started to settle in.

We were surrounded by forest, the trees creating a towering wall on both sides of the two lane road, one going one way, the other, the other way. There was nothing to do but look out the window and close my eyes, and in doing so I was soon fast asleep.

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Everything was a blur, like a painted image that had been tainted by water before it could dry, like it had been smeared so that everything was a single form.

My heart rate was faster than normal as I stared at the scenery before me, I was in the middle of a forest, the trees surrounded me, moss hanging for the branches and the logs that lay scattered on the forest floor. My breathing has heavy, creating a fog before evaporating in the air again; my hands were shaking with the nervousness I felt, the excitement, and pure curiosity and sureness that pumped through me.

Why was I feeling this? I knew the answer, but I didn't know how I knew the answer. It was confusing yet… it wasn't.

"Bella."

Bella? Who is Bella? Yet on instinct I turned to the voice, my heart stopped its abnormal beating for a moment to skip a beat. The person and the surroundings where still blurred but I could tell he wasn't like me, his heart didn't beat, it hadn't moved in centuries.

I swallowed before saying a name I didn't know, "Edward."

Edward moved forward at a fast pace, standing only a foot away from me, from Bella, even though I wasn't touching him I could feel the ice cold radiate off of this body in waves. I shuddered involuntarily while looking at the golden color of his eyes.

He waited patiently for me to speak, his stillness unnatural, I spoke. "I know." It was a simple answer, two words. Nothing else needed to be spoken.

He took an unnecessary breath, "how."

"Your eyes, the dreams, what happened in the parking lot…. So many moments."

"And do you know what I eat?" He said coming closer to me.

I shook my head, "you won't hurt me."

"Do you know what I'm capable of? I'm a monster Bella, I don't know what I would do if I hurt you. I've killed people before." He said in a harsh tone that disturbed the peacefulness of their surroundings.

I stepped up, taking his hands in mine, looking in his eyes. I whispered three words: "I trust you."

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I was startled awake by a sudden bump in the road, by breathing as heavy as it was in the dream as I sat up straighter, though the only emotion that controlled my mind was perplexing confusion mingled with curiosity. Who was Bella, who was Edward? Was it a memory I had, but didn't know about, or was it just from a movie I had seen before?

"Renesmee? Are you alright?" Sue asked, concern clear in her voice.

I turned to her giving her a slight smile nodding my head in turn, my breathing was back to normal but my mind was a whirlwind of thoughts, and now, emotions.

A few minutes past in silence before the highway opened up somewhat and soon turned off into a town. I looked out the window again, watching as Sue pulled off of the highway and onto the street. A few fast food drive-thru where scattered here and there, small cafes and a library along with one school, we past it all before parking in the lot of an old, worn, looking diner.

"I thought you could use some food, we've been driving for a few hours now." She said before turning off the engine and getting out of the car.

I waited a few seconds before following heed and unbuckling my seat belt and stepping out of the small vehicle. Slamming the door shut I walked around it and fell into step besides Sue as she walked up to the diner, pulling the door open and letting me walk in first.

It was dimly lit; I had to let my eyes adjust to the room before going over to a booth with Sue, doing as the sign at the door said: Please Seat Yourself A Waiter Will Be With You Shortly. So that's what we did, sitting ourselves in a little four-seater booth that lined the wall along with several others.

The diner wasn't crowded, a few men and women sat together in a group of four, while a few sat by themselves.

"You can order anything you want." Sue said giving me a warm smile.

I nodded, just then a waitress came over with holding two menus, and she was old, really old, with white hair and a tanned wrinkled face. "What can I get'cha dears?" She asked in a bored voice.

"Can we look over the menu for a few minutes?"

The lady grunted and walked away.

I looked down at my menu, opening it and taking a peek at the lists of food they had for lunch. Nothing looked appealing but I pushed away the thought of not ordering anything since Sue was nice enough to stop. Of course she was nice enough to stop; she's your new mom. I scolded myself mentally.

Sue put her menu down and looked at me, I could feel her eyes burning a hole in my forehead, sighing I looked up from the paper sheet I held in my hands, "yes?"

She shrugged, "I'm sorry it's just that this feels so strained, I don't want it to be strained. I want to know more about you, what you like, and what you dislike. I want to know you."

What did I like, what did I dislike. Oh boy those where hard questions, for one it's because not even I know the answers. "I'm sorry about the strain, its mostly my fault – yes it is – this is just a lot for me to handle right now, I mean I'm going to a new home for the first time in sixteen years, I've never known a home, or a loving embrace by a parent, and if I have I clearly don't remember it. It's just a lot at the moment; though give me time I'll come around, just a few days, maybe a week. Give or take."

"OK, I'm sorry for seeming to pressure you, I'm not exactly new at this, having a child, but I am new at the adopting part. If you want I can tell you about myself, and we'll see where that takes us." She said giving me a hopeful look. It sounded much better than me telling her about myself, so I nodded. "Ok well let's see…" she started, thinking for a moment, "…well I have-"

"Are you ready to order?" The waitress instructed.

Sue paused, "I'll have a number three burger, no side order."

I didn't know what I wanted so I just ordered what she had, "The same please, and some water." After she left I turned my attention back onto Sue.

"Well," She started, "I have two children, a boy and a girl, Seth is sixteen and Leah is eighteen." She pulled her wallet out of her purse I hadn't seen her carry in, and showed me the two pictures of a boy with curly dark black hair with an almost nonexistent brown hue, dark brown eyes and a straight smile, his skin was tanned and I could tell that he was fit but in a boyish gangly way. The girl was the same only her hair was pure black and straight, though her smile was the same along with her skin color, her eyes the same dark brown with long black lashes.

"They're beautiful." I said, and it was truth, they were.

Sue smiled lovingly at the pictures before putting it back in her purse. "Yes they are, and soon." She said looking at me, "I'll have a picture of you, to place next to them."

I didn't know what to say, so I just looked away giving her a smile that I was sure looked more like a grimace.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to rush, Renesmee," I looked at her, she gave me the same warm motherly smile that I had come to love, "we're going to take this slow, one step at a time." Relief washed through me as she said that, so smiling I asked her to continue. "My husband, Harry Clearwater, died a year, almost two, years ago – no it's alright, I've learned to live with it through time, I've started to see someone, his name is Charlie Swan he's the chief of police for the town." On that account I sort of feel sorry for Seth and Leah, "Our house is always crowded with the other, meaning Seth and Leah's friends."

Out food arrived, the waitress placed the our orders in front of use along with two glasses of water before turning and leaving, "She doesn't seem very happy." I said allowed, taking an observation of her.

"Hmm, she seems bored." Sue said taking a small bit out of her burger.

I looked down at mine; it looked greasy and not at all appealing. I held it between my finger tips and brought it to my mouth, taking a small bit. The moment the food touched my mouth I wanted nothing better to do than throw up, or possibly gag, probably both. It felt like eating a pile of rotten eggs, it also left a dry, dust feel to my mouth and hurriedly took a sip of my water, nearly drinking it all. Sue looked at me with a worried expression, "Is everything alright?" She asked setting her burger down.

"Um, I don't think I'm feeling too well, nerves." I tried to tell her, I knew telling her that the burger tasted like rotten eggs would sound beyond weird since she's eating the same one. Maybe I really am sick.

"Well you don't have to force yourself to eat, it's alright I understand."

Wanting to change the subject I asked, "Could you tell me more about the people where you live, you said your house is always crowded with Seth and Leah's friends? What are their names?"

Sue laughed, "Oh there's so many, well to start there's Jacob Black, he's Billy Black's son, his mother Sarah died when he was little. He has two older twin sisters Rachel and Rebecca. There's Sam Uley, he's the eldest of the group, then there's Embry Call, Seth and Leah, Jared, Collin, Brady and then Paul. Jared, Collin and Brady don't usually come around though; they have their own little group. The rest though bring their girlfriends and what not so the house usually gets very packed, and when they're not at our house, their at Sam's house. And Emily, his wife, will cook big meals for all of them. She's a nice girl."

"It sounds like you have your hands full." I said with a chuckle, she shrugged.

"Most times their good, but when things start to get out of hand I make them clean the house."

I snickered, "the poor boys, so can I ask you something," I asked with a sudden change of subject. She nodded, "I was wondering why you wanted to adopt if you have so many kids around you already, and you have your own kids who are still living at home. Why adopt me?"

"Well, truthfully, I wasn't planning on adopting you, or anyone for that matter. I was visiting my sister, who sometimes works with the little ones at the orphanage. I was with her one day and I saw you, after that I knew I had to take you home with me, it was like when I saw you I knew you where special."

My heart warmed with the love she just showed me, I felt tears prick at my eyes, I soon blinked them away. Getting up from my seat at the booth I walked around to her side and wrapped my arms around her hugging her close. "Thank you so much." I whispered pulling back after a moment.

Sue placed a soft hand on my cheek, "no, Renesmee, thank you." She stood up and placing some money on the table, "should we go? The food isn't all that great." I nodded and took her hand in mine as we walked out, going to our separate sides of the car and getting in. "I promise once we get home I'll make you a meal that's worth eating, what's your favorite food?"

I thought for a moment. "Strawberry waffles, no syrup."

She grinned while backing up, she turned to me momentarily, "well then, strawberry waffles it is then."

A/N so any reviews for this chapter? I want to say thank you soooo much for all the Alerts and Subscribes I got for this story, it means a lot and of course the two reviews they were very nice I loved them :D Now let's try to get more this time! XD

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p.s. the next few chapters will be in Nessie's POV, and then it goes onto other's POV's and just a third person and so on. It's not just hers. I thought I should lie that out for you all ^_^ and again sorry for any mistakes.

p.p.s. sorry that the part with Edward and Bella wasn't totally correct from the movie, I' haven't watched it in awhile lol, but I tried so yeah.