K'achnv XII Zeshvi 21xy
Yet again, today was no different from the others. I had to attend another council meeting with the Clan Elders and the High Thunderian Council, and like always, I was put on the spot and relentlessly questioned. Even my state of mind and mental health have been brought up, which I thought was wrong. I'm their King, but due to what happened to me on the journey to Third Earth, they fear that I'm still a child. They treat me like a cub, talking at me and about me instead of talking to me. However, when I tried to defend myself, I was branded as being incompetent and stubborn. They don't believe that I can save New Thundera from the endless onslaught of destruction. They question my Father's decision to give me the mantle of being King of New Thundera and Lord of the Thundercats. They say that the title should have been handed to my elder brother Leo, but he's been feared dead since the death of Old Thundera because he's not been seen since. He just disappeared.
As for me? My military training begins next week, and I'm so convinced that the other Thundercats will be glad to see the back of me. I fear that my relationship with Cheetara is over, and I feel crushed because of that fact. After I told them that I had enrolled in the New Thunderian army, we had an argument which ended in my rage boiling over, but I cried. Even if this is it for us, I know that I'll miss her. I'll miss her so much, but hopefully my training and my deployment will help me to become a better man. I know that seeing her with another cat would kill me, but life goes on after the heartbreak of a break up. I'm hoping that she'd forgive me when my training is finished, and I certainly know that the nine weeks of training will help me to clear my mind. I hope that we can stay together and work through our differences to patch up our relationship, but only time will tell.
