A/N – This is just a fictional possibility of how Jackson and Ashley became Jasper and Alice. No copyright infringement is intended and I do not own the rights to anything.

This chapter used to be part of chapter one. I split it up to help the flow.

APOV

Dear Diary,

These books are so awesome! I can't put them down. I really think I'm falling for Jasper. There's nothing better than I guy that knows what you're feeling and acts appropriately right? I mean come on, who needs that needy guy Edward anyway! Sure he's handsome and perfect and so sexy that Bella can't keep her hands off him, but there's something to be said for a true relationship that is Alice and Jasper. They are just so content just to be near each other that nothing else seems to faze them.

Sigh I wish there were really men out there in the real world that treated women with the respect and love that the Cullen clan seems to. Thanks so much Ms. Meyer for ruining any hope of finding a decent guy in the real world after falling for your Vampires.

Speaking of Jasper, I heard the cast this guy named Jackson Rathbone in the part. I Googled him to find out more, and I'm pleasantly surprised. I mean from the clips I am seeing on , he can act. He was in the OC, Beautiful People, The war at home (although he played a gay guy in this one, he was really good) I just hope he's not gay in real life, I mean that would be so weird to be married to a gay guy and have to act all in love together. Not that I have anything against gays, I just don't know how I'll pull off playing the in love wife next to someone who can't find me the least bit desirable. No matter, it'll all work out.

Kellan gets back from South Africa tomorrow. I'm going to dinner with him and Kayla and some other friends the day after. Kayla told me that Kellan has mention Jackson to her before so I might hit him up on some specifics at dinner. Kayla also mentioned that Kellan's manager was trying to get him in to audition for a role in Twilight too. That would be soo cool to have my best buddy on location with me! It would help to avoid the temptation to do some not so cool stuff that sometimes comes with being on location with a bunch of young actors. Although I heard that a lot of them are, like me, still under age.

Oh yeah, I'm going to turn 21 while on set. Whoopee (drips sarcasm)! No family, friends, etc. Well, hopefully Kellan will be able to join me if he gets a part (I think everyone has been cast though).

I gotta get some sleep. My roomies have been keeping me up late recently prepping for their auditions and I have another photo shoot tomorrow.

--Ash

JPOV

I am in Heaven!

They cast Ashley Greene, the super sexy Maxim girl as my future wife Alice!

Boy am I lucky or what! I even got out of reading all the books because evidently this saga is like something from the girls handbook on what men should be, so all my sisters, their friends, my married with kids cousins and every other female I know has read and re-read all three books and most are on waiting lists for the fourth one to come out.

I found out all about Jasper being turned into a vamp during the Civil War (War Between the States to be accurate Ms. Meyer) and get this, he was from Texas. How cool is it that I won't have to hide my accent again. Man it gets tiring trying to talk all Yankee and crap.

I'm doing research and trying to dwell on what it must feel like to be alive for over 150 years. I also need to start watching people. Observing really, what they do when they are feeling different emotions. Maybe I can do that at the gig tomorrow night. It'll be easy to observe crowds emotions especially when we are planning on playing such a wide range of tunes for them. Maybe I can talk the guys into switching up the play list so I can maximize the effect we'll have on the audience.

Kellan called, He's back from Africa and wants to come to the show tomorrow. He also said that his manager had managed to get him an audition for Twilight even though everyone had already been cast. I really hope he gets a part. He'd be fun to have on set, especially since I won't really know anyone else.

Later

- J

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