I DON'T THIS ANIME OR ANY THEIR CHARACTERS!! I forgot to mention that in the first chapter. This is where everything comes into play now and builds up to the climax. Well here is the second chapter.


Something goes on in Shizuma's dream….

Shizuma walks into her house and places her things down after a long day of work. She takes off her coat and hangs it up in the closet.

" Honey, I'm home!" Shizuma yells but no one ran to her and she looked in the kitchen to find no Nagisa. Then she heard someone knocking at the door and she ran over and hoped that it was Nagisa. But it wasn't, it was Miyuki and Tamao. " Miyuki, Tamao what are you two here…" She didn't see Nagisa with them and knew something was wrong.

" Miyuki what's wrong?" She asked calmly before moving them to the living room.

Miyuki pulled at freshly crying Tamao onto her lap and tried to calm her down. " Shizuma, we have really bad news for you." She looked at Tamao and she nodded.

Tamao calmed herself down and wiped her tears away. She took a deep before telling her story. " Shizuma I want to tell you this happened to Nagisa, not to long ago. Miyuki, Nagisa and I went into town to go shopping since she didn't have school today and we didn't have anything to do. We met up in the square and began shopping. An hour before we had to leave, she stopped into the jewelry shop. She saw these necklaces that were heart shaped, that were divided in half. One was an emerald and the other was a ruby. Nagisa smiled and asked the man to get the two out. She paid the man and then walked out of the store with the necklace on." Tamao took another deep breath and stood up. " I can still remember Nagisa said when she walked out of the store with the other necklace.

' Shizuma is going to love the necklace that I got her. The necklace reminds me that our love is something that can never be apart for too long.' We smiled at her and nodded." Tamao stood up and sat next to Shizuma and grabbed her hands. " We about to saw goodbye, when we saw Nagisa crossing the street and we yelled at her. She turned around waved goodbye and that's when it happened."

Shizuma shook her head and her breath began to pick up. " What happened, Tamao? What happened to my Nagisa!"

Tamao looked at Miyuki, who was beginning to cry silently again. She looked at Shizuma and closed her eyes. " A car was coming at a fast pace and didn't see Nagisa in the street. She tried to move but the car was faster and hit her. She flew into the air and whacked her head pretty hard." Tamao let out a tear and saw Shizuma shaking and dropped to the ground. She went over to her and held her. " I went over to her and saw that she was still breathing and called for help. She is in the hospital right now and recovering greatly."

Shizuma smiled at that last bit of news and looked at Tamao. " As long as she's o.k, then I will be fine. Let me…" She felt Miyuki touch her face and shaking her head.

" I think that you listen to the worst piece of the news before we bring you to the hospital." Miyuki calmly pulled Shizuma up and held her shoulders. " The doctors say that she broke several bones in her body and most of the damage was up in her head. They told us that the nerves up there took a really bad blow and are in bad shape. Then that's when we found the most painful news ever." She looked at Tamao, who was behind Shizuma and hugging her already.

But before she could tell her, Hikari, Amane, Yaya, Tsubomi, Shion, Chikaru, Kaname and Momomi came running into the house. They all hugged a shock Shizuma and just cried as they held her.

" Miyuki what happened?" Shizuma asked as she pushed everyone off of her and walked closer to her. She pushed her up against the wall and held her shoulders. " I want to know the news…"

" NAGISA HAS AMNESIA!" Tamao yelled and collapsed onto the ground.

Shizuma turned around and stared at her. " What did you say, Tamao?"

Tamao cried and cried, she couldn't believe it happened. " Nagisa…has…amnesia. She doesn't…remember…any of…us." She said as she tried to catch her breath.

Shizuma just dropped to her knees and screamed.


Shizuma sat up and was sweating. She looked to her right and saw that Nagisa was there. She had it again, the same dream for the last couple of nights. Tears fell from her eyes and hugged the sleeping girl closer to her. ' Nagisa, I don't know what I would do if I ever lost you.' She moved a piece of her hair away from her cute sleeping face and placed it behind her ear.

Nagisa felt warm tears hitting her check and opened her eyes to a crying Shizuma. She lifted her head and pulled her onto her shoulder. She rubbed her back and ran her fingers through her soft sliver hair.

" Shhh, it's o.k, Shizuma. I'm right here." Nagisa whispered into her ear and kissed her neck. " What's wrong?"

Shizuma just shook her head and closed her eyes and inhaled the little scent of lavender on her soft skin. She kissed her head before lifting her head and wiped her tears away.

" I'm fine I just don't know where they came from." She lied and giggled.

Nagisa heard that her laugh was off and just let it slid. She pushed her back onto the bed and laid her head on Shizuma's chest, she used it as a pillow. She rested her right had on her belly and traced circles around it.

" Just close your eyes for a couple more hours, please?" Nagisa asked as she closed her eyes and let out a shallow breath. Shizuma nodded and closed her eyes and let her dream world take over again.

When Shizuma woke up again, she placed Nagisa back on bed and got up slowly. She quietly walked across the room and then heard something behind her.

" Where do you think your going?" Nagisa said as she rapped her arms around Shizuma's waist.

Shizuma sighed and touched her hands. " I was just going into a shower and then heading downstairs for breakfast. Wanna come?" She opened the door and turned on the shower.

Nagisa jumped in first and laid against the wall of the bathroom wall, in the shower. She closed her eyes and let the warm water wash everything away. She felt two hands holding her waist and then a warm body pressing against her. She looked up into those forest green eyes that made her heart race and smiled at her.

Shizuma smiled back at her and kissed her softly and then turned into a deeper and soul searching kiss. She broke the kiss and grabbed the shampoo and washed each other's heads with it. They quickly washed their bodies and then hopped out of the shower. Shizuma dried off and put on her rob quickly before heading out of the bathroom.

" What do you want for breakfast Shizuma?" Nagisa asked as she walked out after her. She grabbed her day clothes from her desk and began to change into them. She turned to Shizuma, who had her mouth open and staring at her. " Earth to lover bug!"

Shizuma shook her head and looked the other way. " I still can't believe how beautiful you became ever since Miator." Nagisa looked at her and giggled. " Hey! It's not funny, Nagisa!"

Nagisa just went up to her and held her lips close to hers. She wanted to test, which was to see who would be the first to crack and then her answer came. Shizuma closed the gap and gave her a quick kiss before walking out of the room. She headed downstairs and went straight to her study. ' I'm such a desperate person, but not as desperate to kiss her cherry lips.' She sat in her chair and looked out the window. ' Having her was the best thing that has ever happened to me and I wouldn't give that up for anything.'

" You are truly weak, Shizuma." Nagisa said in the doorway of the study and the hall.

Shizuma turned around and saw that she had breakfast. She walked in and placed the tray on her desk. " But that's one thing that I love about you. I hope that your hungry."

Shizuma nodded and began to eat with Nagisa, trying to find a seat. Nagisa walks circles before she noticed that there was only one chair. She looked at a laughing Shizuma and pouted at her. Shizuma wiped her tears away and then patted her lap. Nagisa looked happy and walked over and sat on her lap.

As they finished, Shizuma's business phone rang and she answered it. She sighed and said goodbye and hung up the phone. She placed the cell down and looked at a worried Nagisa. " I have to go into work today, even though I told them not to call me only if we we're in trouble. But they told me that it shouldn't take that long. I'm sorry that I have to do this, I promise to be home before dinner." She cupped Nagisa's cheek and smiled. " I'll help make dinner today, how about that?"

Nagisa beamed with happiness and kissed her cheek before getting up. " I hope you have a good day, Shizuma. I'll call someone to go out with." She looked at her and kissed her on the lips. " I love you."

Shizuma smiled and placed her forehead against hers. " I love you too."


Both girls got ready for the day and Shizuma left after twenty minutes of changing and talking on the phone. She kissed Nagisa goodbye and walked out to the car. She left without remembering the dream ever happening and drove off to work.

Nagisa watched Shizuma leave and decided to call someone. The first person to come into mind was her best friend: Tamao. She called the house first but no one picked up and then decided to try the cell.

" Hello, Tamao here." She said answered it sounded like she was outside.

" Hey Tamao its Nagisa."

" What's up, Nagisa?" Miyuki yelled in the background and Tamao giggled at her.

" I was just wanted to see if you wanted to go shopping." Nagisa answered as she put on her shoes and grabbed her bag.

" Well, then you should answer the door." Tamao said and hung up.

Nagisa closed her phone and heard the door ring. She ran to get it and opened to see, Tamao and Miyuki smiling at her. Nagisa gave them hugs and then left for downtown.

They walked in and out of shops and buying new clothes and shoes for whenever. Just as lunch came, they went into a little restaurant and grabbed something quick before returning to shopping.

" Miyuki, I never asked what your job was?" Nagisa asked as they walked down the street with a bag in her hand.

Miyuki sighed and looked ahead of them. " I pretty much have the same job as Shizuma with running a company. My father asked me to run it and I accepted it." She looked at her watch and smiled. " I think right about now my deal should be going to Shizuma now."

" And what deal would that be?" Nagisa asked as they walked in another shop.

Miyuki giggled and looked at all the different types of shirts. " I purposed that Shizuma and I combined companies and work together." Her phone rang and looked at the new text message. " Shizuma text me and said the deal has been made."

Nagisa and Tamao smiled at Miyuki and gave her a hug. " We should celebrate tonight at our place. What do you say Tamao, Miyuki?" Nagisa asked as they walked out of the store again. They nodded at her and then walked by a jewelry shop. Nagisa smiled ear from ear and went into the shop. She saw two necklaces that were divided in two. One was emerald and the other was a ruby. Nagisa went over and stared at the two necklaces.

" Whatcha looking at, Nagisa?" Tamao asked as she walked over to her and followed her eyes to the necklaces. " Those are beautiful."

" May I help you, young lady?" The man asked and walked over to her.

Nagisa straighten up and pointed at the two necklaces. " I would like to buy those two necklaces please?"

He nodded and took out the two necklaces. Nagisa handed him her credit card and waited for the man to come back with her bag. When he did, he smiled and handed her the bag. " Have a good day miss and come back soon." He bowed and Nagisa bowed back.

Before the walked out, she got out the emerald necklace and put it around her neck. " I think I should have the green one and Shizuma having the red one." She touched the necklace and looked at it. " To me, the two necklaces and colors represent us and our love and how it matches perfectly."

Miyuki and Tamao just looked at each other and shrugged. They continued to walk and then stopped at the crosswalk. But they didn't notice that Nagisa was still walking out into the middle of the street and still looking at the necklace.

" Nagisa!!" Both of them yelled and saw a speeding car coming. " NAGISA, LOOK OUT!!

Nagisa looked up and tired to move but then felt everything around her turn black as her head whacked off the cement.


At that same moment, Shizuma was in a meeting and speaking, when she lost her breath and dropped to the ground, but then the pain disappeared.

" I'm o.k. I just need to go home." Shizuma said to everyone and walked out of the meeting room. She grabbed her things and hurried to her car. She didn't care that she was speeding and arrived at home in ten minutes. She rushed up to the house and opened to the door.

" Honey, I'm home." Shizuma yelled and took off her jacket. She placed her work things on the table next to the closet. She looked in the kitchen, upstairs and then downstairs again. Then the doorbell rang and she grabbed it. Miyuki and a red-eyed Tamao were at the door and they walked in without talking. " Is everything o.k, guys?" She sounded nervous and sat down with them in the living room. Tamao sat on Miyuki's lap and hugged her close.

" Shizuma, I need to you remain calm when we tell you this." Miyuki said and then looked at Tamao after.

" Where is Nagisa?" Shizuma asked and now sounding more concerned and more nervous by the second. She looked at the jewelry bag that was at her lap and looked in it.

" There is something in there for you, from Nagisa." Miyuki told her and took a deep breath.

Shizuma reached in and pulled out a black box and opened it. Inside was the ruby necklace and she placed it around her neck. She touched the edge of half of the heart and looked at the girls. " Let me ask again, where is Nagisa?"

" She was with us shopping and then we went to get those necklaces." Tamao said out of nowhere. She sat up and looked Shizuma.

" There is more than one?" Shizuma asked and looked directly at Tamao.

" You have the red one and Nagisa is wearing the green one." She felt tears burning her throat and shook her head. " We walked out of the store and walked to a crosswalk. We weren't paying attention to Nagisa and saw her walk out into the middle of the street. We yelled at her to move and then she was…was…" She broke down and cried into Miyuki' arms.

" She was…?" Shizuma asked as she slowly rose from her seat and was beginning to lose her balance.

" She was hit by a speeding car and hit her head really hard off the ground." Miyuki said and looked at Shizuma, who was beginning to look funny. " She's in the hospital recovering right now but I need to tell you something before we see her. Nagisa has…" She was cut off as their friends ran into the house crying. Yaya, Tsubomi, Hikari, Amane, Shion, Chikaru, Momomi and Kaname ran into the living room and hugged Shizuma.

Shizuma shook her head and pushed everyone away. She grabbed Miyuki and pushed her against the wall and held her shoulders pretty tight.

" Nagisa has what, Miyuki? What does she have!" Shizuma was now becoming pissed and seeing the fear in Miyuki's eyes.

" NAGISA HAS AMNESIA!" Tamao yelled out of nowhere and collapsed from being so tired.

Shizuma turned around to face the girls and dropped to the ground. She gripped the ground and felt tears being to fall down her cheeks. She realized something that no one will ever see through her eyes or mind: her worst nightmare is now real.


Author's note:

Sorry about the late updates! It's just I'm tiring to edit the third chapter for Only What You Want and the next chapter for this story. Sorry about making it so depressing but I decided to make the road of the happy pair, a little bumpy. Keep leaving comments, reviews and ideas. Thanks for reading!

Sara