Words Chapter 2
TRIGGER WARNING: THIS CHAPTER DOES TOUCH BASE ON CAMILA'S PAST STRUGGLE WITH AN EATING DISORDER
"Oh fuck" Camila cried out. Johnny got off her and lay beside her both breathing heavy. After a long day of working hot sex with Johnny was just what Camila needed.
"Damn that was amazing" he said snuggling up to Camila. She loved when Johnny wrapped his strong arms around her; it made her feel safe and wanted. Camila rested her head on his chest running her fingers up and down his chest.
"Hmmmm" she said. Camila pulled away from his embrace, got up and put on one of Johnny's white t shirts and her boys shorts on. Johnny got up as well and put on some boxers.
"Oh I almost forgot I got you something" he said reaching into the side dresser drawer. He pulled a black jewelry box and walked over to Camila. He opened the box and Camila gasped at the beautiful heart shaped amethyst necklace in the box.
"Oh my god Johnny its beautiful" she said
"Yeah I thought you'd like it. I saw it in the display window of a jewelry store and immediately thought of you" he said.
Camila turned around and Johnny slipped the necklace around her neck.
"It looks beautiful on you babe" Johnny said kissing her neck. She stared at their reflection in the mirror. At 6'3 Johnny towered over her 5'3 frame, but then again she had always had a thing for taller men. It was in that moment staring at their reflection that Camila thought about the past 5 months. All the secret trysts and night where they would stay up talking about nothing and everything.
"Fuck I'm falling for him aren't I?" she thought. Johnny continued to trail kisses down her neck and soon they were both naked again kissing passionately. They made love all night at as usual Camila left around 4 am making sure no one saw her. This time however Camila felt a hollow feeling forming in her stomach as she lay in her own bed. She was starting to develop strong feelings for Johnny and was tired of all the secrecy. If he liked her as much as she liked him he would be dying to show her off to his friends right? The necklace had to mean something. He wouldn't just give it to her if she didn't mean anything to him. Maybe he didn't want to go public with their relationship because he was ashamed of her. It had happened to Camila many times before where she was a guy's dirty little secret. Camila had been used many times by guys who were into curvier women but didn't want anyone to know. It had happened so many times that she couldn't help but be paranoid.
Camila wasn't obese or anything was but she was a lot curvier than most of the women fitness freaks like Johnny were used to. Camila was busty, definitely did not have a flat stomach and had thick thighs thanks to her Dominican heritage. Camila had been picked on about her weight before especially by her family who didn't think she would ever get married because they thought she was "too fat" for anyone to love. Her family was part of the reason why she took the job traveling with the WWE. She needed to get away from all that negativity. Her family's constant criticism led Camila to struggle with bulimia for a very long time. Sure she had gone down to a size 8 but even that wasn't good enough for her family and when she ended up having to be hospitalized for severe dehydration Camila knew she had to get help. Her recovery was difficult, she went back up to a size 12 but traveling with the WWE and just being away from her family's malicious words made each day a lot easier than it was when she was back in her hometown of New York City. Camila was finally happy but the thing with Johnny was starting to get to her. Ugh she hated how attached she'd become.
"Fuck it. Tomorrow I'm going to talk to him about it" She thought. She needed to know if she meant anything to him before it was too late. She was afraid of getting hurt again and if she was nothing but a hook up to him then she wanted to end things now before she fell way too hard for him. Camila drifted off to sleep with that thought in her mind.
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