A/N I wrote this poem for my uncle when he died. I thought it'd be good for an Etharah fanfic. So on with the story.

Sarah's POV

Because I can't see you doesn't mean you aren't there,

I cried into my pillow. "Why can I not see him again?" I asked myself, I tried to picture his brown hair and brown eyes.

Because I can't hear you doesn't mean you aren't speaking,

"What was his voice like again? Why did I find it so therapeutic?" I pondered

Because you are happier means I cannot be sad,

"He will be happier right? He will be in paradise now." I thought

Because I love you , I want you here,

"I want to see him so bad. I want to hug him one more time, I want to be able to say 'I love you' for the last time" I yelled.

Because I miss you I dream of being with you,

"Every night I go to bed a little earlier just to dream of being with you" I mumbled.

Because I know your waiting I am excited,

"I will do it, I can do it" I whispered.

Because you died I know you are in heaven.

"See you soon Ethan!" I said.

"Bye mom, I'm going to be with Ethan, forever!" I wrote on a piece of paper and said aloud " Erica, I don't know if I'll see you ever again but have fun okay?" I continued "Benny take care, of Erica, Rory and yourself I know you can." I ended.

I went into the drawer and pulled out a stake, I stabbed it into my chest. That was when my pain ended.

Depressing? Well sorry if I made you cry, really I am! Review?