THE MAN INSIDE THE MONSTER
A/N:Ch2 hope you like it. it has a litlle AU so that my stry makes more sence.
Dislaimer: I don't own them…wait lets check…hmmh… nope still don't own them.
Dembe had been back with the box about 10 minutes after leaving and had informed her that Luli and director Cooper had taken care of Red's identity that they would not ask questions and that they would give here sometime to herself. What he didn't knew was that she didn't want time for herself she wanted to wake up and that this would have been just a horrible dream that she could Red and hear her say that she was to emotional or something like that. Before Dembe had left he had asked her if she was OK she told him she was fine but she wasn't she felt horrible. The man that she had stabled with a pen, called a monster, send to hell and so much more had saved her with out thinking it two times…..
This whole situation is wrong. She thought to herself, the man in the OR fighting for his life should not be, the functional mute had talked more than she and then there was that wooden box next to her that would explain everything….. the box was inviting yet it has intimidating just as him.
After a few minutes she decided to open it. What she saw shocked her but also made her smile. On top of everything there was a photo of a much more younger Red showing his pink nails to the camera with a look of total horror, she saw that his style had not changed in the years he had a three pieced suit on in the photo but she also saw a warmth in his eyes that she had not seen before. Under the photo there was a letter with here name on it in a beautiful calligraphy, under the letter there were more photos and some video tapes. She decided to read the letter first, when she opened it she found it was a longer one than that she expected:
Dear Lizzie,
If Dembe gave you the box serval things could have happened, but all those things would point in the same direction I'm not by your side anymore and might never be again. I'm writing this letter to tell you all those things I can't tell you in person, Lizzie this letter tells the truth and nothing more than that. There are more letters if you want them ask them to Dembe, he will protect you from now.
First of all I'm not a criminal for my pleasure, I had no other choice my country had betrayed me they had even attempted to murder me. I know you will not remember but I left your mother and you that night to protect the both of you. I loved you to much to let them hurt you so I went away with the promise to return….I did even if it was 15 years later and in the way I did.
But even if I wasn't there I was there in the shadows. I was there after your mother was murdered and the car accident, but you had lost your memory and was already with Sam, I talked with him and helped him economically when he asked me about your scar I told him the truth but asked him to lie. It was a real accident I was teaching you to make a camp fire and turned around a moment and that was a moment to much….
I was there on all your graduations I was also present in your first date, I was the one that 'talked' with that Peter you were dating and made him dump you after I found out he cheated on you, I was there the day you married Tom… what I'm trying to tell you is that I never abandoned you sweetheart.
There are no words to express how proud I am of you even if I really don't have the right and the closest thing to express how much I love you is by telling you that you are my world… that sounded clever even to me.
Lizzie my little girl I can't tell you everything went smooth between us but I can tell you that I don't regret my decision and that my time with you made me happy. I have to ask you a few things:
Don't blame yourself for what ever has happened, I would not blame you.
Let Dembe protect you.
Forgive my mistakes, I was the best father I could be.
Ans this one is the most important it doesn't matter what the rest of this world might think you are special believe in your self.
Whit all his love your father Red.
A/N: Sorry for any mistakes I'm not English or American or Australian. Next chapter will be up soon. Leave a review if you please. And thank you for your time.
