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Okay, so it's true. I decided to write a second chapter to this, and as I was writing it, I saw some potential for a really good short story, so there it is...I'm making this a full story, so it isn't complete yet and don't forget to alert it and follow and all hehehe

Thank you all for the reviews on the first chapter, hopefully you all enjoy the continuation!


Chapter 2: Logan's POV

"Thank you so much for throwing this party Dad," Evan hugged me one last time.

"You're my son, there's nothing I won't do for you," I looked him in the eye. "I love you, son."

"I love you too Dad," Evan smiled. "Bye Grandma! Bye sissy."

"Bye sweetie," my mom hugged him and kissed his cheek.

"Bye bro," Lori hugged him.

Carlos beeped the horn to his car.

"Alright, let me get out there before they leave me," Evan laughed before leaving.

I closed the door and locked it, sighing as I turned around and my back hit the door.

"I have to get to bed now, tomorrow is a big day!" Lori smiled before running upstairs.

I gave her a weak smile.

"Are you nervous?" mom asked.

"Of course I'm nervous," I said. "I really don't want him to come here, but Lori is so excited and he is her father."

"You're just going to have to put your foot down and lay down the law," My mom said. "I won't allow any of his foolishness in my house."

"Mom, don't try and do anything because I don't want you getting hurt," I said seriously.

"I'm not going to allow you to continue to be hurt by this boy," she said. "Your father wouldn't have approved of it, and I don't either. I'm not going to throw Carlos back in your face because I know you still miss him and I wish you two were still together, but take him up on his offer."

"What?" I looked at her.

"I know about the offer that Carlos said and I want you to take it," she said.

"How did you hear us?"

"I know my boys," she said. "You two looked like you were having a pretty serious talk."

"Well…I can't just leave you here," I said. "Then you'll be with him."

"I can go live with Jen," my mom said. "Katie's gone and she needs someone else around."

"But mom-"

"Don't worry about me," she cut me off. "Just take Lori and get back to Carlos."

"But everything is here," I said. "My family, my job…everything."

"And at one point, your everything was in L.A., and it still is. Your friends are there, I'm pretty positive you can get your job back, and it'll do you and Lori good to be somewhere else for a while," she said.

"So that's it?" I asked.

She just raised her eyebrows.

"Tomorrow morning I'm taking my stuff to Jen's house. I've given my spiel, and I love you," she said. "I'm taken care of and I don't want you to worry about me, but you have to make your own choice. You can choose what Dak wants, or you can choose what's best for your daughter. We all know what happened last time you chose what Dak wanted over what was best for your family…"

With that, she also walked upstairs, leaving me to think. She just had to bring up Carlos some more. I sighed as I went to my own room…tomorrow was going to be a lonnnng day.

…..

I drove up to the penitentiary doors, where I was standing outside of the car with a very excited Lori.

"I can't believe this is happening," she smiled to me.

"Neither can I," I muttered.

I was extremely nervous. I don't know if Dak changed or what. I've refused to really visit him that often, but Steve and Lori have come up here more than anyone. With every second that the clock got closer to Dak coming through the doors, my heart pounded a little faster.

It finally hit 11 AM, and the doors swung open right on the dot.

"Dad, there he is!" Lori smiled, as Dak emerged from the doors.

He didn't look much different. His hair was still cut the same, and his features were still the same. He looked extremely happy, which I hope is good for our sakes. He was probably just happy to be out of there after so long though.

Lori got out of the car and ran to hug him, who happily took his daughter into his arms. They stood there hugging for a few minutes as I got out of the car and walked up to them.

"Hey Logan," Dak smiled.

"Hey Dak," I smiled back, pulling him into a hug.

Even though I don't have feelings for him, I did kind of miss him, which is bad considering everything he's done to me.

"I'm so glad to be out of there," Dak said.

"Pops, we're going to go out to lunch to celebrate," Lori was so excited.

"I could eat," Dak laughed.

Dak looked right into my eyes for a minute, as if he was trying to send me a message. I wasn't getting it though. He didn't look angry or anything, he just looked. We got into the car and I drove us to a diner nearby.

We got a booth and the waitress took our order, leaving us to just talk and catch up.

"So, how is school going?" Dak asked.

"It's great, I just got my senior pictures in," she said. "I'm just ready to graduate."

"Soon sweetie," Dak chuckled. "I'm so glad I don't have to miss it!"

"Me too, it wouldn't have been the same without you," she said.

That kind of stung. Sometimes I feel like she prefers Dak over the one that raised her alone, and boy was it hard!

"Hurtful," I faked hurt, even though I kind of was.

"Come on Loges, you know she didn't mean it that way," Dak smiled.

"So pops, what's next?" Lori asked.

"I don't know, but I just know I have such a new outlook on life," Dak was so happy.

He looked right at me when he said it though, which was kind of unnerving. Why did he keep doing that?

"I'm going to go to the bathroom," she slid out of the booth and walked away.

She probably realized that we needed to talk…my smart teenage daughter.

"So, what did you want to talk about?" I got the guts to ask.

"What do you mean?" he asked.

"I see the way you keep looking at me," I pointed out.

"I just missed you is all," he shrugged. "You didn't visit me as much as Lori did."

Is he trying to guilt trip me, because it's working, slightly.

"I'm sorry for that, but you have to understand where I'm coming from," I said

"I do, and I'm sorry for everything that I did to you Loges," Dak grabbed my hand. "I've learned my lesson now."

I looked into his eyes and he seems more serious than he ever has, so I finally nodded.

"Okay," I nodded with a small smile. "I trust you."

At that moment, Lori came back so we pretended like we weren't talking about some kind of deep topic. She sat back down as our food came and we ate…as a family.

TIME SKIP

Dak has only been home for a few weeks and things are pretty good. I continue to work and Lori goes to school, while Dak stays home and takes care of it, something that my mother did when he was in jail, but like she said, the next day she was at Mama Knight and she plans to stay there.

I'm actually surprised that everything is going so well because to be honest, I had a bit of doubt about Dak changing, but it turns out that he actually did. He's sweeter, nicer, and he contributes to taking care of us. He's been looking for a job, but that's kind of difficult when you have a track record like his.

Carlos called me the night that Dak came home, just to be sure that I was okay. He was really worried about me and wondered if I was going to be headed that way. I told him that I was giving Dak another try and we spent over an hour arguing back and forth, but I finally convinced him that I had it under control and he reminded me that Lori and I would always have a spot at his house, and that made me smile.

I walked into the door, taking off my doctor coat and hanging it on our coat rack. I smelled something good in the kitchen, so I walked in that direction. I smiled as I walked in to see that Dak and Lori were making a spaghetti dinner. They were laughing and fooling around, something that made me smile.

When they saw me, they both smiled brightly at me, Dak giving me a kiss on the cheek and Lori giving me a hug and a chirpy, "Hey daddy!"

I hadn't given Dak much affection really. It still stood that I had no feelings for him, but I was starting to like him better as a person. I honestly still can't believe I managed to have sex with him, even though I was forced.

"Join in on this, we're just making some spaghetti," Dak smiled.

I nodded with a smile, grabbing some ingredients and before long, the three of us were dancing around the kitchen, singing and laughing, like a family should be. Moments like these are where I feel most content.

I don't want to ruin the mood though by saying that this is exactly what Carlos and I used to do when we would make dinner together. We would work together and sing and dance, and sometimes, Ethan and Emma would run in and start being their goofy little selves along with us, and I miss that. This was the closest I would get to those moments again. The last time I had had a real moment like this was when Ethan was 2 and Carlos and I were madly in love, but you know, things change.

We eventually finished dinner and sat at the table, eating our meal. It was weird, I was quickly finding that I yearned for this type of stuff since I used to do it with Carlos and the oldest of my kids; Lori and I would have good nights like these, but it was never complete without the other parent.

After dinner, Lori went off to do some homework, leaving Dak and I to do something, so we decided to watch a movie. I was also texting Carlos at the same time. Since Evan's party, we've been in contact again. It really didn't help my feelings for him, but I don't care, everything seems perfect right now.

"I'm going to the bathroom," I got up, putting my phone on the couch.

Dak nodded before turning his attention back to the movie. I walked down the hallway and into the bathroom, taking my potty break. After I was done, I washed my hands and walked back into the living room, where Dak all of a sudden didn't look too happy.

"What's wrong?" I slowed down.

"You're texting Carlos?" Dak asked, looking kind of hurt.

"Yeah," I nodded. "What's so wrong with that?"

"What do you talk to him about?" Dak asked.

That's when I learned that Dak Zevon was in fact the jealous type.

"Anything," I chuckled. "He's my friend."

"I don't want you talking to him," Dak said right out.

That was when I got a little upset. Really? You're going to get upset because of a little text message between me and my friend.

"Why were you looking at my phone anyway?" I asked.

"I don't want you talking to him," Dak repeated, standing up.

"Well, I'm going to so you're going to have to get over it," I shrugged.

What I didn't expect was what happened next. It happened so fast I could barely comprehend it. All I know, was that something collided with my face, knocking me to the ground. When my vision came back in focus, I realized that it was Dak's hand that slapped me.

"I don't want you talking to him," Dak said sternly and walked off.

I just sat there stunned. Everything was going good until now. I just sat on the couch, trying to think. If this was how it was going to be, then I wasn't going to stay here. Dak came back down a few minutes later, looking apologetic.

"I'm sorry," he said.

"Save it," I snapped. "I don't think this will work out. I was working with you, and I thought you had really changed, but you're still the same little boy you were when you first got arrested."

"No, you can't do that," he looked bewildered, like he was going to cry. "I'm sorry, I don't know what happened, but I need you and Lori here. You two are all I have."

"Dak, you've got to learn how to handle when people disagree with you," I looked at him. "I gave you a chance, and you blew it."

"Please," he pleaded, hugging my waist. "I made a mistake, I don't know what to do without you."

I was even more surprised when he started crying and mumbling incoherent words. We stayed like that for about ten minutes until finally, I just gave in.

"Alright, but this is your last warning," I said. "I'm not who I was before and I'm not your little rag doll."

He nodded in understanding, smiling and kissing my cheek. And that was the end of that…

No it wasn't…until that next summer, almost a year later, Dak would hit me for disagreeing with him and not listening to him, and every time I threatened to leave, he would cry and plead for me to stay, and for some reason I did. I stopped talking to Carlos eventually, and I tried to live my life as normal as possible, but it never seemed to be enough. I often think about what I've gotten myself into.

Right now, I'm sitting in my study just thinking about life. Lori got accepted to go to college in California, but it's the summer time, so she doesn't leave for another few weeks. Ethan, Emma and Evan are home too and I've been thinking about going up there to see Carlos and the kids, but Dak won't let me…jealous asshole.

He's out somewhere…I don't really care because honestly, I don't even want him to come home. I sighed when he did walk in after an hour.

"Hey," he smiled.

"Hi," I said, giving a small smile.

"Where's Lori?" he asked.

"At the mall," I said. "She's looking for things to decorate her dorm with."

"I'm so nervous about her going to Cali," Dak said. "It's so far away and she'll be near them."

By them, I know he meant Carlos and the guys.

"What's so wrong with that? They love her and she loves them," I said.

"I just don't really want her in that scene," Dak shrugged.

"Dak, this is her dream school and we all know she worked so hard to get in, I'm not going to let you take that away from her because you're jealous," I snapped.

He just looked at me.

"I'd watch yourself," he warned.

"Why?" I asked. "So you can abuse me like you've been doing? Go ahead Dak, you're a free man!"

He narrowed his eyes at me.

"Go ahead, be just like your father!" I shouted at him.

"Shut up!" he yelled, slapping me across the face.

"You asshole!" I yelled, balling up my fist and punching him hard.

He hit the ground, gripping his jaw. With that, I walked out of the house and got into the car. I was sick and tired of him and I'm going back to where I belong, in L.A. with my friends. I'm going to go pick up Lori and then be on my way. I knew this day would come, so I packed a bag for Lori and I and put it in my trunk just in case.

I stopped by the mall, plucking Lori away from her friends, ignoring the protests. When we finally got into the car, that's when I let her go.

"What are you going?" she asked.

"We have a road trip to take," I said.

"Where are we going? She asked.

"Los Angeles," I started the car and backed out.

"Oh, are we picking up pops first? Do we even have bags?"

"No and yes," I said.

She gave me a funny look, but she didn't say anything. She probably figured that it was the best thing to do. A few hours later on the road, she finally spoke up.

"Why are we leaving?" she asked quietly.

"I can't take it anymore," I said. "Your father is a bad man."

"No he isn't," she protested. "He's a great person."

"Well, you're coming with me," I decided.

"Why? I want to be with pops!"

"I don't care, what I say goes," I was trying not to get upset.

I was also hurt that she preferred him over me.

"I'm 18! Why are you being so unfair?"

"Because I love you!" I snapped. "I refuse to let you be hurt by him like I was, and it hurts me that you want to be with him over me when I was the one who raised you alone!"

"Why can't we all just be together?" silent tears rolled down her face.

"Dak has been abusing me everyday since he got home from prison," I confessed. "He was arrested for multiple counts of rape, I know he told you that it was something simple, but that was what happened. He kidnapped people, tortured them, and do you want to know how Emma and Jade were born?"

"How?"

"Emma and Jade are my twins," I said. "I know you only knew Emma as your sister, but Jade is her twin sister. They're here because Dak raped me himself and left me in blood and he forced me to impregnate him to get you. Not that I don't love you because I do and if I didn't I wouldn't be doing this, but you have to trust me when I say that this is what's best for us."

I looked at her and she was just staring out of the window. She didn't say anything for probably close to an hour.

"I'm sorry," she said. "I love you, Daddy."

I smiled a little.

"I love you too sweetie," I said. "Now we're going to go to Carlos house and then we'll figure out something from there."

She nodded and remained silent. She didn't like it, but I know that she was trying to understand, and I appreciate that. We stopped for dinner and to rest because it was an over 24 hour drive.

The next morning, we ate breakfast and we were on the road again. I felt so much better today than I did yesterday because I was finally free to live my life the way that I wanted to. If Dak was smart, he wouldn't come after us. I don't really know how Lori is taking this, but I know this is best.

We drove all through the day, and about half way through the day, Lori got a call. She had a worried look on her face, then she glanced over at me.

"It's pops," she said eventually.

"Answer it," I said.

She nodded before answering.

"Hello?" she said uncertain.

"Hey pops," she smiled a little.

….

"No, we're fine," she said reassuringly.

….

"Yeah, I get it…"

….

….

….

When she was silent for an amount of time, I glanced at her, but she was listening intently to Dak.

"I love you too," she smiled eventually.

….

"Okay, every night," she said.

She smiled before hanging up. I raised an eyebrow.

"He said that he understands why you're doing this and he told me that he wasn't stable enough for us all to be together. He said he isn't going to follow us and that Uncle Los deserves you, but he said he loves both of us very much and I promised to call him every night," she relayed the conversation.

I laughed a little, making Lori confused.

"Los and I don't have a thing," I laughed. "He just offered to take us in if we had to leave home…"

"But you and him used to," she laughed a little.

"But he's remarried and has another child, we're just friends now," I looked at her.

"Mmhhmm," she hummed. "You want some of Uncle Los' ass."

I looked at her, surprised that she even said that, but when she started laughing, I couldn't help but laugh too. She isn't a little girl anymore.

"On that note, I'm done," I chuckled.

We kept riding and riding some more; after about midnight, we finally reached L.A. and we pulled into the driveway of Carlos' house a half an hour later.

"You ready to start over princess?" I looked over at Lori, who had just woken up from a nap.

"More or less," she yawned.

I sighed before stepping out of the car. I prayed to god that Carlos answered the door and it was one of those days that he stayed up extra late doing who knows what…I remember that he used to do that many years ago.

I knocked on the door lightly, hoping that it was enough. When I didn't get an answer, I knocked a little bit louder. It was a few minutes before the lights in the living room came on, and the door opened, and there at the door was a very confused, Carlos.

"Logan?" He raised an eyebrow. "Lori?"

"Does that offer still stand?"


Alright! There is chapter number two! I can't really say how many more chapters it will be, but I think it'll focus on the Logan and Lori living with Carlos and his new families and how they all deal with it, not to mention Logan and his old friendships (Kogan may be completely mended!)

Does that sound interesting to you guys?

Please please please review and let me know what you thought!

There's also a new Unbroken Feelings chapter so we can continue the real storyline!