hellllo everybody :) i'm going through alot, but i'm trying to keep positive about it all. i'm really working hard on this; so hard, that it took me 2 days to do one chapter. i really hope you like this one. it's for you guys. i hope all of you had a wonderfull holiday :) a new thing i'm going to be doing, is the song of the update. it will be my favorite song that you should check out for yourself, ok? so, here's the song of the update.
song of the update;with you. artist: chris brown.
CHECK IT OUT :)
no flames;leave love. xoxo, julia.
CHAPTER 2
It all started that night. I was 16, and I had never been in love. I didn't know what love was, and didn't know what to expect from it, either. My eyes moved to the corner of the party, where I then saw her. That dark, curly hair she had made me notice her out of everyone there. She was different than anyone else at the party. I have to talk to her.
The dress she had on was green, just like her bright green eyes. It was short, more risky then anyone had ever dressed around Boston. Should I walk over there? I'm too nervous. She's just so beautiful, in that messed up way. As I wondered about her, people shuffled and danced around me. I look like a stalker; I'm just standing here staring at her. Do you think that she notices me staring? I have that affect on people a lot.
"Zack?" I heard Cody's voice in the sea of people around me. I looked to my right, and there was my twin. He always knows what I'm thinking, even though we're total opposites. I sighed, "Yeah, Cody?" I looked back to her; she was talking to a blonde girl and laughing.
The music got louder, forcing Cody to yell over it. "What are you staring at?" He shifted the plastic cup of punch from his right hand to his left. The DJ yelled, telling everyone to jump and scream. "Nothing, it's nothing, Cody." I yelled to him, over the screams and pounding of feet on the wood of the floor. I kept my eye on her, smiling as she did. Her smile is beautiful, I just noticed it. It shines like a light from the sun.
"Are you looking at that girl over there, in the corner?" He asked, screaming over the crowd of people. "Yeah." I said, taking a drink of my punch, leaving my subtle answer out there for him to analyze to himself. What is he thinking? I've never gone for a girl like her before.
"Why aren't you over there talking to her, then?" He asked, and I looked to him, smiling and laughing. "You really think I should?" I looked back to her, one eye still on Cody. "Yeah, go get 'em, tiger." He yelled to me, over the noise, hitting my back and pushing me forward into the crowded sea of teens on the dance floor that was between me and her.
I shuffled through the sweaty bodies, and finally got to the other side of the room, only feet away from her at this point. It's like another world over here; it's quieter and not as hot, or congested. I'm keeping my eyes on her through my journey, my stomach in knots because I'm so nervous. I don't know what she'll think of me, or if she'll even talk to me.
Everything seems to be in slow motion now, like in the movies. I'm moving as fast as I can, but it seems like I'm going really slow. All of the people dancing around me are slowing up along with me, too. What's going on with me? Why am I so nervous? I've had no trouble with girls before, I've never gotten nervous, or whatever this feeling is.
I can't go back now, I'm almost to her. I'm not going to chicken out, I've came to far to do that, and I'm not giving up. This feeling inside of me is different then any other feeling that I've ever had before about someone. It's like God is telling me that I need her.
There she is, right in front of my eyes. She looked into mine, not saying anything. We stood there in silence for a moment, and she looked at me funny, like she knew I had been staring for the past 10 minutes from across the dance floor. I don't know what I should say.
The words won't come out. They need to, though. I look like an idiot. I finally forced them out of my knots of nervousness, coming out of my mouth like word vomit. I stuttered, "Uhhm," Why is this happening? Zack, just say what you came to say. "Hey, I'm Zack." It finally came out of my nervousness. I think I'm in love, and I don't even know her.
