I was sitting at the table with Cato and my pregnant stomach. Cato has been paranoid ever since we found out I was pregnant. If I ever feel a pain, he freaks out and tries to get me to go see a doctor or something. I lean my head back with my eyes closed and I rub my belly. Are you okay? Cato asked, concerned. I grinned and nodded. We don t know what it is yet. Cato wants a boy, but I know he secretly wouldn t mind having a little me. I don t care what it is. A boy, A girl, I ll love it either way with all of my heart. All of the sudden I feel lips against mine. Ahh, those are 100% Cato s. I put my hand on his cheek and kiss him back gently. His hand starts rubbing my belly. I grin against his lips at that feeling. Cato kisses my grin one last time and then sits back down in his chair. I open my eyes and look at him. We ve only had sex 1 time after the first time. The second time we had sex was before we found out I was pregnant. After that, Cato didn t feel right having intercourse with me while a baby was forming inside me. Can t say I blame him. He still does Oral on me, but that s it. I haven t even given him a blow job before, he says it s more pleasurable for him to hear my orgasms. Cato stands up and reaches down for my hand. I frown up at him. Where are we going? I ask, it s hard for me to get up and down out of seat so I wanted to know if this was necessary. Just stand up. He said and shook his hand for me to take it. I grab a hold of his hand and stand up slowly. I figured something out today.. Cato said, while looking down at me with those blue eyes and that face I could kill over for. Wait, that face that face is his I want sex face! I look off for a moment and then return my focus back to his gorgeous face. What did you figure out? I ask. He still has my hand in his. I found out that it s perfectly fine to have sex during pregnancy. Cato said as he brought my hand up to his lips and kissed it softly. I smiled as he kissed my hand. Oh, you did? I asked, still smiling. He nodded and raised his eyebrows. So ? I say casually, teasing him a just a little bit. Cato chuckled, I could tell he was getting frustrated that I wasn t catching on. I ve been waiting for a while you know, He says and trails off. I roll my eyes. You want sex? I just come out and ask him. Cato chuckled again and then shrugged. I didn t know what to tell him. Cato has been very good to me throughout this pregnancy. He respects how I m going to be in bad moods and how, sometimes, I don t like to be touched. I guess I could give him this. I turned around and lead him out of the kitchen and back into his room.

When we both got in the room, I shut the door and then look at him. He stares at me. I sigh contently and look down at his dick in his pants. I look back at up at him and then my hand starts from his chest and travels all the way down to it. I rub it up and down over his pants, I grinned as I felt it getting hard. I could just feel Cato holding back from just attacking me. I kept rubbing it and feeling it getting hard. I grabbed it and a quiet moan escaped from Cato s lips. He unbuttoned his pants and then unzipped them. I pull his pants down a little and take his huge hard dick in my hand. It s so fucking big. I give him a normal hang job. Blow jobs are better than hand jobs. He said and bit his lip. I look up at him like he was crazy. Cato, I can t put that thing in my mouth.. I ll choke! I exclaim. Cato chuckled under his breath. That s kinda the point.. He said, looking down at me. I shake my head. I m doing that. I let go of his dick and walk over to the bed and just sit there. Cato groaned. Why can t you ever do something for me? He asked. I look at him and scoff. Last time I checked, I m holding your damn child in me! I have been for 7 fucking months! I shout at him. I m an emotional hormonal bitch, so I randomly just start crying. You re so unfair Cato! I sob into my hands. I never have comfort when I need it the most. Cause my only comfort is Cato and when I need comfort it s usually because of something Cato has done. You don t love me! I scream out and sob harder. That is not true. You know I love y I cut him off. Then if you love me! Why are you standing over there mad that I won t suck your fucking dick and you re leaving me over here crying! Oh yeah, I m feeling the fucking love Cato! I lay over on my side on the bed and cry my heart out. This isn t fair. I shouldn t be treated this way. I close my eyes and try my hardest to pretend my moms arms were around me. I only had a month to spend with her until she got slaughtered in the hunger games when I was a baby. Her close friend who raised me, showed me a lot of pictures of her and my mom. My mother was so gorgeous. I feel real arms wrap around me. I smile slightly and snuggle into them. Mommy Was she really here with me? Were her arms actually around me? I open my eyes and see Cato s blue eyes staring at my face. I m sorry baby I love you so much. Please forgive me for being an asshole to you.. He says to me as he strokes my cheek softly. Yes, comfort I stare into his blue eyes. I forgive you.. I say quietly. He kisses my lips gently. It was hard to believe that we were going to have a baby in our lives soon. We were going to be parents. Me & Cato. This is going to be Cato s last year to be chosen as a tribute for the hunger games. If we both stick this out, we ll be okay, right? Well, Cato will.. I won t. I still have many years to go. The reaping is in 2 weeks. Me & Cato are usually training non stop this close to the reaping, but because of my pregnancy, I haven t been able to, obviously. All the sudden, this feeling just hit me, full on. I want you Cato, He looked at me confused. You have m I cut him off, like I always do. No. Inside me. I want to make love with you. Right now. I sat up as much as I could and took my shirt off. It looked like I was struggling, so Cato began to help me. Once we get my shirt off, I roll over a little and he unhooks my bra. I roll back onto my back and my bra falls off. Cato got in between my legs and took my pants off. The only thing left on me was my panties. The last time we did this, I was tiny, now I have a huge stomach. He pulled my panties off and backed up a little, getting in the position where he does my favorite thing. The heavenly thing. When he licked down there, It felt like the best thing I have ever felt before in my life. He loves to do it because he likes the reaction I give out. I frown and jerk my head side to side. Oh yeah baby! Cato chuckles as he gives me absolute pleasure. I grip his hair and bite my lip hard. Oh fuck! I scream out and my legs try to close but Cato keeps pushing them apart. I m gonna cum Oh fuck I m gonna cum! That made Cato go even crazier down there, which involved, licking and rubbing. I hit my climax and cum a lot. After that, Cato was satisfied on making me feel good, so he pulled down his pants that were already undone. Since this wasn t my first time, Cato didn t hesitate. He came down on me and just before he shoved his huge dick into me, he kisses my belly. I groan loudly when his dick goes in and he caresses my breasts. You feel so good baby. Cato said as he pounded against me. He bent down and licked my right nipple. I felt like was about to explode from this good feeling. Cato.. why are you so big? I ask, with a moan shortly after. Cato grinned, oh great, nice going, now I just gave him a big head. Once I actually thought about it, I got extremely jealous of the girl Cato lost his virginity to. Her name was Honna, she was gorgeous. I could see why he did picked her. Me & Cato just got together two years ago. He s had several girlfriends since me & him have been friends, but he never treated any of them the way he treats me. He s my first boyfriend, my first kiss and my first timer.

Two Weeks Later; The Reaping.

I stood there in the section of girls who were all my age, I held my friend Cami s hand tightly. If they pick you, I m volunteering. Cami said as she gripped my hand. I frowned and shook my head. Oh no you won t. I refuse. You are not gonna put your life at risk for me. I said and looked over toward the boy section Cato was in. He was talking to a lot of his friends casually. Please look at me Cato, please. I begged in my mind. He didn t.

It was time for the girl tribute to be picked. Me & Cami were squeezing each other s hand so tight it was unbelievable. They picked a piece of paper out of the bowl and slowly opened it. They announced a girl I ve met a couple of times, her name was Clove. She walked onto the stage with pride. This district was all about pride and belief. We have a lot of victors here. So she had a round of applause and few hoops and hollers. Me & Cami stood quiet. Once the time came where the boy tribute had to be picked, Cami put her hands on my face and looked me in the eye. Cato isn t going to be picked. He isn t! I promise! There are so many boys to choose from. I was breathing heavily. I nodded at Cami. She was right. Even though Cato s name is on over 40 pieces of paper in that bowl, he can t be picked, right? I held my breath as they chose the piece of paper and opened it slowly.

The announcement brought me to my knees. They called his name out. They called out for Cato! Cami lied to me! She fucking lied! I felt her trying to help me up, but I didn t accept the help. I got up on my own and I ran over toward the boy section. Cato was just about to walk up on to the stage before I screamed out. SOMEONE! VOLUNTEER FOR HIM! PLEASE! My heart was breaking bit by bit. I walked up to so many guys and asked them to volunteer but they didn t. Cato still wasn t on the stage yet, He was just standing there staring at me. AM I ALLOWED TO VOLUNTEER! LET ME VOLUNTEER! PLEASE! I scream out again. They announced that they already have a girl tribute and Clove refused to let me volunteer for her. I was sobbing uncontrollably. I need my Cato. I need him. I felt like I was losing everything. I was losing my best friend, my helper, my carer, my lover, the person who raised me and most of all . the father to my child. I collapsed, but three guys caught me before I hit the ground. Was I passing out? I don t even know, wait - I, don t even remember where I am anymore. What was happening again?

I opened my eyes to see Cato standing over me. Cato .. I smile softly at him and reach up to stroke his cheek. I don t have much time, at all actually. He said. That snapped me back to reality. I looked around to see that we were definitely in the justice building. Tears started to run down my face again. Cato looked away from me. He didn t want to see me cry anymore. I felt like my ability to breath was slowly fading away. You didn t look at me in the square, you didn t look at me. I said through my tears. Cato looked back at me. What? Do you mean? He asks, confused. I sit up and wrap my arms around his neck. You can t leave me I said, shaking my head. I won t survive through life without you. I stare at him. Cato picked me up and sat down on the couch with me. Knowing I have a family of my own to come back to, gives me an advantage. You have to believe in me. I can win this and come back to you He looked at my stomach and rubbed it gently. To you guys. I put my hand over his on my stomach. We love you so much. I say quietly. Me & Cato look at each other in the eyes and we kiss. This is unlike any other kiss we ever had. This was a goodbye kiss. I love you guys too, He said against my lips. The peacekeepers came in and said it was time for Cato to go. We both stood up off the couch and hugged each other. I ll see you soon, I promise. Cato said and kissed my forehead. The peacekeepers said he had to leave right that second, so we kissed again quickly. Let s go. You have a train to be on. The peacekeeper got impatient. Cato bent down quickly and kissed my stomach. I love you guys more than words.. I ll be home soon. He said before standing up and giving me one last look in the eye, and then he was gone out of the room.

Watching Cato on the hunger games made me nervous and scared, of course. But it made me smile at how he was just killing people off. Good. The fewer he has to go up against the better. The way Cato snapped that dudes neck, was disturbing, but it made me happy at the same time. It broke my heart when Clove died. She had such a painful death it made me sick to my stomach. It came down to Katniss Everdeen, Peeta Mellark and my Cato. I chuckled because Cato could kill those two in a second. He was getting so close to coming home to me. I found myself shouting at the TV, hoping he would some how hear me. When he got his armor, I laughed. I knew he was unstoppable then. But that s when the mutts came in.

That s when everything went black.

He was gone. I watched my everything get ripped apart by those mutts. Katniss Everdeen put him out of his misery by shooting him in the head with one of her arrows. I reached out at the TV when the hovercraft lifted him up and then disappeared. It s funny how life can be all fine and dandy one minute, and then the next, Everything can just disappear.

The next hunger games; I was chosen as the girl tribute again. I let no one take my place. I denied all of the volunteers I had. And here I am today. I won. Because I had a family I had to get back to. I won the games, for me and for the love of my life, Cato.

I had twins. A boy & a girl. Laila Clove & Oliver Cato. I named them after people who made big sacrifices for me in their life. Some of them gave up their life for me.