Good Night
Chapter 2: Frozen Lake

"And before you say anything; Of course it's yours. You are the only person that never let me down, the only one who always had my back. But this changes everything. I understand if you want to leave me too. I've already prepared myself for the goodbye, because that's all I've ever known. You probably wanted family with love of your life and not with me. I understand..."

She was rambling at this point. And I used my new way to shut her up. I kissed her. And it worked. She slowly relaxed in kiss. I had to let go, but I would be perfectly happy to just stay there kissing Kensi. My Kensi.

"Kensi you are right. I always wanted to have family with the love of my life. But then again you're wrong. I am completely fine with having a family with you, because you are the love of my life." It wasn't hard to tell that Kensi was shocked. Hell, she was speechless and looked like she was just saw pigs fly. He suddenly remembered their talk on a stakeout about a year ago.

Flashback

"Yeah so what was her favorite color? Kensi asked.

Deeks just shrugged. He didn't know the answer. His partner was asking about favorite color of Deeks's last girlfriend.

Deeks has been complaining and wondering about how his relationship didn't work out: "What is wrong with women on this planet? It definitely wasn't my fault, cause I am perfect." He said flashing her his infamous grin.
That got him a punch in the arm form his partner. "You should know some stuff about person before you start dating or sleeping with them. I know people say that getting to know their boyfriend-or in your case girlfriend, is the fun part but there has to be something to talk about.

His answer wasn't the expected one : "So know someone in the way I know you. I know every small detail about you. I know that you hate donuts with sprinkles, don't like watermelon, sleep with your gun on your nightstand, love camping and hate staying at hotels... We could be here talking about you for another few hours and I wouldn't be anywhere near the end of this list. So does this mean I should date you?"
Kensi was way too shocked to answer him immediately. So she did the only known thing to her: she deflected his question with a joke: "I will date you when pigs fly."

End of Flashback

She never got a chance to reply cause Nell came storming in and hugging her. I rolled my eyes and moved away. Don't get me wrong i didn't at all hate Nell. She was amazing partner(she of course could never get to Kensi's level-not even with booster seat). She just had a tendency for breaking our moments. After all team gathered there Callen suggested a team outing in bar, Kensi refused saying that she is way too tired. She then pulled me to side: "I really don't fell like answering questions , of why I can't drink. And I am also tired. Let's go home."
I will never admit how good that sounds. Home. Home with Kensi.

We arrived at her apartment. "How do you feel about takeout?" Kensi asked. It was like any other night of our movie nights. "Ok. I'll order and you pick a movie." She just nodded. Even thought it seemed ordinary this night was somehow different. Well there was this giant elephant in the room: baby. I made a promise to myself that we'll talk about it.

The bell rung. It was the takeout delivery man. I paid and then took a s seat next to Kensi on the couch. As the beginning titles for Avengers started I shoot her a questioning look. "What? You can never go wrong with a classic." I couldn't disagree.
So as he was lying on the couch with his Kensi in his arms I dared to hope that we can actually make it across our frozen lake. Maybe our frozen lake isn't cracked and fragile. Oh, if he only knew how fragile it actually was. As it could crack any day. Maybe even tomorrow.

A/N: I am super nervous about posting this chapter. I was writing it for so long, because I wanted it to be perfect. I decided to continue my story after your amazing reviews and amazing plot idea I got after watching Merry Invasion for like a hundredth time. I am not 100% happy but this is kind of connecting chapter. So there is some drama coming up, and I will explain in next chapter of why I decided on this plot twist. Just to remember you: I am trying to write as close to what a script-writer could write if they decided that Daniela Ruah's pregnancy would be involved in the show.