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Chapter 1
Sasuke's POV
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I groaned as sun light beamed through the gap of my window curtains. My body was sore all over. It's all because of the dobe, well, not exactly because of him, I'm just finding someone to blame for. You know, after the all torn-condoms-thingy a few days ago. The dobe was gone… gone from my view. I don't know why, everybody still met him in a daily basis but I never saw him – or even felt his chakra -- since a few days ago.
Not that I miss him though, it's just... I have to relieve my sexual tension soon or I will become crazy. I can't bear to not have any intimate relation with someone more than a day. It asphyxiates me. Where are you dobe?!
Arrrghhh..... I have to find someone to take responsibility of this… the sooner is better.
I got up from my too-big-for-one-person bed and headed up to my bathroom. I have to look good if I want to seduce someone, right?
Not that I ever look bad anyways.
Well, as I went to the bathroom, I got on the most common thing in the-world-of-horny teenagers-now-a-days. Wanking or you can say jerking off or masturbating.
Therefore, I stepped into the bathtub and turned on the shower to the right heat. I leaned on the wall for support. Feeling waters dripping down to my neck, I slid my boxers down to my ankle. No need to remove my shirt, as I sleep without one.
I moaned as I stroke my cock lightly. I got all horny and all just with one stroke. Damn that dobe, it's all his fault. I fisted my throbbing manhood and started pumping it in a steady rhythm.
"Mmmmh......" I grunted at the pleasing feeling.
I started fucking my own hand now; I thrust my cock sloppily through my fisted hand. With the warm feeling of the water droplets, I know that I couldn't hold it any longer.
As I reached my climax, a pair of blue-orbs crossed on my mind. I came quick and hard.
Semen was running down my thighs and mixing with the water flowing down from the shower. I licked my hand, tasting myself in it.
'The dobe tasted better' Wait! What did I say just before?! I complimented other people? Not the too common compliment though. Nonetheless, it's still a compliment, and Uchihas never compliment anyone. Well, I think the dobe's weirdness is rubbing off me.
As I finished wanking, I decided to take a shower – my smell isn't to pleasing either – I will just take a quick shower then I can find someone for a quick lay.
I prefer the dobe though. He's not like the annoying chicks that complain about not being gentle or you-stole-my-virginity-and-ditched-me thing. It's not that I don't tell them that it's just a one night stand or a one-time-fuck in my case. They willingly give me their virginity, not that I complain though. Virgins are great fuck but I rather do a man – or the dobe – instead of a girl. They're better. Not to mention tighter. In spite of everything, anal virginity is the best.
Tch... Now I sound like a pervert like I already said many times before. This is the dobe's fault. If he doesn't give me his virginity, I wouldn't be this addicted with his tightness or another man's, occasionally.
I never found a good fuck before I tried to do the dobe. He is a good bitch among the other sluts I ever do. I think he can't make someone other than me fuck him. I, myself, fucked him for the first time out of pity. I knew that he adores me from the look in his eyes whenever he saw me. So I satisfy his desire by fucking him in the middle of the training ground – I think somebody has seen us – not that I care though. That it is just the right way to take his virginity. I can't stop the laugh that escaped my mouth when I saw him limping the day after. I can't resist. It's hilarious.
I'm done with my shower now, I just need to take a towel and dry myself before leaving the bathroom. I stepped out of the tub and bent over to open a small cabinet under the sink. I grab a soft-fluffy towel from inside the cabinet and fasten it loosely around my waist.
The water dripping from my wet hair to my bare shoulder gave a tickling sensation. I leaned toward the sink and take a toothbrush and paste. After spreading the necessary amount of toothpaste to the brush surface, I began to brush my pearly-white-teeth. A few minutes passed and I'm done.
I wash my mouth to get rid of the minty taste from the paste. I don't like mint, that's why I always fancy the cinnamon-flavored toothpaste. The dobe must have forgotten to buy it last week.
I shook my head to free my hair from the annoying water, and walked towards my room. I didn't bother to close the door earlier as I'm the only one here.
As I steeped on my room's carpeted floor, I noticed that I forgot to turn off the fucking air conditioner. It's fucking chilly in here!
Oh well. I can always turn it off later. For now, the important thing is for me to wear some clothes, or I will catch a cold. Thus, I walked to my walk-in-cabinet and searched through my clothes. I settled on wearing a navy blue tee shirt and a pair of tight black pants, that hugs my legs in a delicious way. I walked out from my cabinet and crossed the room to my nightstand to snatch my cell phone and wallet.
I headed for the front door of my apartment and twisted the handle. I swung the door open only to find my object of annoyance for the last few days standing at the front of my door with his knuckle raised, ready to knock. I found his eyes widened slightly then back to normal.
I don't have any slightest idea, why the dobe was there in front of my door. He looked like he has crying his eyes out for a whole night. His eyes were puffy and red, and there were bags under his eyes. I can't see his face clearly with his blonde bangs covering his face and all.
I give up to my curiosity and asked the question that was in my mind since I saw the dobe in front of my apartment.
"Why are you here, dobe?" I asked with masked concern. Hey, don't blame me. I'm an Uchiha and Uchihas have a big ego, you know. It's all in the DNA. Therefore, I won't give out my concern that easily.
The dobe's lower lip quivered slightly, I don't know why he looked that nervous, regarding that I won't bite and all. Apart from the bed though.
I feel the dobe tugging on my sleeve; urging me to gaze at him, at his tanned face. Even in his state now, he still seems so delicious. Damn me and my crazy hormones. Well, it's the dobe's fault though.
"Sa, Sasuke... We need to talk"
Oh well...
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Naruto's POV
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"Sa, Sasuke... We need to talk" I said. Hesitated at first but now I've made up my mind.
I have to talk to him about this, no matter what.
This is very important. Well, if not for me... I don't even know if he cares.
I look up at him. Fear of rejection building up in the pit of my stomach. I don't know how to carry on if he rejects me now. I looked up straight on his eyes and I can see confusion dominating in it.
I wait for his response, which took a long time I believe. He was so selfish for wasting his energy for me. My heart was thumping agonizingly in anxiety as the teme parted his lips painfully slow.
"Well, I suppose you want to talk to me... Am I right?" He finally said.
"Ye..Yes" I replied.
"Well, I don't have much time dobe. So talk!" He snapped.
My eyes widened in complete shock. It hurts, I don't know why, but it hurts so much. I've experienced many horrible treatments but his words just now was the worse than all of the villager's cruel treatments and words at once. I masked the hurt in my eyes by tilting down my head so he couldn't see my face. I wouldn't give him the pleasure for succeeding in hurting my heart. Even that I find it obvious for other people to know that he was hurting me, with that vindictive personality of him.
"Please, Sasuke... I- We need to talk about this... – Inside. Please" I cut him off before he can say anything. I know that he will give an insensitive remark if I ever allowed him to say something. That bastard.
I looked up at him -- damn him. Why did he have to be taller than me?!--and recognized that he was stepping aside to allow me to enter his comfy apartment.
I walked inside and crossed the room towards the sofas beside the king-sized bed, and plopped down.
The teme was following me. He walks slowly as the distance between us decreases. He stopped when he was close enough, and I motioned for him to sit beside me. It was obvious that he was ignoring me though. Considering that he just stood there, in front of me, and making no move to sit, not even shifting his feet or something, to make him more comfortable and all. Well... I suppose that I have to start this tête-à-tête shortly, even with this awkward situation.
"So, dobe... " He started. I was quite amused by this. It's really rare for him to start a conversation.
"You know that we don't have much time... So start talking already!"
Not wanting to make him wait any longer, I decided to start this conversation right away. It's now or never.
"Well, Sasuke... This is about our relationship. About us"
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A/N
Hha... you got a cliffy there. I always want to write a cliffy. And I have done it now! ^^ Give a round of applause for me! XD Hha... Okay...okay... Just kidding. Don't give me that look! .
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"Well, Sasuke... This is about our relationship. About us"
When he said it with a serious look on his face, Sasuke felt like throwing a fit of hysterical laughter. But no- because he's an Uchiha, and Uchihas never laugh.
How can he throw a hilarious joke like that with that serious face?! He knew that this is just a joke because they already agreed- well he already agreed that there's nothing between them. Surely he knew that. Right?
Well, the Uchiha waiting for him to say the magic word.
Come on dobe say 'APRIL FOOLS!!! HA-HA!' even though today wasn't exactly the day. Today was still March, for god's sake.
Well, he knew that he's a dobe, so... he can cope.
The so-called-dobe took a deep breath. He's preparing to outburst the most important thing that he wanted to say right now.
'Okay, Naruto... Calm down.... Okay, take a deep breath... This is it... You just have to say the magic word then you can go on.' He convinced himself inside of his mind. He was nervous, his palm was sweating up like crazy.
He counted until three inside of his mind and burst out his intention.
...1...2...3...
"Sasuke..., I-I have someone I lo, loved. I ca-can't prolong this relationship with you." He said. Suddenly feeling very relieved.
'Good job Naruto... It's not that hard, right? Now, let we see how will the teme react.' He patted himself inwardly.
"What are you talking about, dobe?" Sasuke said between clenched teeth. He was trying to keep his rage at bay.
The blonde's blue-eyes welled up in tears. He was about to cry.
"Well, you're the genius here, teme. Surely you know what I meant, right?" The blonde slipped his mask. He played his role and pretended to be annoyed.
"Don't insult yourself, dobe. What I want to know is what relationship are you talking about? I don't remember ever having any relationship with you" He said emotionlessly. Even that he was full of fury in the inside.
"Ah, okay..." The blond was speechless. He knew that this was going to break him inside out, but the reality was too painful for him to bear.
"Are you done already, dobe? I really have to go now" Well, it's not that the raven really have an intention to go anywhere after this conversation. But he can pretend that he didn't care, right?
"Alright, now that I know there's no bond between us, I can go to the one I loved without any burden. No! It's not like what you think. You're not a burden, but- ah, you know. Well thank you, teme!" Naruto was blabbering cheerfully with a relieved expression planted on his face. But, in reality, his heart was breaking. All of the pieces shredded into an unrecognized tiny pieces. Sasuke doesn't care for him, there's nothing he can do anymore.
He dashed pass the stunned raven and gave a fake I'm-happy-and-thank-you-for-your-kindness-and-now-I-have-to-go farewell then disappeared in a puff of smoke.
Sasuke cursed.
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Naruto's POV
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I ran, I ran with all of my being. I hate that this turned out like this.
I only want to be happy, but I think it's impossible if I involved myself with Sasuke. The bastard was just so self centered that I don't think that he will ever care for someone.
I was still running through the unfamiliar side of the town, I lost track of the direction I am heading on at the first few minutes. I was running around aimlessly, with bangs hanging low and covering my eyes. Tears were flowing down my cheek like a twin waterfalls. I can't feel the pain anymore. It's numb. I'm going numb. My whole view was getting blurry and dark. My head was spinning, I can't look straight anymore.
I felt a force on my shoulder. I think I bumped with someone. I lost my balance and was tumbling forward. I accidentally knocked my head to the nearest wall. My head was pounding painfully. I'm going to fall anytime soon. But a strong hand suddenly gripped my upper arm to prevent me from falling.
"Naruto?... Are you alright...?"
The voice felt quite familiar for me. I tilted my head to the direction of the sound, and tried to make up the blurry image of... dark hair... dark eyes...
My heart was thumping painfully at the image of the last person I wished to meet at the time.
'Sa… Sasuke...?'
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A/N. Aaaaaarghhhhhhh!!!!! My hand hurts! My eyes hurt! My head hurts!....
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