A/N: Hello, once again! Sorry this update took so long if anyone was waiting for it. Couldn't figure out how to continue this. I'm not quite sure if I want to continue with it after this, but we'll see what if this is too short. As always, I hope all who reads this enjoys it and please excuse any mistakes.


He stopped letting me in.

But why? Didn't we have something? Didn't we connect on some level? Was it my fault? What happened?

He doesn't answer my texts.

What did I do wrong? Does he not want me anymore? Has he found someone else?

I'm no longer his.

The thought saddens me. I can't quite figure out why. Didn't I say we wouldn't last? Why am I acting like this? Is it because I...
No. No, we didn't have anything. It was only a fling. We were bound to end sometime.

If that's so, why do I feel heartbroken?

A sad laugh slips from my lips and I taste salty tears.

I suddely feel as if I'm nothing. Trash. Wreckage. A burden. Something no one wants to deal with.

You've had your time.

I want more time.

You need to let it go.

I can't let it go.

He doesn't love you.

I lie there on the cold floor and feel a sad smile curve on my face.

Beep. Beep. Beep.

My phone.

"Hello?" My voice is broken, shattered.

"Taiga. Now." Then a dead line.

Why do I do this to myself?

I slowly sit up.

Why does he have so much control over me?

Now I'm on my knees.

Why do I love him so much?

I'm already at the door.

Once again, like always, I'm at his door in the middle of the night.

The door flies open before I knock.

"Taiga," He says, his voice was gruttal and deep.

"Daiki," I whispered.

For the very first time he was gentle and sweet. He didn't yank my hair if I did something he didn't like, he didn't growl harshly in my ear, he didn't rake his blunt nails down my back. He caressed my back, gently ran his fingers through my hair, left butterfly kisses up my back and down me jaw. It wasn't like him at all.

He loved me in that moment, I realized.

It didn't last long enough.

I wanted more, I really did, but that was all he allowed me, all I was able to witness.

That night, he didn't let me leave. He held me close and whispered sweet nothings in my hair until he had fallen asleep.
I was too stunned to fall asleep as quickly as he did so I settled with inhaling his scent and letting his deep breathing to lull me to sleep.