Sympathy

I wiped the tears that were silently forming in my eyes.

"Look you guys I feel better, you know- I just want to go home so I can sleep in my own bed and take a shower ….I swear I feel great!" I looked back at them and planted a fake smile on my face, but I knew I wasn't kidding anybody. Finally meeting their eyes I saw the emotion I absolutely detested ,sympathy.

"Didn't't you hear me, I said take me home!"

"Leah let Carlisle look at you first" Jacob said, his voice leaving no room for argument. I couldn't't believe he was saying this!

"Get looked at?" He nodded and this time Seth spoke.

"Jacob is right" he said trying to calm down.

"..I'll go get you some clothes" with that Seth walked out, leaving me and Jacob alone. I looked back at Jacob he was gritting his teeth and his body was shaking with anger.

"Look Leah you have to get checked out…" he looked away "He could of done some serious damage and I can smell him all over you."

I was silent thinking it through. I don't think I'll answer that. Knowing I wouldn't't answer him he kept going.

"Did he…y'know…use contraception?" Jacob asked trying to get the questions the needed to be asked out. Laughing bitterly I said.

"You seriously think He would be in the fucking right mind to wear a condom?!" I laughed a little more and tears formed in my eyes again.

"you crack me up; you seriously do, of cause he didn't." I caught Jacob's face for a second and I could recognize a emotion I knew to well, hurt, but why will Jake be hurting….

At that moment Seth walked in with a bunch of clothing in his arms.

"Get out so I can change" I whispered not wanting them to hear the unsteadiness of my voice. When he left the room it seemed to be closing me in and I could see myself back at the forest on the floor with my hair messed up and my dress pushed up my thighs. Tears streaking down my face, if you tell a living soul I'll kill you. He traced my cheek with his hand. Looking left and right a chill went down my spine. What if he was watching right now? I pushed the door open finding Seth outside the door without Jacob.

"Seth" I breathed, frightened

"Please come inside and just- please I need you in here" He didn't't even let me finish the sentence; he just closed the door behind him and faced the wall.

"When did it happen?" Seth whispered so quietly it was barley a whisper. I pulled the jeans on that belonged to Rosalie and zipped them up. Pulling the shirt over my head I paused for a minute.

"Yesterday- after the party" I heard Seth catch his breath and turn around slowly making sure I was fully dressed and tightened his jaw. I could see the rage on his face.

"Yesterday…." He repeated.

"I should of come home with you…I…. I knew I should of but La Push….. and you can phase, Oh God you would never think La Push"

I felt bad my brother was regretting something that had nothing to do with him.

"I shouldn't't have been such a bitch all through the party, It was my fault not yours."

"No it isn't and I don't ever want to hear you say that again!" he said shaking so hard I thought he would phase right in the room.

I need to go. As I walked out of the room Seth followed me downstairs where the Cullen's were sitting.I took the final step towards them taking in a deep breath. I could see Jacob pacing around the room. Edward was eyeing him, ready to grab him if he tried to find the person who did this to me. More violence wouldn't't help.I felt Seth's arms snake around me, trying to comfort me.

"Leah I'm so sorry" it was Alice. I eyed everyone in the room not a signal person didn't show sympathy. Even Renesme was staring at me.

"Thanks for your help but I have to go." Standing here looking and feeling vulnerable wasn't going to work, not for me. I have worked too hard since Sam, too hard.

"Leah you need to let me take a look at you, I understand that will be a little uncomfortable but I can't let you leave like this" Carlisle said.

"Carlisle I just want to go please" I said now pleading. I just wanted to run and hide in a deep hole for ever, I was Leah Clearwater shit like this don't happen to people like me.

"Leah, please"

I looked back at Jacob and Seth there was no way of getting out of this. He led me back into the room that had the hospital bed and told me to take my clothes off and put the hospital dress on, saying he would be back in a minute. When the dress was on I lay down on the bed and took a deep walked in with gloves and a grim face. He adjusted the bed so that the top half of my body was a little lower than the bottom but I was sitting up.

"I need you to bend your knees and stretch them as far as they can go." I did so but not without hesitation noticing this he told me everything would be fine, he wouldn't't hurt me.

He said he would tell me what he was doing step by step. Taking two popsicle sticks he spread me apart. Everything seemed to pause when he saw the damage.

"Leah a human didn't't do this to you. What was it?"


ohh Cliffhanger......

*Blackwater* coming soon