I am sorry about the long wait, but i lost access to my computer .. most distressing time of my life. but i should be ablte to update more regularly now
OVER AND OVER
CHAPTER 2
Levi grunted in annoyance as the morning sun's rays burned through his closed eye lids. He shields his face with his hand, trying to scrounge out what few minutes of sleep he could keep. He felt a warm body pressing against his chest. Looking down he saw Lussuria curled up to him fast asleep and… NAKED! His mind quickly replayed over everything that had happened in the past 24 hours. He cursed realising he was in a newly found relationship, with a man… LUSSURIA no less. He groaned and rolled over; hissing as the warmth against his chest disappeared giving the cold air free reign. The body next to him moved slightly, showing the shift in Levi's positions had pissed the body off. Lussuria sat up rubbing his eyes and yawning. He glanced down at Levi, obviously annoyed he had rolled away from him. Levi looked up at him blankly before getting up and starting to dress.
"Are you just going to continue on with life as though none of this happened and that my confession last night was not real?" questioned Lussuria pissed. Levi turned to look at Lussuria, seeing the hurt in his eye as he stared coldly at him. Turning his back on him so he didn't have to look at Lussuria's face when he said this he finished pulling on his shirt.
"That was the plan actually, I'm glad you know because this makes it easier to ignore you" he stated coldly, walking out of the room and leaving a shocked and hurt Lussuria in his wake. He flinched slightly as he heard the door to the room he had just left slam shut. He shrugged, pretending he wasn't affected by it.
"Ushishishi" came the familiar snigger which belonged to none other than the Varia's prince. "That was harsh Leviathan. Even more so then when Squalo dumped Xanxus. Ushishishi, I have a new found respect for you" and with that the blonde boy ran off grinning and sniggering as he went to annoy his long-haired commander about him and his little prodigy keeping him up all night. Levi just sighed and walked off to get breakfast.
Meanwhile Lussuria was curled in a sobbing mess. He couldn't believe Levi reacted the same way he did after he first awoke after their sex. It hurt to know nothing had really changed inside Levi at all. He had been used as some kind of cheap whore as a release for Levi. That though hurt him more as he wailed, the pain becoming too much for him. He stayed there as a crying mess inside his room for the rest of the day, getting a concerned check up by Bel who was surprised at the effect Levi's words had on the usually proud flamboyant gay. He had stayed until he heard a choked scream of his name from their leader. He sprinted like a cheetah from the room to try and flee his leader's wrath. Lussuria sobbed mournfully, horrified that he was just used. Locking his door, he grabbed a dagger that fell out of Bel's pocket as he fled and held it to his wrist. Closing his eyes he pressed the blade hard into his wrist. It cut deep enough to bleed profusely, but it wasn't deadly. He allowed it to bleed for a few minutes before pressing one of his shirts against it to stop the bleeding. Crying softly to himself he hid the knife and curled up on his bed, nursing his injured wrist. He cried himself to sleep.
Levi heard Lussuria's sad sobs from outside of his bedroom door. He closed his eyes, feeling himself wrapped in guilt. Shaking his head free from the guilt he frowned. It was Lussuria's fault for coming on to him when he wasn't gay, then flaunting his wet naked body in front of him when he was frustrated. It was just his pent up emotions searching for an outlet, a reason to blame someone else for his guilt. Walking away from the door he heard one last sob emit from the closed up abyss before heading off to his own room.
The next morning was hell. Lussuria awoke with a splitting headache and his wrist was throbbing like a bitch. He pulled a pink wristband over the wound and got dressed in his usual flamboyant way. After dressing and washing his face to rid it of the tears shed last night, he walked into the kitchen to take some aspirin for his headache. He approached the kitchen and heard the usual morning chatter from his colleagues; he plastered his smile on his face and burst in dramatically. "Good morning my lovelies, I am sorry for my behaviour yesterday". He saw Xanxus nod at him. Squalo glanced at him and mumbled a morning before going back to his breakfast. Bel glomped him, glad his mother was back in commission. He saw Flan glance over then go back to what he was doing and then his eyes moved to Levi who just completely ignored his presence. He shrugged smiling whilst inside his heart was shredding itself. He grabbed some breakfast and sat next to Bel who was talking about how Xanxus punished him, the Great Prince, for salting up his tequila.
After a few minutes of Lussuria's presence Levi just snapped and got up storming out of the room, unable to take the fact that Lussuria was completely over it already. He was angry that he was so easy to get over and angry that he felt angry about it. He wasn't gay and he sure as hell wasn't in love with Lussuria so why the fuck did he care so much. It hurt his head just to think about it so he decided to train to clear his mind. Meanwhile Lussuria pretended Levi storming off hadn't affected him at all while he continued talking to Bel. Xanxus on the other hand noticed the effect Levi had on Lussuria and was quite pissed at Levi for his actions. He would have to have a word with him later. After thinking that he got up and left to go to his office to prepare for the talking down Levi was to receive.
