Nerves. Nerves was all Yuuri could feel at that moment.

He knew he had to get some sleep because n a few hours was the Free program part of the China Cup but oh so many thoughts were on his mind.

He tried not to move around the bed a lot so he wouldn't wake Victor up with all the noise. He was after all sleeping in the room next to his.

They had rented a suite with two bedrooms, only because Victor insisted. Now Yuuri wished they hadn't.

He sighed and turned on his back while putting one arm over his eyes. He knew that he shouldn't be feeling anxious but he couldn't help it, the pressure of being on the first spot in such a big event was catching up to him and last time he had skated his free program he had screwed his last jump.

Shaking his head he tried to erase those images from his mind for the time being. It wouldn't do him any good if he started remembering that certain hit because he would start remembering all of his past failures and then he would have to say goodbye to any chances of sleep.

Sighing once more he turned to his side looking at the door adjoined to Victor's room. He felt the need to get up and sneak into his room but he abandoned it almost immediately, instead he closed his eyes and tried once more to sleep.

Just when he was starting to relax he heard a soft click coming from the door so he opened his eyes only to find himself face to face with Victor's cool gaze.

"V-Victor? What are you doing here?" he almost squealed to the others' face.

A cold hand came down to his cheek and stroked it softly.

"Yuuri I can hear your moving around you know. You need to get some sleep. What's on your mind?" his voice was soft but there was something in his eyes that Yuuri couldn't put his hand on.

"N-nothing really." he knew his stuttering didn't mask his lie at all, he knew the silverhead could see right through him.

"Come on Yuuri, I know something is in your mind. I just want to help you is all." the hand on Yuuri's cheek had moved to his hair and caressed his soft raven tresses.

Yuuri close his eyes for a second, he needed to stop getting so affected by Victor's actions, he knew that but he couldn't help it, his body yearned for the older man's touch.

"I am scared I might do the same mistake I did last time at the last jump." he mentally cringed as he heard how shaky his voice was.

A soft smile spread on Victor's mouth as he moved Yuuri's bangs away from his eyes.

"Oh Yuuri there is no need to be anxious about that, after today's performance I am sure everything will be fine tomorrow, I believe in you. So all you need to do is believe in yourself too."

Before Yuuri could reply Victor bent down and softly kissed his forehead. Yuuri's face turned tomato red with that action but when Victor went to move away he grabbed his wrist to keep him close to him.

Victor's soft chuckle reached his ears and he turned more red.

"My little katsudon is been more daring tonight I see." his breath ghosted against Yuuri's skin which made him shiver softly.

Yuuri slowly let go of Victor's wrist, reluctantly as he felt his skin buzz from the touch.

"Turn around Yuuri, you need to sleep." his soft voice almost had Yuuri hoping but when the words registered in his brain he felt disappointed in himself.

He followed Victor's demand and turned his back to the other male. His ears tried to catch the sounds Victor would make to leave the room but instead all he heard was shuffling and the bed dipping in the others' weight a second late. Strong arms wrapped around him in a soothing embrace and warming him in places he didn't need to think that moment.

"Did you think I would leave you alone? I wanted to do this for a long time now but you always refused to sleep with me you know." Yuuri could hear the pout in his voice but the closeness of Victor's lips to his ears was all that registered in his brain.

"I… Uh… Sorry." was all he could make his mouth say.

"Shh it doesn't matter now. Just relax, I will be here with you so sleep moye solnche."

Yuuri noted down on his mind to ask him later what he has said meant, or even google it.

"G-goodnight Victor." he said softly as he closed is eyes once more.

"Goodnight my love lovely piglet."

A pair of warm lips pressed softly on Yuuri's neck as the ravenette fell asleep.

"I won't let anyone hurt you, not even yourself." was all Victor said after he was sure the younger male in his arms was asleep.

Sighing happily Victor closed his eyes and fell asleep too.