SO THIS IS CHAPTER 2 THANKS FOR THE KIND REVIEWS I HOPE I GET MORE REVIEWS SO THANKS AGAIN HOPE YOU LIKE THIS CHAPTER...!=) THE LETTER'S THAT ARE UNDERLINED ARE THERE THOUGHT'S OKAY.
JADE'S P.O.V
MY BOYFRIEND BECK OLIVER to that girl Tori Vega. So right now the best thing I could do was go home and cry or I could go back in the class and act like nothing happened so that is what I was going to do sit there and act like nothing happened. Like I never lost my boyfriend. So here I go I wonder what is going to happen I opened that door.
I opened the door all eye's on me. I always wanted everyone's eye's on me but this is not what I mean. So I took the last seat in the room it was next to YOU GOD. I thought to myself. I walked over to the chair and slumped in it and I wish class could have gone by faster but that was not happening. Everyone just stared at me and even Sicowitz's even stared. " Can you please go on with the lesson Sicowitz! And will everyone stop staring at me. " I holered at them all.
" Yes, thank you for coming back to class Jade. " Sicowitz implied. This is my l;ast class of the day and I can go home. But what sucked is class lasted longer or it just went by slow. "RRRIIINNNNGGGG" Thank Gosh class finally ended. Before I got out of class Beck pulled me aside to tell me we need to break-up. " Okay I hope you are going to be happy with another girl. But dont forget that I was the BEST DAMN THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO YOU! " I implied to him.
" But Jade are you okay with us breaking up. " Beck queastioned me. " Yes I am okay buat answer me this queastion. " I asked. " Okay " Beck said. " Are you dumping me for that Tori girl? " I asked him and he contimplated on what to say. But what came I knew it was coming. " Yes but to me she is way hotter then you and also much nicer then you." He answered " Okay you dont got to be mean okay I get that I am mean. " I whimpered to him.
" Okay bye Beck go have fun with Tori. " I told him with a confidence cause I found out that if you act weak after a break-up you are just feeding the guy who broke your heart you are feeding his EGO and I wont do that. I want him to know that my world is not going to end if I am not with him. But on the inside to me my world was crumbling down right in front of my eye's. So I just watched the I only person I loved the most walk away from got in my car and drove home crying all the way home. I opened my front door " Hey honey how was school today? " my mom asked " I don't know well let me see a new girl came to our school and what else oh tea and BECK he broke up with me for the new girl. " I yelled and broke out crying and running to my room and slammed my door shut.
When I got to my room I just listened to "Avril Lavigne – Wish You Were Here"
I can be tough, I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all
There's a girl that gives a shit
Behind this wall you just walk through it
And I remember
All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
Right now I wish you were here
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
But out the corner of my eye I saw something shine I shuffeled my feet over to it. When I got to it was a blade I us to go to when I was sterssed but when I dated Beck I stopped cause I was never really stressed cause he loved me and made me happy. I grabed a towel and the blade and sat on my bed I examined the blade for awhile. Then I placed the towel under my arm and got the sharp unused blade and cut my arm about 4 times. I cleaned my arm up and went down for dinner.
BECK'S P.O.V
" Okay babe since we are now dating I need you to start and clean your RV if you want me to be over okay and please clean your bed if you want me in it. " Tori demaned he do before she left his house.
Danm Jade never told me to do any of these things before. But I hope I made the right desision picking Tori over Jade. I better start cleaning if I want Tori to come back over to my RV. But I just hope Jade does not start to cut again. I hope she know's that I want us to both stay friend's cause I still want to have her in my life still. But I wonder what is going to happen at school tomorrow. Okay all done cleaning now I can go to sleep finally.
But when I went to sleep all I could dream about was Jade how we would grow up old together. I woke up at night saying that Tori and I where going to grow old together and that me and Jade are threw. But I just could not get Jade out of my Thought's, Mind, and My Feeling's.
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