Author's Note: Okay so this is almost the same as chapter one but from Stan's P.O.V.

Disclaimer: I own nothing...on with the story.

Stan's P.O.V.

" Stan," I heard Wendy call.

" Hey Wendy," I replied unenthusiastically.

" So, Are you going to tell me yet?" She asked.

" Tell you what?" I knew what this was about but wanted to avoid it.

" If you are going to go out," She pushed.

" I'll think about it Wendy. I just don't know," I could feel my face get hot and knew I was blushing.

Why Now? Why was she pushing me to go out with Kyle now. I mean she knows I like him and all but why is she pushing it? Wendy and I broke up when I realized I loved Kyle. We were in the eighth grade when his parents filed for divorce. He showed up on my porch soaked and I looked him over. I wrapped him in my arms and never wanted to let go.

I heard a slam and saw Kenny take off running. Probably just forgot his jacket in the Chem lab.

" Stan, If you don't ask him I will," She warned.

" You wouldn't," I glared at her.

" Want to bet?" She glared back.

Never bet against Wendy. I learned that the hard way.

" Come on just give me time," I begged.

" Until after school today or I will tell him. Once the bell rings he knows," She turned and left.

What the hell was I supposed to do know. I mean yea I really liked him but he might not feel the same. I looked when I saw a blur by Kenny's locker. Kenny was dragging Kyle out of the school by his arm. I followed and watched them. Kenny plopped down in the grass and pulled kyle to him. Kyle leaned against his shoulder and began to cry. Jealousy flooded me and I stormed to class. My mind raced with possibilities all day. What if Kenny asked Kyle out? What if Kyle likes Kenny? What if...? What if...? What if...? I'm going crazy.

Kyle and Kenny showed up late but because you could tell Kyle had been crying the teacher let it slide. I looked at him with concern written on my face. Cartman just started ripping on Kyle. Stuff like Jews can't cry and Did he miss his Mom. I thought for sure Kyle was going to hit him. Everyone was surprised when he asked to go to the nurse. What happened to change him?

After the bell rang I raced to my locker. Kyle's locker was next to mine. It had always been that way. Kyle was standing there so I walked up to him.

" Hey Ky, want to walk together today?" I asked him.

" Umm...I have to pick up Ike from the middle school," Was his answer

My heart deflated like a popped balloon. How was I going to tell him? Why was he avoiding me now?

" Oh okay. Umm...maybe some other time then. Listen, I wanted to know if there was anything wrong with you?" I asked.

" Kyle," Wendy's voice sounded.

" Huh? Oh, Wendy. What's up?" He faked a smile.

" I need to talk to you. Can we walk to the middle school together?" She asked.

" Sure," He said.

" Oh I gotta go. Kenny just texted me," I lied and took out my cell phone looking down.

" Kay. Later," He frowned.

" Later," I turned and left.

I found Kenny outside the school talking up some girl. He saw me coming and told her he had to ditch. We met halfway across the parking lot.

" Want a ride home?" He asked.

I nodded and walked in silence.

" What got you down?" He asked climbing in to his beat up old pick up truck.

" Nothing," I lied.

" Listen man. I know it's hard but Wendy and you have been over for a while," Kenny began.

" It's not Wendy," I cut him off.

" Then what is it?" He asked.

His eyes focused on me and lit up in an instant. He knew! What could be worse than Kenny knowing? Especially if he liked Kyle. I guess Cartman finding out. Yea!

" Let's talk, Stan," Kenny said

I nodded.