Disclaimer: Last time I checked i still didn't own JONAS maybe next time. I can only hope.

A/N:Okay guys this chapter is rated high T to M for swearing and rape although I tried not to get way graphic. Like I said this story is dark and sad and its going where the plot bunnies are taking me so blame them. Ok so with that here is the next installment of In Between.


I Will Remember You

Everything Kevin said kept running through my head and the tears wouldn't stop. I tried to get them to stop but they wouldn't listen to me. I was walking home my car broke down yesterday and I didn't have the money to fix it not like it matters now or not. I don't need my car now I'm dead it's not going to help me. But again I'm getting ahead of myself again. No one knew this except Stella, I was only at Horace Mantis because of scholarship, or I couldn't go there otherwise. It never matter to Stella that I wasn't as rich as her or anyone else she was always my friend. In fact she was my very first friend there. I'm really going to miss her. Any way back to my original thoughts. I was walking home and mind you it wasn't really the safest place to be walking but since I wasn't talking to Stella I didn't have a way to get home so I had to just suck it up. I never heard the guys coming up behind me until I saw the guys in front of me, then I realized I was completely surrounded. They didn't look like the kind of guys who beat up people for their lunch money; no these were hard core gangsters. I knew I wasn't going to come out of this in one place especially when I saw the knife of them had, but I didn't think I was going to die either. Guess I should have seen that one coming. They didn't say anything at first they were just sizing me up see how much of fight I was going to put up. They shouldn't judge a book by its cover but they did, oh well that was their mistake.

"Look at what we have here men. We got ourselves a little school girl." A man leered. He was about 6'3 and probably about 250 all muscle. This was going to be harder than I thought. He wore ripped blue jeans and had on a black wife beater top and a black leather jacket. Guess that was his favorite color. He had a shaved head and cold blue eyes. I knew him right away he was the leader of this big gang that was going around killing people and causing a lot of trouble for everyone. I should have realized then I was going to die but still I didn't. I was just kid they wouldn't kill a kid, that was stupid of me to believe.

"I don't want any trouble, so if you could be so kind as to move out of my way I can get home." I knew this piss them off but I didn't care. I just wanted to go home. A guy grabbed my arm and slammed me into the wall in the alley way.

"Well, well, well, seems we have a little spitfire here." He said while squeezing my arm tighter, there was going to be a bruise there I was sure of it. I was scared I'm not going to lie but I wasn't going to let them know that. So I kept my defiant face on and stared him down but he didn't seem to care. For he smelled my hair and then to my horror licked the side of my face. I couldn't help it tears started coming down my face and I tried to struggle away from him all I got was harder squeeze of the arm and him laughing at me. This guy was extremely scary, he stood at I guess 6'0 with nothing but muscle for his weight which if I had to guess was 220. He had long blonde hair pulled into a pony tail and the coldest brown eyes I had ever seen. He was covered in tattoos and he was dirty not homeless dirty but still dirty and his breath was horrible. And I didn't even think about what I said next it just came.

"Would you mind letting me go you're getting me dirty and your breath is horrible. A shower and a few breath mints wouldn't hurt you. If you did those two things you could probably get any girl you wanted." I said sarcastically. The men laughed at that and I was rewarded with a back hand to the face.

"You stupid bitch you are going to pay for that." He spat in my face. I knew I was I couldn't take back what I said. I just had to accept it. He picked me up and dragged me into the dark alley, I went to scream but he covered my mouth so I couldn't. The rest followed him in there and before I knew it I was on the ground with my clothes torn and blondie was raping me I fought back I really did. But there were so many of them. One had my arms over top of my head while some once else had my feet and the blonde one kept hurting me over and over. Before I knew it he was done he didn't last long but they weren't though with me yet. Every single one of them had their fun with me. There were six of them each had their own style and force and each lasted longer than the last until it was time for the leader. He came to me and looked me straight in the eye before he entered me himself.

"I'm going to make sure you enjoy this one." He whispered in my ear. I tried to make my mind go somewhere else, he saw that though and he grabbed my chin and forced my head to look him in the eye. "Look at me!" He punctuated every word with a hard thrust. I had no choice I did, I was so scared and he liked that. He liked that control he had over me, and I was helpless to do anything. He was finally done twenty minutes later. He pulled out and looked to his men.

"She's done lets finish this before someone comes by." I felt blood in between my legs, I crawled to a ball and tried to drag myself away from those monsters but they saw me.

"Look she's trying to get away from us." One guy said, blondie grabbed me by my ankles and dragged me his circle of losers. He then kicked me in the stomach and each one starting hitting me and kicking me my throat was so hoarse from all the screaming earlier all I could do was whimper now. Then blonde boy came back and grabbed my head and slammed it into the ground, I saw black spots, big black spots. He grabbed his knife and started making little small cuts on my skin, he looked down at me and then without warning he rammed the knife into my stomach. I screamed in pain and he pulled back out before ramming back in. I don't think he was supposed to do that because the leader came over and slammed him into the ground.

"You idiot she was supposed to live. I wanted a live victim you sorry excuse for a man." He went to say some things but my breath was coming in short gasps and he must have heard because the next thing I knew he was picking me up carrying me deeper into the alley.

"You all stay there I'll finish her." I thought he was going to take me to a hospital stupid I know but I thought that maybe he had some strand of kindness in him but I was wrong. He kept walking and before I knew it we were in the old warehouses that were empty and abandoned. I got lost in here once; it was so scary now this was going to be final resting place. Go figure I never wanted to be here again and now I was going to die there. We walked into one and he set me on the floor and looked me in the eye.

"I'm sorry I really didn't want you to die." I didn't believe him somehow. "This is only going to hurt for a moment I promise. I'm going to make you go to sleep and you're going to wake up in a better place." Now that I believed. He put his hand over my mouth and closed my nose so I couldn't breathe. The last thing I remember before total everlasting darkness claimed me was him saying the Lord's Prayer and tears, his tears. He said one last thing to me that I for some odd reason believe. "I will remember you." I am never going to forget his face either. I'm going to haunt him and make his life miserable if I knew how. I hope my parents won't worry too much. I hope no one worries too much. Maybe death is my next big adventure.


Okay so let me know what you guys think. I love the alerts guys but I really do love reviews too. So please let me hear what you guys think. Hope it wasn't too bad for you guys that should be only scene like it. I really dont plan on going back to it in flashbcks or having anyone else being raped so this should be the only chapter rated M for this story.